Friends With Benefits.

Friends With Benefits

Standing outside my dorm building four months after my 19th birthday, it still felt surreal as I took in the beautiful campus. Standing there with my parents behind me allowing me time to soak it all up, I stood recalling the half-truths I told to get there.

At 5'5 with a petite frame and soft features, throughout my life, I had always been a "daddy's girl", as the daughter of shop keepers, my dad wanted me to leave school and join the family business.... I wanted to go to University.

Ideally, I would have become a doctor or a lawyer, but given my parents income and the fact that they would have to pay part of my tuition fees, I quickly came to the realisation that my dad would only pay for a course that benefited him.

I had two choices...... choose business studies and go to University or stay at home and work with my parents.

I chose business studies then set about convincing both my parents.

For years I had seen films dedicated to what life was like at college and University, sure most of them were American but it had to be the same...... right?

Heading up the staircase as I quickly found my room, I slipped my key into the door and pushed it open to find a blonde girl sitting in the small living area.

"You must be Hazel?" Nikki asked with a welcoming smile. Little did I realise that Nikki would turn out to be a lifelong friend and the only person who knew all my student secrets.

Placing my cases in the medium sized double bedroom, it was clear that this dorm building wasn't the last word in opulence. With a small room with a tiny sink and toilet, I was shocked to discover that the shower areas were communal.

Taking a deep breath as I watched my parents leave and head back to England, I loved the idea of living in Edinburgh, it was an old historic city, not to mention there was something I loved about the Scottish accent.

With barely enough money to see me through until my grant arrived, after our first day of classes Nikki and I headed back to our room to relax before hitting the books.

"You know that was actually harder than I thought" Nikki said recalling our first four classes before admitting that if she didn't get her degree her parents would be pretty pissed at her.

"No offence but from what you've told me, you'll get by" I said in reference to the fact that her dad was the owner of an electronics company that made about thirty million pounds a year in profits.

Like most students, our first three days before starting our course were dedicated to discussing our life up until that point. With a cosy little bar and lounge 300 metres away from our dorm building, we could have chosen a much more student friendly bar closer to us, but Nikki and I liked the fact that the lounge in this place was hardly used.

At 5'8 with what I still define as the perfect figure and the sort of features that most women would kill for. If first impressions were anything to go by, just looking at Nikki, I would have assumed that Nikki was a spoiled little rich kid who believed the world revolved around her. Yet the moment Nikki and I began talking it was clear that her life wasn't as perfect as most would like to believe.

For the first ten years of her life, Nikki spent most of her life outside of school with the family nanny. With two older brothers and a baby sister, her mum's goal in life was to spend her dad's money quicker than he could make it.

When her parents did actually devote time to her and her siblings, the emphasise was always on excelling at everything they were doing as Dad was paying a small fortune to give them a head start in life.

Nikki was happy to admit that she hated doing ballet and ice-skating, these sports were to please her parents, the only thing she did get to do that she loved....

Was to play soccer......

At first, I guess I did envy Nikki's life, she had the perfect figure, perfect model looks and hairstyle, at 19 years of age, she was the only person I knew that had three different credit cards and several store cards to boot. Yes, one look into the small wardrobe she had, clearly had some high-priced dresses, but to my surprise over the first few weeks, Nikki preferred to wear clothes that were understated.

By the end of our first week of classes together, there were more questions than answers. I naturally assumed that most of the boys would be tripping over themselves to date Nikki, and true to form by lunchtime of our first day, the guys were queueing up to be nice to her, yet Nikki pretty much made it clear that she wasn't interested in boyfriends.

"Honestly, the way I see it, we've got three years, it's a marathon, not a sprint." Nikki stated before explaining that while some of the guys did appeal to her, the first year was going to be the hardest and she wasn't prepared to let herself be distracted.

"Trust me, when you meet my dad, you'll understand what I mean" Nikki groaned sombrely.

With 56 students within our dorm building, even I'll admit that it took a bit of getting used to having to trudge along the hall and step into one of three communal wash and shower rooms. Yet within a week, Nikki also realised that within a similar walking distance was private flats for rent and Nikki had decided that she was going to talk her dad into moving her......and me with her.

By the end of our third week, I honestly felt like I'd known Nikki my entire life. As friends we just seemed to hit the ground running, we both had the same sort of twisted humour. We loved the same sort of music and foods but we also pretty much felt like we could tell each other anything.

The problem was, I began to feel like from other people's perspective, I could have been accused of using Nikki for her money and it was the furthest thing from the truth. By the end of the second week, I looked at my bank balance and realised that in two weeks, I had spent a month's worth of money. I waited my time then finally sat Nikki down and explained that as much as I loved our trips to the pub three times a week, I just couldn't afford it...... especially if I was going to have to pay more in rent soon.

"Hazel, relax, you won't have to pay rent, neither will I, my dad will pay it" Nikki said almost as if it was that easy. I sat explaining that unlike her I had a finite budget for books, personal items, food and other sundries, Nikki's next comment filled me with horror.

"Hazel, if you need money, just tell me......you know I won't see you go short" Nikki replied as I realised that she had missed the point entirely.

Like most girls from a working-class family, I had my pride and while I was happy to live off my parents, I didn't want to live off someone I'd just met. The other problem I had was I still wasn't keen on the idea of living rent free either.

By the end of the first month, Nikki had found out that her dad had come through for her and while it wasn't the flats she wanted, He had found a place just over a mile from the campus. The upside was, this particular flat had a bus stop metres from the door and it stopped right outside the campus.

When I heard how much it was going to cost per month to rent, I almost dropped with shock.

"Nikki, I can't pay half of that...... I'm sorry it's just far too much" I stated as Nikki reiterated that I didn't have to pay anything. To this day, I still don't know what I said to trigger the meltdown that Nikki had. As I stood listening to her, of course I knew that she was struggling with some of her classes, I even heard her on her mobile phone having a massive argument with her parents, but to watch Nikki in so much pain, it was a measure of how far we had come in such a short space of time that seeing her in pain, almost killed me.

As Nikki blubbered about having to watch who she became friends with, for the first time in her life she had finally met someone who was willing to buy the round of drinks first, someone who didn't mind that she wasn't the most organised and could be a bit messy at times but best of all someone that understood her.

"Nikki, I love you to bits I really do, you know that" I said before explaining that I couldn't have asked for a better room mate and friend for three years but she had to understand that I had my pride and I wasn't a charity case.

As I watched Nikki finally dry her eyes and sit in thought for a minute or so, Nikki finally came up with the perfect plan.

"Okay, how about you earn the rent?" Nikki suggested before explaining that if I was prepared to do the housework and help her with the subjects that she was failing, in return, I got free rent.

"Please Hazel, I won't last a year if things keep going the way they're going" Nikki begged as I felt my heart strings being tugged.

"Okay......deal, but I can't keep spending the way you are, agreed?" I replied watching Nikki nod then dash from her seat and give me a massive cuddle.

Going to view the new place several days later, I stood there in shock at such a wonderfully kitted out place, but it also explained why the place was so expensive.

Of course, it did take a little getting used to having a flat mate with only one bathroom and toilet. Standing in the shower as I got ready for University, I watched the bathroom door swing open as Nikki breezed in and dropped her knickers before dropping into the toilet.

"Sorry, but I couldn't wait any longer" Nikki said as I realised that being an only child did have some draw backs.

With a twelve week wait for my university grant, by the end of the sixth week, I began to notice a few things that weren't quite right. Nikki and I agreed to go half for communal shopping. On the Monday morning I noticed that I was running low on anti-perspirant spray in the bathroom, by the Tuesday the very same spray was almost full. Then the coffee jar seemed to gain coffee. Then I found a half open bag of sugar that wasn't there before.

I knew what Nikki was doing, she was trying to help me, but did I really want to have another argument about nothing? I kept my mouth shut and pretended I didn't notice.

In the first two months, Nikki and I had pretty much talked about everything, except the intimate stuff. With only a week in the new flat and Nikki realising that I didn't want to go out to drink, we decided to order a pizza and buy some alcohol from the local supermarket.

Strolling around the supermarket, Nikki and I ended up with sixty quid's worth of alcohol and ten quid's worth of food. By 9pm, Nikki and I had finally finished discussing one of her weaker subjects and phoned in a pizza.

"Corrr.....What I could do to that pizza guy" Nikki purred as I laughed then listened to her explain that she wasn't normally into guys with beards but this guy looked as if he could give her a good time.

Yes, we had talked about guys we had dated, but we never really went into details, Nikki did admit that the first sexual thing she did she did it when she was drunk and as a result, not only did she experience her first oral sex session, she was so drunk that she let the guy cum in her mouth. Other than that story, we hadn't really discussed sex up until that point.

"Okay, c'mon, out with it, who, where what and why?" Nikki sniggered as she joked about one of our previous classes.

"Okay, Jamie......" I stopped then stumbled to my feet before heading to my room to retrieve my small picture album.

"Jamie......" I said handing Nikki the photo album with a proud smile.

"Oh, please tell me, he knew what he was doing" Nikki asked playfully as I nodded then dropped back down onto the sofa.

For most of my life I had two constant friends, Angela and Helen, we grew up together, we talked about boys we liked, but we never really had any intimate discussions about our sex lives, sure we discussed things that we wondered about like, do some women really like to swallow men's stuff, does it really hurt the first time you have sex and what sort of woman enjoys letting a guy put it up her ass?

Yet as I sat there feeling the effects of my Bacardi Breezers, I sat recalling my first time with Jamie. I wanted Jamie to think that I didn't have much experience with guys, but I also didn't want him to think that I really enjoyed performing oral sex on him either.

The first one was the truth, I didn't have too much experience, the latter was a downright lie and I knew it.

Sitting there explaining my feelings in detail as Jamie finally coaxed me to place my lips against his hard cock, I giggled like a school girl as I sat explaining to Nikki how hard it was to pretend to be shy but still wanting to suck the life out of his willing penis.

"I can't explain it, it's just something I enjoy doing" I purred as Nikki sighed "Oh me too...."

I sat recalling every detail like I was watching a film whilst living the whole experience again for Nikki's benefit.

The way Jamie held my head and let me suck him gently then ever so slowly he began to thrust into my mouth then after about five minutes the way he pushed me back onto the bed and began to drive into my pussy almost like it was his last day on the earth.

"Outside the bedroom, he was one of the sweetest guys you'll find" I said honestly before explaining that when it came to sex, Jamie liked to dominate, he liked to leave his mark......

On my face...... on my breasts, on my stomach and even a few times on my ass too.

"Just out of curiosity......" Nikki giggled as I gave a horrified yell of "No.....no way".

"Why have you?" I asked with a dirty grin as Nikki shook her head then replied "But for the right guy......I'd like to try it"

"Seriously.......?" I asked as Nikki admitted that while she had dated a few nice guys, in technical terms she'd never been head over heels in love with a guy.

"Nope, me neither...." I groaned lifting another two bottles and pulling the lids off them before passing Nikki one.

"If I properly loved a guy......I guess I'd pretty much let him do anything" Nikki said in a drunken droll.

"Yeah right......" I sniggered before swigging my bottle.

"And you wouldn't......" Nikki asked as I shook my head and decided to clarify things.

"Not...... pretty much anything......" I said forlornly as Nikki gave a drunken nod.

"Okay, he's perfect in every way......" Nikki stated with a teasing smile as I nodded.

"in your mouth?" Nikki asked as I felt myself blush then finally nod.

"Swallow?" Nikki quickly stated again I felt myself instinctively nod but add "but I have always kind of wondered what that was like"

"Okay, remember, you've got to tell the truth!!!" Nikki stated emphatically as I nodded realising, I'd opened a can of worms.

"Back door sex" Nikki said with a giggle.

"Honestly, I'd try it......if it hurt like hell......no way" I replied feeling like I'd given a great answer.

"outdoors?" Nikki purred as I laughed whilst gushing "already done it"

"Threesome?" Nikki said as I laughed then felt myself gasp "in what sense?"

"Oh...." Nikki stopped in thought before giving a massive dirty cackle.

"Both ways......" Nikki sneered as I pretended to try and give it thought.

As I look back now, of course I felt like I could open up to Nikki in a way that I couldn't with anyone else and even I knew that the alcohol was easing that process considerably. No matter how drunk you are, there is still a part of your brain that screams, don't fall into that trap. The truth was, I had fantasised about both, my first fantasy about being with two guys was absolutely mind blowing, yet when I flicked through the pages of a sex magazine in my parents' shop, I looked at one particular photo of a girl not dissimilar to me giving her friend oral sex.

That night, my fantasy started as normal, I was lying there with my boyfriend, he was holding my head as I sucked him to an inch of his life. As my arousal built, I didn't exactly plan to think about that image, it just happened.

By the time I writhed on the bed as my orgasm ripped through my body, I was stunned to think that for the first time in my life I'd actually fantasised about performing oral sex on another female. Granted, I didn't fantasise about that too often but if I'm completely honest, some of the most intense orgasms I had was whilst being fucked by a guy, as I performed oral sex on a girl.

The question is, no matter how drunk you are......what do you do?

Do you lie, or do you be honest and try and explain?

I took the latter option and it changed the course of our friendship forever......

******

Even at such a tender age of nineteen and a half, I knew that at some point in my life I would have to confide in someone and let the chips fall where they may, if anyone deserved the truth...... it was Nikki.

"Please, you'd have to be dead from the neck down not to want to have an experience with two guys" I said confidently as my laughter set off Nikki.

"So, it's not just me then" Nikki gushed as I laughed with her then finally decided to get serious for a moment.

"Call me a liar, but, doing something with another woman......" I stopped as my brain screamed "don't say it".

"....it doesn't bother me, I mean, I wouldn't go running out to have a relationship, but......" I paused watching the look of intrigue on Nikki's face.

"I don't think I'd mind, doing it......or having it done to me" I said as Nikki sat silently for a few seconds then reached for her bottle.

"Fuck...... I don't know what to say?" Nikki groaned as I gave an accomplished smile.

Of course, I felt good about myself, I had been honest but in such a way as to make myself sound open minded without being a sex maniac. I'd told Nikki something that I never thought I'd ever have the courage to tell anyone. Now it was my turn to put Nikki on the spot.

"Okay, facial?" I sneered as Nikki laughed

"Look at my complexion, it ain't oil of Olay" Nikki giggled.

"Swallow?" I asked again Nikki gave a devilish grin.

"Done it, wasn't a big deal...." she replied.

"Back door sex?" I asked trying to remember the questions.

"Was drunk one night, let him do it for about thirty seconds, it hurt like hell......eh....no" Nikki said emphatically.

"Outside?" I asked as Nikki's reply was instant "Other than let a guy grope me, I've actually never had that pleasure"

"seriously?" I asked as Nikki nodded.

"Threesome?" I asked then sniggered "Both".

"I know, this is a cop out, but I'm going to say the same as you" Nikki sniggered as I gushed "hey that's not fair, I explained it".

"Okay, two guys.......that would just be a dream come true......and like you, I think doing it with another woman would be......interesting" Nikki said trying to sound serious through her drunken state.

"Oh....Oh.... Oh.....I've got one......" Nikki purred as I wondered what horrific question she had just come up with.

"Okay, I saw this one in a film" Nikki chuckled clearly delighted with herself.

"What is the one question that I could ask that you would be scared to answer the most?" Nikki asked then began cackling like a mother hen.

With a minefield of fantasies that I probably wouldn't want anyone to know about I sat twisting my bottle in my hand as I looked at the contents in thought.

"Okay, that wasn't fair......" Nikki said as I watched her give me a reassuring nod.

"Okay, take this one as you want......" I stopped as Nikki seemed surprised that I wanted to answer it.

"If I was with the perfect man, and he asked me to do a threesome......" I paused as Nikki gave an encouraging nod.

"If I was drunk enough and..... if it was you......I'd probably do it" I sighed softly before finally casting my eyes up at Nikki, watching the look of disbelief on her face.

"Seriously......you're not just saying that?" Nikki purred clearly flattered by my comment.

Watching Nikki stagger to her feet then look at me then grumble "It's cool I'm not going to do anything stupid......" I watched as Nikki dropped down on the sofa beside me then gave me a cross between a choke hold and a cuddle.

"Hazel, I know I'm drunk but I promise you......if you ever need anything......anything at all......just tell me, because I love you to bits......" Nikki blubbered into my ear as I understood what Nikki was trying to say.

Suddenly, I felt Nicki's warm breath on my left cheek as Nikki leaned in and gave me a five second peck on the cheek before gushing "I couldn't ask for a better friend"

Helping Nikki to her feet as I watched her pull off her blouse then stumble to the sitting room door, I suddenly realised that I'd answered that question but she hadn't.

"Eh....are you forgetting something...?" I asked as Nikki stopped at the door in her bra and jeans.

"eh.... I answered, you didn't" I purred with a note of delight as Nikki gushed "need to pee first......".

Getting up and heading to the front door to put on the security chain, as I turned and accidentally staggered to the side, I watched Nikki exit the bathroom.

"I think I'm drunk" Nikki said before wrapping her arms around me then giving me a cuddle. Pushing open her bedroom door, I watched Nikki fall face first onto the bed then moan "just turn out the light, I'll be fine......"

"Nicki, you can't lie like that......" I said feeling myself sway towards the bedroom drawers then gasp "where's your nighties?"

"Three down, no wait......yeah......no..... four" Nikki moaned rolling onto her back with her legs dangling over the side of the bed.

Grabbing the top nightie, I staggered over to Nikki then dropped to my knees on the floor beside her. As I reached for her jeans button.

"Nikki, I need some help" I groaned as the button slipped free just as Nikki lifted her hips. Pulling at Nikki's jeans of course I didn't mean to pull her mini panties too. Before I realised what, I had done, I had Nikki's jeans down past her knees and her panties caught up inside the jeans.

"Nikki, a bit of help here would be good" I said trying to ignore the fact that my friend was lying diagonally across the single bed with her jeans and panties at her ankles as I tugged at the leg of her jeans trying to free her.

In that moment, I knew how I felt, I was drunk, drunker than I'd ever been before. If I was drunk, Nikki was as pissed as a judge, that was obvious. Of course, I'd never had to undress anyone in my entire life but I pretty much knew that if I could get her jeans off, I could get her panties from her jeans and slip them back up her legs and back into place then the nightie should be a piece of cake.

That was the plan......

Sliding both legs of her jeans from Nikki's slim toned legs, I grabbed at her red mini's then turned just as Nikki spread both her legs. Of course, I'd never actually seem any other woman from that particular position before, yet kneeling there staring straight at Nikki's shaven pussy, I really was transfixed as I couldn't move my eyes from what I was looking at.

Okay, so it was just a look, was it just curiosity, after all it's not all that often that you get to inspect your best friend intimately. A few seconds passed as I finally managed to moan "Nikki, you need to help me get your panties on"

I watched Nikki roll her head on the bed and look at me for a second before giving me a soft smile.

So, this is the scene, Nikki's legs are straddling the bottom right edge of the bed, I'm kneeling to the outside of her right leg as Nikki rolls her head to the right and looks at me and gives me a smile. To this day, I still don't know why, but I put my right hand on Nikki's knee and groan "Nikki, I can't leave you like this."

Nikki looks at me with her head still on the bed, I look back at her as I kneel there, then suddenly......

"Hazel......will you kiss me?" Nikki moaned softly as I looked straight at her face and said nothing.

Another few second pass then Nikki talks again.

"Just one kiss......" Nikki said softly then paused for a couple of seconds before adding "I'd do it for you".

Of course, I knew what Nikki was asking, we had been there almost two months and neither of us had even been near a guy. Given what we had discussed earlier, it didn't take a rocket scientist to work out that Nikki wanted me to kiss her pussy.

"Okay, one kiss, then you help me get you into bed" I said tentatively feeling my hands start to quiver as my brain suddenly tried to work out the parameters of what was being asked of me and what I was prepared to do.

Kneeling there watching Nikki look at me as I finally decided that one kiss on Nicki's outer labia wasn't going to kill me, by the following morning we were both going to wake up and feel pretty embarrassed about the whole thing and most likely apologise to each other.

"Okay, one kiss......then, you help me?" I asked watching Nikki look at me then nod softly.

Shifting slightly on my knees until I was finally kneeling between Nikki's toned milky legs as they dangled over the edge of the bed. I sat back on my heels for a second as I looked Nikki directly between the legs and I felt my own body respond.

"You could touch me first" Nikki sighed as I looked along her pale body then finally decided that even touching her wasn't an issue.

Reaching out with my right hand as my middle finger slowly pushed through Nikki's warm and soft outer labia, I dragged my middle finger down and through her warm lips before twisting my wrist and easing my fingers back up between her warm folds.

"That's nice" Nikki sighed gently as I let my middle finger slide down her warm folds again and then repeat its way back up. Kneeling there feeling the moisture slowly build with each brush of my hand and fingers, by the fifth pass I was finally able to feel Nikki's swollen clit as my fingers passed over it.

Of course, it didn't bother me doing this for a few minutes until she either fell asleep or even had an orgasm, granted, the only glaring problem I had, was who was going to take care of my building arousal.

"Okay, one more minute......then......" I said before pausing as Nikki replied "you didn't kiss me"

"Nikki, we agreed......Okay, if I kiss you......will you let me get to bed" I asked as Nikki finally lifted her head and looked at me briefly then nodded.

I knew that, given how I was already feeling I knew for a fact that unless Nikki needed a shower really badly, the moment I pressed my lips to her lips, I wouldn't be able to help myself. Given the numerous fantasies that I'd had, of course I would have to do more, I knew it......and I pretty much figured Nikki had somehow worked that out too.

Moving my thumb directly across from Nikki's clit, I pushed my thumb into her warm moist folds as I instantly caught her clit gently and began to stoke her clit and almost immediately Nikki's moans began.

"Oh hell, that feels so good" Nikki sighed as I gently strummed her clit sideways, I knelt there staring as Nikki's moans seemed to heighten after about a minute. Then I just couldn't resist any longer, I had to know.

To this day I remember the feelings and thoughts like it has just happened, I didn't deliberately push forward, I was just staring then finally felt my body collapse forward into Nikki's warm pussy. My tongue instantly found its mark, her clit was unmistakable, yet in that moment all my fears about giving another woman oral sex were gone.

Tasting the light scent of deodorant and that thin syrup of arousal, of course I loved how guys tasted once I got a mouthful of precum but kneeling there as Nikki's arousal danced seductively on my tongue, I wrapped my arms around the outside of Nikki's legs and began to lap at her clit with purpose.

Kneeling there using my tongue to devastating effect, within a minute, I also understood what it felt like for a guy to do that for me. When I got arousal there always came a time where I began to grind against his tongue and mouth. I needed his touch harder, or faster, and as his tongue devoured me, I would lie there hoping that he would never stop. And there I was feeling the very same thing that guys had felt with me.

"Oh Hazel, use your fingers" Nikki moaned as I realised that I had got so carried away teasing her clit that I had fingers that could maximise her arousal. Stopping for a few seconds as I clasped two fingers together then slowly eased them into Nikki's lubricated pussy, I thrust my mouth back to her clit and picked up where I left off, but with two fingers charging deep inside her warm pussy as I listened to Nikki's groans intensify.

"Oh Hazel......"

"Oh Hazel"

"I ...... wanted to do this to you" Nikki moaned as her moans seemed to intensify even faster and louder. Sitting on my knees as my right hand continued to inspire Nikki's moans, I felt myself reach down inside my black lycra trousers and feel my own deep arousal. My tongue was insatiable, my fingers were now thrusting deep and with purpose and finally with my head propped against Nikki's body, my left hand was finally strumming my own clit.

Nikki let out a moan, as I moaned too, then listened to Nikki moan again as she continued to thrust herself against my tongue.

"Oh Shit, I'm nearly there" Nikki gasped as I continued to lap incessantly at her clit, I just knew that I wasn't that far behind her.

"I want to do it to you" Nikki hissed frantically as her hips continued to drive, continued to cavort, my face was covered in her arousal, but given the way I was feeling, only one thing matter......

My orgasm......

"Mmmm" I moaned with my face still glued to Nikki's pussy then finally like someone slamming two heavy doors against my ears, I listened to Nikki let out a blood curdling moan of orgasm.

Pulling back as Nikki's thighs released my head, while I knew she was finished, I wasn't and continued to stroke my clit with purpose before finally standing up in front of Nikki.

"Oh Nikki, I loved doing that" I moaned with a look of frantic arousal etched on my face as Nikki finally came too and tried to sit up but fell back again. Another shove and Nikki were finally upright and reaching forward.

"Nikki......" I moaned as I felt Nikki grasp at my trousers and try and pull them down to my knees. Another disjointed fumble and I was now standing there exposing my brown trimmed pubic hair to Nikki's gaze.

"Hazel, let me kiss you" Nikki whispered as I felt her right-hand reach between my searing legs and stroke my hand as I continued to strum frantically.

"Oh shit.... Fuck......" I finally couldn't handle it anymore as I felt my orgasm explode throughout my body. I dropped to my knees on the floor and instinctively fell forward as my head dropped into Nikki's bra covered breasts.

"Oh Hell......" I snarled feeling that final judder as my brain continued to swim in a pool of dopamine. I knelt there for about twenty seconds as Nikki wrapped her arms around my shoulders and instinctively allowed me to come back down to earth.

"You know that's not fair......" Nikki whispered as I knelt there enjoying the warmth and smell of her upper torso.

"......I wanted to do that to you" Nikki giggled as I finally managed to sit back on my heels and give her a tentative smile.

"I think I need to lie down......" I said as Nikki gave me a smile then remarked "No pressure but you could sleep in here"

Of course, I had realised that at some point not only had Nikki sobered up quickly but by the time we both climbed into bed, we were both naked, and I could barely remember taking off the clothes from my upper torso. Cuddling into Nikki's warm body, I closed my eyes and didn't care about what tomorrow would bring, Tonight I was finally about enjoying the closeness of being with someone.

As I drifted off to sleep, I couldn't have felt happier......

Part 2 soon.