How I lost my virginity.

How I lost my virginity.

My name is Bella. I'm just over eighteen and this is how I lost my virginity in the year of 1967.

I live at home with my parents and two younger sisters. As a family we don't have a lot of money and only basic things in the home but we get by. My parents are very strict and as such we've had quite a sheltered upbringing. S-E-X is a no go area in our home. It was never discussed by us girls or our parents. I've had to learn what I know from books and of course exploring my own body.

I'm waiting to go on to further education but as I said money is tight so I managed to get a part time job at a local farm. It's not a big place, just one cow, chickens, ducks and the rest is arable. The owners are really nice and have just the one son, Cory, who works with his dad on the farm. He a nice polite person who I would think is the same age as myself. He definitely a looker and when we do get a chance of a chat I can feel myself reddening up as I look into those big blue eyes of his. Anyway.

My job really is to feed and water the livestock, collect the free range eggs, clean out their living areas and milk the cow, which the farmer, Derek, gave me a crash course in. The lesson only lasted fifteen to twenty minutes and then it was up to me to get on with it. To be honest I got the hang of it pretty quick, there's definitely a knack to milking a cow by hand. It has to be by hand as there is no automatic milking machine installed. Farmer Derek said he didn't need it with just the one cow and I suppose I can see his point.

On the day in question I was lying in my bed thinking about Cory. I've seen him a few times without his shirt on and I have to say he's got a ripped body, great muscle tone. I can only put it down to the strenuous physical work he does round the farm. All the hay and straw bales he has to shift not with standing the heavy tractor gear as well. Before I realised what was happening my hand was down the front of my nightwear and I was stroking my vagina. It was very wet and succulent, I just loved the electric shocks that swarm through me every time I caressed it as I pictured Cory naked in front of me! Oh gosh here we go, that throbbing through my lower stomach and into my vagina, come on please, please thats it yes..... oh boy oh boy this is intense! I stopped rubbing myself and just went rigid until the spasm passed away then just lay there panting and sweating. Gosh that was a good one but I'd better get to the farm before I'm late.

By the time I arrived Cory is already out and about doing what he does best. It's a lovely summers day with bright sunshine so Cory has no shirt on again.

"Morning Bella, you look lovely today." Cory says as he heaves another bale about. I blush!

"Morning Cory, thank you." I reply barely looking at him, but I know he's smiling, he's always smiling.

I go about my chores and collect all the chickens and duck eggs which is bit of a job on a good day! Being free range they lay them all over the place and they take ages to find. Nevertheless, I finished that and went to the barn where the cow was waiting to be milked.

I collected the milk bucket, a cloth, grabbed hold of a small seat and went to meet the cow, Rosie, as she is affectionately known. I gave her some hay to keep her busy then parked my seat near her rear end, hitched up my skirt and sat awkwardly on the small seat. I gave her teats a quick wipe over, leant my head on her side then began to milk her.

Got to say, it did take me a while to get the hang of it but now it's as easy as riding a bike! Anyway, I was pulling and squeezing her teats and watching the milk squirt into the bucket. Now I know it's wrong but I kept thinking of Cory. I wondered what his penis was like, was it as thick as the teat in my hand, was it longer, how did it feel, did he squirt much semen when he ejaculated? All important questions with no answers.

Oh dear, I shouldn't have thought about Cory's penis, my vagina was throbbing and I bet it's very wet again. I tried to continue to milk Rosie but it was no good, I had to go and get some relief. I got up and walked away towards the rear of the inside of the barn. I peaked behind me and couldn't see or hear a thing so the coast was clear. I leant up against one of the bales, hitched my skirt up high, pulled the top of my knickers down and pushed my hand across my mound. I gasped as my fingers made contact with my clitoris, jumped even. My lips were soaked with the juices from my vagina, far more than normal.

I closed my eyes and began caressing my clit, covering it with my juices. I tried to imagine it was Cory's hand inside my underwear, his fingers touching me everywhere. I began to feel the throbbing increase in speed and intensity, I started to breath heavier, I was getting closer to my goal then!

"Bella, what are you doing?"

My eyes flew open, I turned my head to see who it was and oh God no! It was Cory. He was standing there no more than a couple of feet away and displaying the biggest smile of all!

"Shit, shit, shit!" I exclaimed as I desperately tried to adjust my underwear.

"Whoah don't stop on my account, please!" He said still with that smile.

"This is so embarrassing Cory!" I went to walk away but he put his hand on my shoulder and stopped me.

"Don't go, please don't go. There's nothing wrong with having a bit of pleasure now and again, seriously, I do it all the time."

"Oh really?" I replied, hands on hips in disbelief.

"Yes really and do you know what gets me hard, you, every time it's you. I picture you in my mind as I stroke my penis. I try to visualise what your body looks like when you're naked, how big your boobs are, what does the hair look like between your legs."

I'd calmed down a bit by now.

"So I help you to ejaculate do I?" I asked biting my bottom lip.

"Oh yeah, every time!" He replied. "Don't get upset by this but can I ask, are you a virgin?"

I couldn't look at him I just couldn't. I didn't know what to say, shall I lie or what. No, no point in doing that just tell him the truth and to hell with it.

"Er... yes, yes I am, satisfied?" I asked.

"Hey that's a good thing though right?" He asked but I didn't answer.

"Can I kiss you Bella, please, I've been wanting to do so from the very first time I saw you, please?" He almost begged.

I'd never kissed a boy before let alone a boy who looked like Cory. I was so nervous I couldn't speak so I just nodded my approval.

He stepped closer, put his hand to the side of my face, gently pulling me to him as he lowered his head to mine. I closed my eyes, not only to savour the moment but in fright also! Our lips touched. It was electric. Gently at first but then a little firmer. Then his tongue just got past my lips and touched my tongue. Oh my word my vagina throbbed once more. He moved his hand from my face down my neck over my collar bone and stopped on my left breast which he gently massaged! I could feel my nipple harden as his thumb rubbed across the thin material of my bra and blouse. We continued to kiss. His hand then left my breast and travelled down and to the back until he managed to hold one of my bum cheeks and pulled me closer. He moved his hips towards me and I could feel something pressing against my crotch. I suddenly realised, it must be his hard penis! Oh my word! This was just like my dream!

After a couple of minutes we stopped kissing. "Give me your hand Bella." He asked.

I offered him my hand which he took and pushed against his crotch.

"Can you feel how hard you've made me Bella. Would you like to hold it for me?" He asked again. I was still lost for words so just nodded again.

With that Cory stepped back, I watched him unzipped his trousers, fumbled around on the inside then pulled out this thick vein riddled penis. He took my hand and folded it around its girth. It was so hard and hot to the touch! He began to move my hand up and down his penis, I assumed just like he does when he masturbates.

"Do you like how it feels Bella?" I nodded again.

"I'm so hard for you right now. Can I feel you Bella, please?"

My heart was pounding so hard at this time, I didn't know what to do. I wanted him to feel me but I was so scared. I nodded again.

He pulled the front of my skirt up and tucked it in to my wait band then slid his hand across the front of my knickers. I jumped! He raised my head up and our eyes met.

"Don't be scared Bella, I won't hurt you, promise." He said.

I felt his hand go the top of my knickers then his fingers managed to get inside the material and make their way south. He stopped at my pubic hair, only for a second or two then moved further down until he found my very wet slit!

"Oh Bella, your vagina is soaked, it feels so nice." He said. "Open your legs a little bit for me." I hesitated.

"Please." He asked again. I thought it over for a second or so then I made a step or two to one side and as I did his finger entered my vagina. Up until that time the only finger that had been there was mine and only a very short distance inside me. I closed my eyes in fright and embarrassment as he continued to feel me.

"You are so beautiful Bella and have a beautiful body." He said. I could feel his finger going further inside me and I truly loved the feeling. He began to move it in and out but each time pushing it in deeper until eventually it couldn't go deeper.

"Kiss me Bella." He asked. This was unreal. There was I, open legged with a finger inside my vagina, which by the way was throbbing like hell and about to kiss a boy whilst holding his stiff penis!

This could only end one way. I was sure I was going to lose my virginity in this barn on this day with this boy. I was so scared but also so ready!

Our lips met again but this time more urgently. Our tongues met probing each others. My hand was still playing with his penis and his finger was speeding up inside me! He suddenly stopped kissing me. He pulled his hand from inside my knickers then stepped back, just a pace or so and my hand slipped off his penis which just stood there pointing to the sky!

"Bella, I really want you and I think you want me too. Can I be the one to have sex with you first? I hope you say yes but I understand if you say no?"

I stood there looking at him, those big blue eyes of his. My vagina was still throbbing like mad and his penis was still erect and bouncing on its own accord. I didn't want to appear too eager but I desperately need to feel his penis inside me.

"Okay Cory but, if I say stop then stop okay?" He smiled.

"Of course Bella, that goes without saying. I just want you to enjoy it as much as I want to. Come on let's go further round the back." He said then grabbed hold of my hand and pulled me deeper into the barn.

"This should be fine Bella." He said pointing to some large straw bales that were lying on the floor. "Wait a minute." He said then pulled a nearby tarpaulin from the wall and laid it out on the bales.

"There you go, that should stop any irritation from the straw." What a good idea I thought.

He turned me to face him. He took my face in his hands and kissed me gently then moved his hands down my sides and round to my bum cheeks which he held and pulled me to him once more. After a minute or so he let me go and sat me down on the bales. He slid his hands along the outside of my thighs, held on to my knickers and pulled them down and off my legs. I suddenly felt very bare and open and a little afraid of what was to come.

"Lay back Bella." I hesitated. "Trust me." He said.

I slowly laid back until I was flat against the bales. Cory got down on his knees between my legs.

"Lift your legs up for me Bella." I did as instructed. I lifted them up and then he pushed them apart, I suddenly realised my entire vagina area was open and on display! I started to shake a little I think from fright. He sensed this.

"Trust me you'll like this part." He said smiling then dipped his head on between my legs. All of a sudden I felt something sliding up my vagina lips, then down then up again then up further and on to my clit area.

"Jesus!" I shouted. My hands went to the back of his head, I didn't know what for, to keep him there or to push him away, either way I couldn't decide so did neither and just enjoyed his tongue roaming between my labia. After a few minutes of this Cory stood up, undid his trousers and pulled them and his underwear off and dropped them on the floor.

His penis looked huge to me and attached at the base of it were a large pair of hairy testicles that swayed as me moved. Without realising it my fingers were rubbing my tender clit, I was so worked up at this stage. I held my hand out to him.

"Can I feel them, please?" I asked.

"Oh boy yes, yes please." He replied. He straddled my hips and made his way upwards until his penis and balls were near my face.

"You can hold my balls if you want but be gentle as they will hurt like hell if you're too rough." I nodded.

I got my hands round the front and gently held his penis in one hand and caressed his balls with the other. They felt so soft and smooth and heavy in the palm of my hand. I pulled at his penis and watched the skin cover the tip and recede again. I noticed a globule of clear liquid oozing from his penis hole.

"Is, is this okay like this?" I asked. He chuckled.

"Yep, it does that when I get aroused just the same as you get all wet when you're aroused. I think it's time don't you?" He asked. I nodded.

Cory went back to being between my open legs.

"Okay here we go. It may feel a bit uncomfortable to start with but you'll soon enjoy it, I promise."

I had started to shiver from fright and nearly said stop but I felt something touch my lips, it must have been his penis. He moved it up and down a few times then stopped at the opening of my vagina. He started to push forwards, little by little. I could feel my vagina stretching as his penis pushed inside me.

"You okay?" He asked and as usual I just nodded.

Then he pushed harder and I yelped! He pulled back then pushed in again and once more I yelped. Then he pushed harder still and I yelped louder. I thought my vagina was going to split apart. I could feel his penis going deeper inside me, stretching me open. I didn't know how much more I could take.

"Cory, Cory, wait a minute please!" I begged. He stopped.

"I'm almost entirely inside you Bella just another inch or so thats all." He said.

I nodded frantically, "okay, okay be gentle please." I begged again.

He pulled back a bit then pushed forwards once more until I felt him come to a stop.

"It's there Bella, it's all inside you, the rest is easy." He said then began to move in and out of me. Slowly at first but changing pace then slowing again. My legs were still wide apart. He had his arms out straight as though he was going to do a press up. I looked down and watched his penis disappear inside me then pull out glistening with my juices all over it. Over and over he thrust his manhood up my vagina. I began to push upwards every time he thrust in me. Each time I did it my clit hit his body sending waves of electricity through me. I began to have that familiar feeling again just when I masturbated but this time it was far more intense. I pulled him down on my chest and held him tight.

"Keep going please keep going, I'm almost there please more give me more Cory!" I uttered.

I didn't know if it was the words I'd just spoken or some other reason but he started to ram his penis harder than ever inside me. He forced it inside my poor vagina so hard he pushed us both along the bale then all of a sudden something exploded inside me. I could feel my vagina pulsating, squeezing his penis. I swear I could see stars in the barn. Then Cory groaned and grunted, loudly. He rammed his penis up my vagina maybe three or four times so much harder than before. On the last thrust he stopped and shouted. "Oh yes Bella yes!" I could feel his penis throb really hard four or five times before he slumped on top of me, panting heavily.

We stayed like that for a few minutes before Cory lifted himself up, kissed me long and hard.

"Thank you Bella, thank you for letting me be your first, you are definitely not a virgin any more!" He said smiling and kissed me again.

We stayed coupled together until his penis shrank back to its normal size and slipped from my body. When I sat up I was first frightened but then amazed at what I saw. The pool of fluid between my legs was a pale gooey mess with streaks of blood mixed with it. I realised the blood must have been from my hymen breaking or his finger or both and the gooey mess was his semen, and what a lot there was.

Fortunately there was a roll of paper towel nearby to clean myself with and Cory did the same. We spoke at some length about what had happened, if I had enjoyed it and of course I had. Cory wanted to keep my knickers but I had to take them back otherwise my mother would want to know what happened to them. Besides that I had to wear them, with paper tissue on the inside to catch the rest of his semen on the way home!

Well thats how I lost my virginity, as best as I can recall it. Cory and I had sex as much as we could after that and tried all different things. That's how I learnt I liked oral sex, a lot! Giving and receiving! I've had loads of sex since then but I always remember that special first time. About six months later Cory met a girl at a local dance, fell in love and had a family. Also, in case anyone is wondering, no I didn't get pregnant that first time, I had my period two days later and wouldn't let Cory have me anymore without protection.

The End.