This story is not based on anyone real or imagined and some themes, ideas and scenarios may have been used previously. This will be a slow burn, just like the title, and some parts may not have any actual sex. Any people, places, names, products or events mentioned are done so without permission or endorsement. This is a work of fiction.
My name is Tammy and I am 40 years old, 5' 11" and in great shape. I have long, brown hair, a nice body, and despite being single by choice, I am proud of my looks and body. I'm not vain or stuck on myself, but I am not one of those women who whines "No one likes me" all the time either. I know I look good, I know I can get laid, so I enjoy life and don't think about turning 41 soon. Thanks to some wise investments, a really good divorce settlement, and the low cost of living in Central Florida, I work part time because I want to... not because I have to. I wouldn't be writing this story if things hadn't happened five years ago. Things that spun out of control and almost imploded. I slept with my best friend's son, but to be honest, it was lust and desire that only lasted about two weeks, and it almost tore everything apart. Now, after five years, Jason is coming to stay with me here in Tampa, and I'm not sure what to think because even though things ended suddenly... even though we were going out or seeing each other or whatever you call it for less than two weeks, I was way into him and more importantly, he was way into me.
--- JUNE 2012 ---
While my marriage was rocky and ended in a bitter divorce, my best friend Marcie and her husband Ryan have a fairy tale marriage with the whole house, pool, two cars and a son and daughter. Everyone gets good grades, everyone is straight, smart and happy. I was at the end of my divorce and staying with Marcie and Ryan while I settled my affairs and closed on this house here in Tampa. Marcie, Ryan, Jason and Laurie live in Virginia, where I used to live, and where Marcie and I grew up, went to school and ran the roads. Best friends since kindergarten, we were weeks apart in age, shared everything including most of our boyfriends, and even tried weird, kinky stuff in college. To this day, the only woman I have ever kissed is Marcie, and one night with a lot of alcohol, we did a lot more than kiss. I suppose I should mention, her husband Ryan is one of the guys we shared. Anyways, I was there for Jason's birth, Laurie's too, but this is about Jason. Everything is about Jason. Before, during, and even after my marriage, I lived two blocks away and was more of an Aunt than anything else to both Jason and Laurie. I was there for every special moment, including holidays, birthdays, Prom and graduation.
As time went by, and my marriage sucked, Jason was growing into a handsome man and his Southern manners and charm had me hooked. I could never be with him, he was my best friend's son... and half my age. Marcie and Ryan had Jason young, she was barely 18 and Ryan had just turned 19, so I got to be the cool, hip Aunt who was into many of the same things Jason and Laurie were. I was always around and while I was secretly lusting after hot and handsome Jason, it turns out he was into me. On the day after his 18th birthday we were alone in his room and I was only half moody due to my divorce just days ago. We were laughing and flirting and Jason said "You'll bounce back Tammy. God I would kill to meet a girl like you". I sighed and said "You know me, what good does that do either of us?" We stared into each other's eyes, held hands, sighed in unison... then the inevitable happened... Jason kissed me. It wasn't rushed or sloppy or rough. It was slow and sensual and romantic and my body tingled. I held him as he rolled atop me and we kissed for several minutes. Neither of us spoke, we just continued kissing and then kissed some more.
I could feel Jason getting hard and stopped kissing him to ask "Do you... do you want to stop?" Jason stared deeply into my eyes and whispered "No". I exhaled slowly, shifted beneath him, then ignored his hardness pressing against me. I was getting wet and my mind wandered to thoughts of sleeping with Jason, but then he was kissing me again. We kissed for a long time, maybe an hour, and Jason showed incredible willpower... and respect... because that's all that happened, we kissed. He didn't grab me, try to undress me, nothing. We just kissed. Marcie shouted to us that dinner was ready and I said "Let me go down first, you cool off then come down, and we can talk about this after dinner". Jason smiled and said "I love you Tammy" and I sighed and said "I love you honey". I kissed his lips, touched his face, then went down to dinner. I was wearing jeans and a t-shirt, and my panties were soaked, but I sat through dinner and smiled every time Jason looked at me. After dinner Marcie and I were doing dishes when she said "I can't explain it, but Jason is smitten with you. He couldn't take his eyes off you at dinner". I sighed and was about to say something when Marcie said "Just let him down easy, it's probably just a crush".
How we got away with it, I have no idea, but for the next four days we made out every chance we were alone. It got heated and soon enough clothes started coming off until one afternoon I was down to my bra and panties, Jason was in shorts and sporting a large bulge. I said "You know we can't do this. We never should have gotten this far". Jason said "I know, but never in my life has anyone captivated me like you do Tammy". I gasped and said "Captivated? You're only 18, how can you compare me to anything?" Jason said "I've had girlfriends, you know that". I huffed "Yeah, but were any of them this serious? I mean, it may only have been a few days, but there's some serious passion here between us". Jason smiled and I sighed. Intentional or not, I had answered the question without realizing it. I stared at Jason and said "You realize if we do this, there's no going back. Sex changes everything". Jason exhaled slowly and asked "So what was all this then?" I stared at him as Jason got red faced and angry then seethed "Were you using me to get over Randy?" I huffed "Hell no" but Jason got off my bed, grabbed his shirt, glared at me standing near the door, then left my room.
What the Hell just happened?
It took three days and several conversations, but Jason and I finally went for a drive and parked in a secluded part of the mall parking lot. No one was around and no one cared what we were doing, which was mostly not talking because Jason was still mad at me. I tried to kiss him but he said "No" then asked "Why do you want me when you can have anyone?" I gasped "I don't want you, you wanted me". Shit. That came out wrong. Jason went wide eyed and gasped "What the fuck is wrong with you Tammy?" I didn't know and the worst part was I had closed on my house in Tampa and needed to leave on Monday. It wasn't forever and it was only four... or was it five states away, but this felt like a breakup and we weren't even going out. Things spun out of control quickly as an argument started and it got vicious and the problem is, I don't know who started it or why it happened. Hateful shit was said, then Jason shocked me to my core when he said "I have never wanted to fuck anyone in my life as much as I want you Tammy, but I wouldn't touch you now if..." I slapped Jason so hard his head hit the side window and tears came to his eyes. I grabbed my purse and cell phone and said "When you're ready to apologize, we can start over. Until then... fuck you".
I walked into the mall, bought a ticket to see THE AVENGERS, then after the movie ate by myself in the food court and ignored everyone who called and texted me. I was sitting there about to call a taxi when Laurie and one of her friends sat with me and Laurie asked "Tammy, what's wrong?" I lied and said "The closing is finished, I leave on Monday". Laurie hugged me, said goodbye to her friend, then drove us home. Ryan was mowing the lawn and looking sexy doing it so I flirted "Hello sailor". He stopped and said "Boy, if I wasn't married, I would..." Marcie said from the porch "Save it, she's out of your league". I went inside and got a soda as Marcie said "Whatever you did, Jason's so moody I'm afraid it might rain inside the house". I asked "Whatever I did?" Marcie said "Don't lie to me and fix it. You're my best friend in this world and that is my only son. Don't make me choose". I took the soda with me and went up to Jason's room where he was playing Xbox and glared at me asking "What do you want". I shut his door and said "I leave for Florida in three days. Either you get the stick out of your ass and spend it with me, or the only thing you'll get is a postcard". Jason stared at me for a long time then just shut off his game and asked "You're really leaving?"
I sighed, let everything go with an exhale, then said "It's not forever, and you can come down to visit or stay if you like. My hope is we'll be friends forever". Jason blinked and asked "Friends?" I moved closer and whispered "You don't ever get to call me Aunt again, not after the way we've made out". Jason said "I'm sorry for everything I said... except that I really do want to sleep with you". Whoa! Okay. Now it was out there. I glanced to make sure the door was still shut, then moved closer so that we were almost pressed together. I whispered "Way to skip the romance. If... IF... I were willing to do that... then what? I still have to get on a plane Monday morning". Jason was thinking and it seemed serious, so I held him and he wrapped his strong arms around me. I looked up at him, his eyes were soft and moist, and I asked "This is what you want?" Jason said quietly "More than anything in this world". We were kissing warmly when Marcie must have opened the door quietly and gasped "Oh my God, what is this?" Jason and I jumped apart and Marcie came into the room, shut the door, then demanded "Tell me you have not slept with him". I looked my best friend in the eye and said "No, not even close".
Well, it had been close, but she didn't need to know that!
Marcie was fit to be tied and seemed both angry and sad at the same time. I expected a lot of things, but after a long, deep sigh, she said "What the two of you decide to do is not my business... but it cannot and will not happen in this house". With a couple of sighs and a whole lot of blinking, Marcie said "To try to seperate the two of you would be foolish. I had a pretty good idea the two of you had something going on, but now I know for sure". Marcie paced and I stood there with Jason beside me with his arm around me. It was fucking surreal, trust me. Marcie stopped pacing and said to her son "No means no. Repeat it to me". Jason cleared his throat and said "No means no". Marcie pointed her finger at me and said "If you love him, if he means anything to you, if I mean anything to you... no sex in my house". Then she left the room. Jason let go of me, sat on the bed, held my hands, and stared at me. I exhaled and asked "Are you okay?" Jason nodded then asked "Does this mean we're going out since she knows?" Before I could answer, the door burst open and Marcie said "Yes it does. It means the two of you are joined at the hip". Marcie glared at her son and said "You want to be with her, you're going to be with her every hour, every minute, every second until she gets on that plane Monday".
I gasped "Every minute?" Marcie said "A true test on a relationship. The two of you are going to sleep together in his bed the next three nights and then you get on a plane. You wanted to do this, now do it" and then Marcie slammed the door and Jason and I were alone. Even though I had just seen a movie, I said "Let's go to a movie then get something to eat. Maybe she'll cool down by then". From outside the door Marcie growled "I doubt it" and I sighed. I opened the door and said to my best friend, to the mother of... my boyfriend?... "Either let this happen or don't. Make up my mind". I never saw it coming as Marcie said "Don't. I forbid it" and she glared at me. I needed to think so I went to my room where Marcie followed me and said "I have never asked you for anything. Please don't do this". I sighed and said "Okay" and Marcie seemed to get madder as she stepped in, shut my door, then asked "That's it? Just okay?" I asked "What do you want me to say?" Marcie said "I don't know. Fight maybe. Show me that my only son was more than a fling or a notion. Tell me how much you love him and plead with me to let you be with him". I laughed and said "I know you better than anyone Marcie. You don't play games, so tell me what's going on. Jason is not just a dalliance or fling. I fought the urges and feelings and they still came".
Marcie blinked then said "But... I don't understand... you were just gonna get on a plane and fly to Florida... what about Jason?" I said "You never let me talk to him about that. Marcie, we just realized our feelings a few days ago. This wasn't lurid or sinister. We started with a kiss and have taken it slow. We've even had a big fight. I planned to offer him to come visit me... or even stay with me... it's up to him. It doesn't matter though, you said no... so it doesn't matter". Marcie snapped at me and said "It does fucking matter. He's my only fucking son for Christ's sake. If ever there was someone I could wish for him to be with, it's you Tammy, but you're leaving". Hold on... what? I had a killer headache and couldn't think and still have no idea how I came up with the words "Then let me be with him and let me love him. He excites me and sees me for me and doesn't care about my divorce or my age or my looks". Marcie laughed and said "He definitely cares about your looks". I sighed and said "He's 18 and curious and filled with love to give someone. He has no idea of the things you and I already know". Marcie narrowed her eyes and said "If it was anyone else but you..." and she flung my door open and went downstairs.
Jason came into my room and seemed anxious and nervous. I motioned him to come hold me and he did until Marcie was touching my arm hours later and saying "Tammy... Tammy... it's almost 11, why don't you go to bed?" I blinked and thought "I am in bed" then looked and I was indeed on my bed, but Jason wasn't even in the room with me. Did I eat? I couldn't remember. I forgot Marcie was in my room and started to undress when she said "Hold on. Aren't you forgetting something?" I said "Oh yeah" and went across the hall to pee. I came back and Marcie was smiling and said "That's not what I meant. Your boyfriend has been playing videogames waiting for you to wake up. How do I know? Because we had a long talk while you were napping". I sighed and said "I thought you forbid it". Marcie said "I was angry. He wants this more than anything else, so love him, but do not break his heart. Love him, then go to Florida and see what happens". With a sigh and a hug from Marcie, I took my phone and went to Jason's room. He was playing Xbox and shut it off as soon as I entered his room. He said "You fell asleep and I got bored, but I stayed right here waiting for you to wake up". I sighed.
I put my phone on the charger on his desk and said "All of this has been out of order and strange. Do you want our last three days to be happy?" Jason nodded so I said "Then get undressed, get into bed with me, and kiss me like we did that first day". Marcie was standing there in the doorway blushing and said "Goodnight" then closed the door. Awesome. I had taken my jeans and bra off, then slid under the covers in my panties and t-shirt when the door opened and Laurie rushed in gasping "Holy shit... it''s true". Any chance of making up a lie ended with my bra on the foot of Jason's bed and him standing there in his underwear. Laurie hugged me and gasped "Holy shit" again. Jason got into bed and Laurie said "I heard mom and dad talking, but I didn't believe them. You guys are dating?" I blushed and thought sleeping with pretty much meant dating, so I nodded. Laurie hugged the breath out of me, kissed her brother on the cheek, then left the room and slammed the door. Jason grinned at me and I said "Well, here we are". Jason said "I am so sorry for everything I said. I can't believe you slapped me, but I deserved it". I exhaled slowly and said "I am really sorry I slapped you Jason. It won't happen again".
We held each other then the nervousness was back. I eased Jason to lie back then we kissed for a while but he was really nervous. It didn't make sense. He was this close to the goal line, all he had to do was put it in and... okay... sorry about that. My point was, he had to know we were about to be intimate. Unless... I stared at sweet, loving and very handsome Jason and whispered "No..." I looked away and lay beside Jason holding him. His body was warm and he was very hard but if this was his first time... wow. There was no way. It was too much pressure and responsibility. I lay flat on my back and stared at the ceiling as Jason moved to lay on his side and held me. I didn't mean to blurt it, but I asked "Are you a virgin?" Jason froze, tensed, then moved off me and sat up with his back to me. Okay then. I rubbed his back and said "Lay back down and kiss me. We'll go slow and see what happens". Jason blew my mind when he turned to face me and asked "You're going to sleep with me, aren't you?" I blinked several times, sucked in a couple of breaths, then asked "Isn't that what you want?" Jason asked "Just like that?" I was getting mad in a hurry and sat up then huffed "No not just like that. Despite our big fight and us ignoring each other for two days, we've basically been dating for a week. Everything led up to this and I thought this was what you wanted".
Jason held me and I pushed away at first but relented and we lay back down talking while he held me. Jason said "Of course I want to... uhm... sleep with you, who wouldn't. What I really want is to be with you. I knew you were going to Florida, but I thought we had the Summer. I just... I... I didn't think about then, I thought about now and I just wanted to be with you". I sighed. I was 18 once, I knew full well what he meant. I said "Three conversations. Me leaving. Us and whatever that means, and sex and this being your first time. We have to discuss all three before anything happens". Jason said "Let's go get something to eat. You slept through dinner and I skipped it to wait for you". We got dressed and Jason asked "Are we dating?" I said "It seems like it to me. You realize I'm gonna be 36 in July and some people will take issue with our age difference. Even more so if they know your mom is my best friend". Jason grinned and said "Just imagine if they knew you slept with dad?" I gasped and asked "How do you know about that?" Jason said "Mom told Laurie one time after a few drinks". I sighed.
We went downstairs where Laurie was watching TV and said "That was quick". Jason said "Not funny" and I showed her my fist. Marcie came out of the kitchen and asked "What's this?" I said "We're going to get something to eat and have a long talk". Marcie sighed and said "Lock up when you come in. It's been a day". Laurie laughed so I showed her my fist again and she got quiet. Jason drove my car since his truck was a beater. We went to Taco Bell and ate in the car then had the talk. Jason said not only would he come to visit me in Tampa, but if he could, he would come for a long visit or to stay when he graduated college. I said "If this works out and isn't what we both suspect it is, I will carry on a long distance relationship with you. I will come visit you, you can come see me, we could make this work". Jason smiled then sipped his soda. I sighed. Jason said "As for sex, if I could choose, I want you to be my first". I exhaled slowly and said "Jason, aside from the lust and excitement, are you sure? I'm not saying no. We've come this far and the feelings are strong, but I am literally twice your age. I'm also your mother's best friend, but we don't need to talk that to death". Jason said "This isn't a fling to me and I'll wait as long as you ask me to. I want you Tammy... all of you".
Okay. There wasn't much else to talk about, so I said "Let's go home and go to sleep. You have to work tomorrow and I have all kinds of meetings with the lawyers, the bank and the realtor. Tomorrow you and I go on an actual date and then if you're ready, if you want it, it will happen". We got home and Laurie was talking on the phone and laughing when we came in. She muffled the phone and grinned at me so I showed her my fist again. Laurie blinked then said "I'm not scared of you". I raised an eyebrow and asked "Is that right?" Laurie gasped and said "Joking. I was joking" then she pretended to ignore me and said into the phone "He did what? When?" Jason and I went up to his room and we undressed, got into bed, and kissed for a while. I was tired, it had been a long day, and despite all the emotions and chaos of the day, I was horny as fuck and really wanted to sleep with Jason. Instead we kissed for a while and then I said "Turn out the light, hold me, and know that I love you very, very much". Jason shut off the light, snuggled against me, said "I love you Tammy" and sighed. Great... he was rock hard.
The next morning we kissed despite morning breath and it occured to me, Jason had still not touched me anywhere sexual. Sure my hands, arms, face, neck, sides, and so on... but nowhere sexual or sensual. How about that? Jason was staring at me and clearly working his courage up to what we both wanted. He asked "Can we take a shower?" I smiled and said "No. I'm not dumb and we both know what would happen. I told you that will happen tonight and I always keep my word. Take a shower, eat breakfast, and go to work. You can text and call me all you want, and tonight after whatever our date is, then you get some". Jason grinned and I sighed, then kissed him softly and went to my bedroom. I exhaled and lay there on my bed in my wrinkled t-shirt and rumpled panties. My hair was probably a mess and... Jason came in my room, shut my door, then said "Don't say a word, just relax". Like those words never led to trouble. I lay there until I felt warm hands on my thighs and said "No" as I sat up. Jason said "No means no. You need to trust me". I stared at Jason for a long moment than sighed and lay back down. His fingers pulled at my panties and I said while looking at the ceiling "This is me trusting you". Jason worked my panties down and off and when he was quiet for a while I looked to see him staring at my pussy intently. I laughed and said "The test will be open book".
Jason moved between my legs and I gasped "No honey. Not that. I haven't had a shower". Jason stared at me with pleading eyes and I swallowed then said "Baby, I've been excited several times since my shower yesterday and then we slept all night and..." I sighed "You don't want to do that... not right now". Jason pouted so I pulled at him to hold him but froze and gasped "Why are you naked?" Jason blushed and I looked to see not only was he hard, but he was huge. My God he had to be nine inches if not ten. My resistance was fading fast and I asked "Why... why are you naked?" Jason didn't lie to me, I'll give him that. He said "I was going to jerk off while I went down on you". Talk about way too honest. Well this was as much my fault and anyone's so... I said "I can't get pregnant". Jason blinked and I said "After my miscarriage, I got fixed and can never have kids". Jason still stared at me and I said "That means lots of sex and no worries". Jason grinned and I muttered "Figured you would like that". I said "Honey, this is the worst seduction in history, but I'm sick of pretending, so let's do it". Jason went wide eyed and asked "What? So you want to do this?" I said "Jason, I wanted to do it way back when we spent half the evening kissing. Stop thinking and start doing".
Jason stared at me with hesitation so I went nuclear and took off my shirt. Works every time. Jason was all over me and I mean ALL over me. I think he managed to touch, grab and kiss every inch of my body and I swear we spent an hour just on foreplay. We have a winner folks! I was wound up and ready to go when Jason entered me and I moaned then kissed him furiously. Jason was deep inside me but stayed still and stared at me like he couldn't believe he had reached his goal. I held Jason, looked into his eyes, then said "Baby, just take your time and enjoy it. There's no rush". That must have worked because Jason began to stroke slow and deep and after a few minutes I asked "This is really your first time?" Jason nodded and looked at me, then went back to focusing on his work. I sighed and asked "By chance did you use porn to study for this test?" Jason slowed, smiled at me, then asked "Test?" I smiled and said "You're nervous, I'm anxious, and we just went from Aunt and nephew to lovers, so pardon my sarcasm". Jason smiled and said "I'm gonna pass this test".
I waited a few seconds as Jason got back up to stride, then smiled and said "It's okay baby. You can't fail this test, and even if you do, we'll just keep trying". Jason kissed me, slow and warm, and I matched his stride with my hips while holding his sides. It had been a while for me and I never expected my return to dating to be Jason, but it was and he was a pretty good lover for his first time. Jason wanted me and there was no way he could hide it. He was trying to go slow, but his hunger and excitement were overwhelming him. I kissed him as he stroked into me then purred "It's okay..." Jason stroked a few more times, then hit a new gear and drove into me. I felt feelings I haven't felt in a long time as my body reacted to the pleasure and warm waves washed over me. I was close before I realized it and then started to worry because I am not quiet when I cum. I bit my lip, I held my breath, but it was coming and it was gonna be huge.
Jason stroked into me with energy and stamina I could have only hoped for and then every light lit, every nerve tingled, and my mind exploded. My orgasm was so intense I thought I was going to pass out, and even with my face buried in Jason's neck I was worried the entire house had heard me. Jason huffed and was really stroking into me when his cock throbbed, his body tensed, then he gasped "Tammy..." and exploded deep inside me. I held Jason as he pumped and thrust and kept going until he was finished and spent. Jason sighed as he settled atop me and then from out of nowhere asked "What does this mean?" A million things ran through my brain but "It means I love you" was what came out. Jason sighed again and held me as we lay there cooling off and calming down. I pulled his face towards me and kissed him warmly then said "You have to get ready for work, I have my appointments, then we will be together all evening". Jason stared deeply into my eyes and said "I love you so much Tammy". I smiled and said "I don't think there was ever a question". We kissed for a few moments then Jason pulled out of me and used my shirt to wipe up. Uhhh... okay then.
Jason was staring at my body and said "I don't understand how you can be so perfect". What? I blinked and asked "What do you mean?" Jason said "You're in perfect shape, you're beautiful, smart and funny. To me you're perfect". I was still processing the compliment when Jason pulled on his shorts and said "I have to get ready for work. Thank you". Jason left and I sat there naked and asked myself "Did he just thank me?" That night we went on a date and had a nice dinner, then slept together and had great sex in his bed. Marcie and Ryan said nothing but each gave me a look. A ‘we know what you did and can't believe you did it' look. Laurie just grinned every time I saw her. Sunday Jason and I spent pretty much the entire day together but he was sad and there was nothing I could do about it. I had to go to Tampa to finalize my house and move things into it. Because life isn't a fairy tale, Monday morning Jason and I had sex but he was moody and said in the shower "I'm never gonna love anyone else". I said "You will, but I told you, if this was supposed to be, we can do it long distance and see each other more often than you think",
Three days later Jason called me crying, broke up, then hung up.
I saw Jason several times over the next five years, but he was either cold and distant, or made sure to have some girl he was dating around. Days became weeks, they became months, and pretty soon five years had passed. Jason and I never had another intimate moment or conversation, and I tried to remember the love and passion, not the spite and anger.
--- June 2017 ---
Then out of nowhere Jason called me last week and asked "Aunt Tammy, can I come visit you when I graduate and see what Florida is like?" Aunt? I wasn't actually his Aunt or related to him in any way... but I smiled and said "Of course". We talked three more times that week and Jason was going to stay with me and I was happy, even though I knew things would never be the same. I went out of my way to set things up for Jason. I bought an Xbox One, a smart TV and some Tampa sports stuff. I decorated his room, stocked the fridge with soda and packed the cupboards with snacks. I picked Jason up at the airport and he talked nonstop all the way to the house. He was handsome, 23, and all smiles. Jason was excited and filled with wonder as he looked all around, asked questions, and smiled alot. I made a nice dinner, then we sat on the back patio by the pool and Jason surprised me with "I am sorry for the way I ended things, the way I acted, and for ignoring you". I smiled and said "It doesn't matter honey. You're here and I promise to make sure this is an amazing Summer".
Jason stared at me for a moment then said "If it takes all Summer, I will make it up to you Tammy... because you were my first... and... I want you to be my last".
....... to be continued...
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