NEVER NEGLECT SOMEONE YOU DON'T WANT TO LOSE

NEVER NEGLECT SOMEONE YOU DON'T WANT TO LOSE

Becky Thompson looked out across her backyard as she swung slowly back and forth on her porch swing. As she sipped her coffee, she sat back and thought about her life. Ten years ago, when she graduated from college, her life had seemed full of promise. She was young, recently married to her high school sweetheart Bill, the love of her life, and was embarking on her dream career as a kindergarten teacher. Now she had all of the material things anyone could want: a beautiful home, a satisfying career, two beautiful children and lots of friends. Bill's business was flourishing and he was talking about opening a second location.

They were living the American dream, so why wasn't she happy? The answer was the lack of attention Bill was showing Becky. Bill said he still loved her, but he didn't show it. He was late coming home two or three times a week and every Thursday night he and his friends met to play cards. His kisses were just quick smacks and their sex life had dwindled to only two or three times a month. Even then, Bill seemed so distracted that it was just a two minute romp in the missionary position before he filled her with cum and then rolled over to go to sleep. Becky never had a chance to build up to anything close to an orgasm. She tried to talk to him about it and he blamed it on the business. He told her that he was always tired from the pressure at work, but if his company was going to be a success, he had to put in long hours.

One afternoon, Bill told her he was going out with his buddies to celebrate a friend's birthday on Friday night. She said she would enjoy a night out and offered to go with him, but he responded that it was just going to be with the guys. At school that day Becky kept thinking that she wished Bill wanted to go out with her to have a good time instead of just with his buddies. Becky's best friend, Susan, taught first grade right down the hall from Becky's kindergarten class. Susan had noticed that something had been bothering Becky for weeks and that Friday she was even more depressed. They were having lunch together in Susan's classroom when Susan broached the subject of what was wrong.

At first, Becky claimed everything was fine, but then she burst into tears. "I don't think Bill loves me anymore."

Susan sat down beside her and held her close as Becky cried. The sobs finally let up just before it was time for their students to return from lunch. Susan hugged Becky and told her, "Why don't you come over to my house tonight? Your kids can play in the game room with mine and we'll have a bottle of wine."

Becky was trying to remove evidence of her tears from her face as she tried to decline. "I don't want to put any of this on you."

Susan looked at her. "Nonsense, if you can't share your problems with me, what are best friends for?"

Becky smiled and hugged her friend. Maybe talking about it with someone would help. "Okay, but I bring the wine."

That night, after the kids were safely down in the basement game room to explore the mysteries of Sponge Bob, the two women settled down with a glass of wine in the den. They talked about school for a few minutes and then Susan looked into her friend's eyes and asked, "Okay, what's going on?"

Becky looked away as tears filled her eyes. When Susan reached out and took her hand, Becky finally turned to face her friend. "I thought Bill might be having an affair, so I hired a private investigator. He followed Bill for a couple of weeks and reported that all Bill was doing was going to work and meeting his friends to play cards." Suddenly Becky's emotional dam burst. "He never shows me any attention and he doesn't even want to make love anymore. A couple of years ago we were making love three or four times a week. Now we only have sex two or three times a month. I've tried everything I can think of. I bought sexy lingerie and got his mother to keep the kids so we could have a night alone. We had sex for two minutes before he came. I didn't even have a chance to build toward a climax and he didn't seem to care. After he came, he hugged me, rolled over and went to sleep. The next morning I tried initiating sex by going down on him, but he told me he was too tired. I've even flirted with other men in an attempt to make Bill jealous. He just laughed and teased her about it. Nothing seems to work. Doesn't he think I'm sexy anymore? Why doesn't he want me?"

Susan nodded. "The same thing happened with my husband. I got so lonely and horny I thought about cheating on him, but I love him and just couldn't do that."

Becky stared at her friend. She never knew that Susan was having trouble in her marriage too. "What did you do?"

Susan smiled as she refilled their glasses. "I wanted to have a good sex life with my husband, but when he lost interest I started having sex with Bob."

Becky's eyes got big. "Bob! Who is Bob?"

Susan giggled. "Bob is my Battery Operated Boyfriend."

"You mean a vibrator?"

Susan smiled. "Yep! Have you ever used one?"

Becky quickly shook her head. "The only time I've ever had any type of sex was with Bill."

Susan looked into Becky's eyes and whispered, "What you need is a good orgasm whenever you want one. I did. It made a world of difference. You need to get a good vibrator and use it."

Becky blushed at Susan's risqué suggestion and gulped down her wine. Susan laughed when she saw Becky's cheeks redden, but she also saw a flicker of interest in her friend's eyes. She refilled their glasses and grinned and announced, "I'll be right back." Becky was just finishing her third glass of wine when Susan returned and said, "Open it," as she gave Becky a box.

Becky was nervous but the glasses of wine she had consumed helped overcome her discomfort. When she opened the box, she saw two sex toys, a dildo and a plastic cylinder with a branch coming off it near the base. Her face was bright red when she looked at Susan. "Do you actually use these things?"

Susan grinned and said, "Absolutely!" as she reached in the box, pulled out the dildo and held it out to her friend. Becky was hesitant at first, but then she slowly reached out and took it. The column of plastic was about seven inches long and an inch and a half wide. It had veins running from the realistic balls up to a head that was slightly bigger than the shaft. It was covered with a soft, flexible outer skin, but when Becky tried to flex it, she discovered the inner core was stiff. "Wow, this almost looks and feels real."

Susan nodded. "It feels real when I'm using it too."

Becky blushed when she realized she was holding a fake penis that her friend had used to fuck herself and quickly put the dildo back in the box. Susan then pulled out the other toy and held it out for Becky to see. It was a long, slightly curved purple cylinder with a small limb-like projection near the base. Susan smiled. "This is my favorite. It's called a rabbit." Susan took it back and pressed a button at the base to turn it on. Becky jumped at the slight humming noise it began to make.

Susan turned it off and handed it back to her friend. Becky turned it over in her hand while she looked at it more closely. It was shaped kind of like a penis, with a realistic-looking head on a shaft that had beads inside it. She blushed as she said, "I know what to do with the long part, but what's this little branch on the side for?"

Susan giggled. "That's a clit stimulator. The rabbit's ears push against your clit while you slide the long part in and out of your pussy." Susan took the toy and told her, "It does other things too." When she pressed another button, the front half of the shaft began to slowly thrust back and forth as it vibrated.

If Becky's face had been red before, it turned a flaming crimson now. "I...I don't know if I could use one of these."

Susan's eyes were soft with understanding. "I know what you mean. I was a little hesitant at first too, but my husband always came too fast to give me what I needed. When we had sex, he would cum after just a half dozen strokes and I never had a chance to even get close to an orgasm. After he came, he refused to go down on me because his cum was in me. I was left to find a way to please myself. I couldn't tell you how many times I went into the bathroom after he went to sleep and played with my pussy to give myself some relief. I needed more than my hand could give me and I was still frustrated. I read an article about sex toys, so I ordered one from the internet. I was scared the first time I used it, but I came so hard I was still shaking a couple of minutes later. After that, I used it a couple of times a day for a week. For a while, I was ashamed when I used it, but I had to do something to relieve my sexual frustrations. It was either toys or cheat on my husband."

Susan showed her other features the rabbit had and Becky was intrigued by the versatile sex toy. She held it in her hand and watched as the head slowly thrust back and forth while the shaft vibrated. It had been three weeks since she and Bill had made love and she was so sexually frustrated she was willing to try anything. Her nipples hardened and her pussy got wet when she thought about how good the toy might feel inside her. She looked up to ask Susan a question and saw that her friend was on the phone looking at something on the internet.

Susan held her phone out to her. "Here's one just like mine. Why don't you order it?"

Becky looked back at the vibrating Rabbit in her hand. "I don't know if I should."

Susan punched a few buttons and grinned at her. "I'm ordering it for you and some lube too. Although I guarantee you will get very, very wet when you use it, the lube will help keep your pussy from getting a little sore the first few times you use it."

Becky stammered, "I can't let you do that."

Susan leaned forward and hugged her friend. "It's already done. Consider this an investment I'm making in my best friend's happiness."

A week later, a plain brown package was in the mailbox when Becky got home from school. She sent the kids out into the backyard to play while she hurried to the privacy of her bedroom. She sat down on the bed and looked at the box. She knew this was a big step, but twice this week she had tried to have sex with Bill and he was always too tired. Now it had been four weeks since they made love and Becky was so horny she thought she was going to explode if she didn't do something about it.

Making up her mind, she quickly tore off the paper and opened the package. Becky blushed and felt her cheeks redden with embarrassment as she took the toy out of the box. She tried to turn it on, but nothing happened. She wasn't sure if she was disappointed or relieved when the Rabbit didn't work. She opened the instructions that came with it and saw that she had to charge the batteries before it could be used. She didn't want Bill or the kids to see it, so she plugged it in behind the nightstand on her side of the bed.

By the time the kids had finished their homework and eaten supper she knew the toy was charged, but she didn't want to use it while they were awake and she knew Bill might come home any time. She decided to wait until she got home the next day. All that morning at school her mind kept drifting to the toy that awaited her at home. Becky was still nervous about using it and hadn't quite made up her mind, but the fact that she had to wait made her even hornier.

After lunch, while her aide had the kindergarten students out on the playground with Susan's class, Becky went to her friend's classroom. When Susan saw her face, she knew something was going on. She closed the door behind Becky and asked, "What's wrong?"

"Ummm, the package arrived yesterday."

Susan frowned. "What package?" Then she understood and a big grin lit her face. "Ohhh, that package."

Becky blushed. "Yes, that package."

Susan giggled. "Did you like it?"

Becky shrugged. "I haven't tried it yet. It had to be charged first."

Susan nodded. "It should be fully charged now. Believe me, there's nothing worse than SRDS."

Becky frowned. "What is SRDS?"

Susan giggled. "Sudden Rabbit Death Syndrome. That's what I call it when the batteries go dead right in the middle of me enjoying myself. I almost cried when it happened to me one time just as I was about to cum."

Both of the women exploded into peals of laughter. Susan grinned, "Damn you're going to have fun tonight! Why don't I take your kids home with me after school so you won't have to worry about little ears? I'll order pizza and our kids will have a blast playing together..." her eyes flickered with ribald humor as she continued, "...while Mama has some fun playing too!"

Susan took the kids with her and on the drive home, Becky's mind was full of nervous anticipation. ‘Would she enjoy her toy as much as Susan had assured her she would? Would a toy be enough to end the incredible frustration she felt because of her husband's lack of attention to her sexual needs?' As soon as she got home, she locked the door and hurried to her bedroom. She quickly stripped off her clothes and retrieved the rabbit from its hiding place behind her nightstand. She played with the controls and smiled while she watched the toy move and wiggle around as it vibrated at varying speeds. When she pressed another button, the head started pumping back and forth. She felt her cheeks warm when she realized the toy itself would be able to thrust back and forth inside her pussy without her having to focus on fucking herself with it.

Becky examined her naked body in the mirror. Her breasts were full and ripe with very little sag as they stood out proudly in front of her. Her flat belly led down to a slightly raised mound above her cleft of passion. Her legs were long and tight and her ass often got admiring looks from men, so she knew it was round and sexy. She just didn't understand it. ‘Why didn't Bill want her anymore?'

As she lay down on the bed and put her head on the pillow, Becky was nervous about using a toy for the first time, but her breasts were already heaving in fevered anticipation of what she was about to do. She ran her fingers all over her body, caressing her tingling skin as she prepared to use her new toy for the first time. She was breathing hard and her skin was flushed as her nipples grew to long sharp points on her heaving mounds. She could feel her clit growing as it extended out from under its hood as it ached with eager anticipation to be rubbed and caressed. Reaching down, Becky parted her lips and dipped a finger into the glistening wetness that oozed from her sexual fountain to coat the pink cleft between her legs. She pulled her wetness to the top of her carnal fissure and used slow circular motions to cover her clit with her nectar as it became more sensitive with each stroke of her finger. The smell of her increasing arousal made her even more excited as her well of lust flowed with eager readiness to experience what she was about to do.

Becky kept one hand in motion, touching her breasts and nipples lightly while she looked at her toy. Remembering what Susan had said about using lube, she opened the bottle and ran her hand over the surface of the rabbit as she coated it with the slick lotion. Her nipples ached as she tried to imagine how the toy was going to feel inside her. Taking a deep breath, she lay back and turned on the vibrator at its lowest setting. Her hand trembled with a combination of nervousness and excitement as her eyes drifted shut while she brought the toy to her breasts. Her nerves tingled as she slowly ran the humming head around each of her full mounds. It felt good but didn't compare to the almost electric shock she felt when the slowly vibrating tip touched the sensitive spires that tipped her firm orbs. Her nipples were already standing at attention, but she gasped as they surged to even longer spikes that throbbed in response to the vibrating rhythm of the toy. Her nipples were erotically and painfully erect, but it was the pleasurable kind of pain she enjoyed. A shock of pure pleasure traveled through her body as the droning touch of the toy sent flashes of carnal heat surging through her to focus in the quivering depths of her flowing tunnel of lust. Becky was surprised and delighted when her clit pulsed in response and she wasn't even touching it.

As her passion built her pussy demanded attention as it ached to be caressed. Becky slowly bent her knees and opened her legs while her pussy swelled with quivering anticipation. She trembled as her legs parted and with her free hand she lightly stroked the puffiness of her outer lips. She slowly slid the toy across her trembling belly and on down until it found its ultimate destination. Becky gasped when she felt the first tingling vibrations caress her trembling flower as she circled the shuddering head around the outside of her already flowing fountain of passion. Taking a deep breath, she finally tilted the toy and positioned the humming knob outside the opening to her well of desire. Becky stiffened and gasped as the bulbous tip of the rabbit spread her lips and nestled within the quivering folds of her pussy. She paused for a moment with the tip poised against the entrance to her moist tunnel to savor the decadent sensations that were already surging through her body. She knew that once she penetrated her pulsing sexual core with the toy her life was going to change forever. ‘Would she be cheating on her husband if she secretly gave herself sexual pleasure with something other than his cock?' Becky knew that if she didn't find some way to relieve her sexual frustration her marriage might not survive. She took a deep breath and tilted her hips up slightly as she let just the tip of the vibrating crown enter her. It felt amazing and her pussy automatically opened to the unfamiliar intruder, begging for more as she slowly eased the bulb past her inner lips and let it enter her quivering opening. She squirmed as incredible ripples of pleasure vibrated through her pussy. Becky squirmed as she felt the vibrations reach deep into her inner core and awaken sensations she never knew existed. She cried out softly as she pushed harder and the head slowly penetrated deeper into her sexually starved flower of lust.

Becky slowly moved the head of the magic wand in and out of her dripping wet cavern, exploring the newfound sensations that were giving her so much pleasure. She pressed a button and the vibrations suddenly got stronger and more insistent. Her eyes widened as the shaft trembled inside her and produced an erotic response that made her body hum with rapidly rising desire. Becky's eyes drifted closed as she savored the intense pleasure she was feeling. She started to breathe heavily as she slowly worked the vibrator deeper into her pulsating tunnel of passion. She moaned as her body was flooded with intense sensations that made her whole body quiver with pleasure. Suddenly she yelped and her hips surged up off the bed as a flash of sizzling heat raced through her body. She had been so distracted by the decadent feeling of the vibrating shaft inside her pussy, she hadn't noticed that the rabbit's ears were getting close to her clit. When they contacted her erect knob of passion, the unexpected burst of pleasure sent Becky's senses into overload and her body shuddered as she enjoyed her first orgasm with a toy.

Becky cried out with ecstatic pleasure and pulled the toy from her flooded pussy. She lay on the bed, her breasts shuddering as waves of pleasure coursed through her body. As her climax slowly ebbed, she turned the rabbit back on and ran the vibrating head over the outside of her pussy. Eager to experience the erotic sensations of having it inside her again, Becky opened her legs wider and slid the toy into her moist depths. When she turned the rabbit to a slightly higher setting, her passion quickly mounted as the vibrations filled her with the shuddering delight that only a vibrator can produce.

Becky panted with hedonistic pleasure as she started to rock her hips in rhythm with the regular strokes she made as she pumped the toy into her rippling fountain of lust. Her body was undulating with pleasure as she enjoyed the incredible sensations the humming wand produced in the pulsing depths of her pussy. Her body bucked and thrashed as she rode the toy like it was a real cock. She started fucking herself harder and faster as she enjoyed the stimulating marvels of pleasure that filled her pussy like never before. Her hips were gyrating ecstatically as she stroked her flowing well until finally, she couldn't contain her passion any longer. She let out a loud moan when her pussy started to contract rhythmically around the fake cock as her body exploded into an ever-increasing series of hip thrusts and her juices squirted out to soak the bed. Becky felt herself dangling over the threshold of her climax and with a quavering cry she completely buried the rabbit inside her. Her clit was imprisoned between the vibrating forks of the ears and her pussy was being rhythmically massaged by the thrusting of the shaft as waves of intense pleasure inundated her body. She stiffened and screamed as she went hurtling into the deep abyss of another amazing climax.

She sobbed as the throbbing waves of her passion slowly subsided. The feel of the ears vibrating against her clit was too intense to tolerate and Becky pulled the toy out of her pussy while she enjoyed the pulsing throbs of her climax. When the afterglow of her release began to ebb, Becky couldn't resist and slowly pressed the rabbit against her swollen lips again. Her pussy opened up in ravenous expectation and practically sucked the toy into her hungry pink cavern of lust. This time, she knew what to expect and was ready for the powerful vibrations she felt when the ears contacted her clit. When she began to pump the toy in and out of her pussy, she was disappointed when the ears lost contact with her clit with every stroke. She was trying to decide which felt better, the fake cock that vibrated and hummed in her pussy or the ears that quivered against her clit. She smiled to herself when she remembered another function of her rabbit. She pressed a button and the shaft began to thrust back and forth inside her tight tunnel of passion while the vibrating ears drove shivers of pleasure through her throbbing knob of lust.

As Becky stroked the humming toy in and out of her dripping core, her hips jerked in response to the incredible sensations that were flooding her body. She cried out as she felt the intense wetness of her arousal gush from between her legs to soak the sheets with arching fountains of liquid pleasure. Her back arched and her head pressed back into the pillow as her body responded to the intense rippling waves that flowed through her like molten fire. Her passion was rising with each thrust she made as she drove the rabbit into her dripping pussy. Becky could feel her clit throbbing in rhythm with her pounding heart as the shuddering touch of the toy fueled the raging fire of her passion. She bit her lower lip as she tried without success to suppress the gasps and moans that poured uncontrollably from deep inside her. Her clit was being assaulted with vibrations that pounded the swollen knob like a dozen tongues working every angle imaginable while the vibrating thrusts of the main shaft made her pussy throb like the pounding heart of an Olympic runner finishing a race. Her pussy flooded her new toy with carnal juices as she responded with unbounded passion to the intense pleasure she was feeling.

Becky's body heaved and writhed with pleasure as a powerful orgasm built relentlessly within her. As her passion escalated, she began to lose control of her ability to hold in her exuberant displays of erupting pleasure. She whimpered and wailed with euphoric ecstasy as her senses were thrust toward a pinnacle of passion that seemed to consume her entire body. She felt the walls of her pussy clench tightly around the throbbing, thrusting shaft of the toy and her body convulsed as she vaulted into the surging throes of her climax. Her body shook with the force of her pleasure and her cries made the air tremble as she screamed with the incredible searing heat of her release.

Her body bucked and shook for what seemed like forever before the clamoring spasms of her climax slowly began to diminish. Becky weakly pulled the toy out of her quivering well of passion and shuddered as the pulsing waves of pleasure slowly receded from her body. She lay still, trying to compose herself as she enjoyed the afterglow of finally experiencing several strong climaxes after so many months of orgasmic drought. It took a few minutes for her to gather the strength to stand, but she finally got out of bed and went into the bathroom to wash her favorite new friend. Her legs felt weak and trembled as she cleaned the surface of her toy. She knew she had thoroughly enjoyed the pleasure the rabbit had given her and would use it again, but Becky also knew that she wanted more than a toy. She still needed a flesh and blood cock to drive her to orgasm as she shared her ecstasy. As she plugged the vibrator back in and hid it behind her nightstand, she wondered if she would ever get to experience the pleasure of a real cock driving her to orgasm again. She was beginning to doubt it.