Balance part 1
written by:
jwdoney

This is a work of fiction that as far as I know could never come true but has been the basis of fantasies for nearly all men for years and years. I have great respect for women of all ages and types, but the humor involved in this story is only that, humor. This story may borrow or mirror some themes and situations previously used by myself and/or other authors, please just enjoy the story. There will little to no explanation as to how, why, or if the situations described could occur, this will be more about the sex and excitement and less about the details, please enjoy.

Any people, places, names, products or events mentioned are done so without permission or endorsement.

My name is Alex and I am 19 years old, 5' 10" tall, in great shape, and live at home with my parents and sister Rachel who has made it her personal mission to have me date or sleep with everyone of her friends. This story isn't about that, but I just wanted to explain why random girls might pop up here and there. So I have been a part time cashier at a local grocery store for almost 5 years now, and I always turn down offers for full time or promotion because of my day job, which is where the real money is. I started out doing lawn care in the summer and snow removal in the winter, and expanded into odd jobs, maintenance, even tech stuff, all because most of my customers are referrals from current customers and some days I have 5 or 6 jobs scheduled and still get calls for more. Rachel manages everything for me and handles my money and even has her boyfriend Matt help when needed. So I was at a regular customer's house helping her connect her wifi to the tablet and smart TV while she hovered making me nervous. Not because she was hovering, but because she might as well have been naked. Marti is around 40, is one of my mom's closest friends, and possibly one of the hottest women I have ever seen in my life. Her bikini was red and skimpy, and she smelled good and looked even better. With short brown hair, an amazing body, and incredible looks, it didn't make sense that she was divorced and lived alone. Her son was off to college, Marti always seemed to need me to fix something, and lately always happened to be wearing next to nothing when I came over.

Anyone who knows me will tell you I'm shy and to be honest, if it wasn't for Rachel constantly setting me up with her slutty friends, I might still be a virgin. Both girls I dated were long term, but sex wasn't their thing, it's like even my girlfriends wanted me to be in the friend zone. I like sex and I love women, but lately, well... pretty much ever... the only way I get laid is when Rachel sets me up. That sounds sad, doesn't it? Not really, thanks to Rachel, I get laid two or three times a week, and most of the girls are cool with it being casual and they hardly call or text, so no drama or complaints. Marti has never been shy about flirting with me but I always took it as my imagination and her being nice. Today she was practically attached to me and I was having difficulty concentrating because I was rock hard with no way to hide it. Marti touched my neck and said "You're sweating, are you hot?" I swallowed and nodded as Marti moved over to the sink and wet a washcloth. God, her bikini was a thong, her ass was so firm and perfect, and all I could do was stare at every inch of her tan skin that wasn't covered... and most of it wasn't covered. I held my breath when Marti walked back over to me, her bikini was pointless, and her body as close to perfect that I would ever see not on a computer screen. If my brain could function around her I would realize she was wearing a skimpy bikini inside the house for me, not to swim and not for sun.

Marti's nipples were hard and trying to poke through the tiny red triangles of her bikini top and I was seriously having difficulty thinking as Marti took my hand so that I stood before her. She wiped my face and neck and asked "What's wrong with you Alex? You seem out of it?" I was so horny I couldn't think and I just let Marti pull my t-shirt up and off my body as she used the cool cloth to wipe my chest and back. Marti stopped and she was staring intently at my my hard cock bulging my shorts and underwear. Marti was breathing slow and deep, and her chest strained the small bikini top with each movement. Something crossed Marti's eyes and she exhaled slowly, closed her eyes for a long moment, and then she kissed me. It was a long, deep, passionate kiss, and I felt all my tension release as I held Marti and kissed her. Marti stepped back from me smiling as she took my hand and led me down the hall to her bedroom then touched my lips with her finger and said "Just relax". We kissed again and then Marti said softly "You can touch me, I'm yours, it's okay" and I slipped my fingers up her flat stomach to cup her large chest in the skimpy bikini top. Marti untied it and as it fell away I moved closer and kissed then sucked on her full, firm breasts and nibbled on each of her erect nipples. Marti moaned then undid her bottoms and now she was standing before me naked and hotter than fire.

I could be wrong, but I don't recall ever wanting anything as badly as I wanted Marti at that moment, and she eased my shorts and underwear down and gasped when my hard cock came into sight. Marti took me in both hands and said "In 20 years of dating and messing around, no one... no one has ever resisted and held back as long as you have. I know you've wanted this for months but I was running out of ideas to seduce you Alex. What was the deal?" With her hands filled with my cock I kissed Marti then said "I mean, who would believe they had a shot with you? Think about it". Marti let go of me and asked "Was that a compliment? Aside from the obvious situation, are you saying you're into me?" I nodded and asked "Who wouldn't be?" Marti suddenly seemed lost in thought and I worried somehow I had blown my chance to be with her. She blinked several times then asked "Can you be discreet? Can you keep this a secret?" I nodded and Marti said "Then instead of this being something we both want, this can be something. We can't go to dinner or to the movies for obvious reasons, but we can spend time here or alone and from now on... I'm yours. Is that what you want?" I stared at Marti and asked "Like a girlfriend?" She shook her head and said "No, that would be too confusing for you, you would want to tell people. Friends with benefits, lovers, that sort of thing. I'll have someone who loves me and sleeps with me but without the drama, and you know you will get all the sex you can handle from someone who cares about you... but we can't date... it just wouldn't work".

It was alot to take in and Marti realized it and touched my face and said "Relax and make love to me, something I just realized you have wanted to do for a while... am I right?" I nodded and said "You're like the hottest female I have ever seen. All of my sister's friends are pretty but you're like hotter than all of them". Marti blinked and said "Wow. That's.... Wow". We kissed again as Marti got onto the bed and pulled me to her and she said "Don't be nervous or anxious, and if you get excited or don't last, we can do this over and over again as often as you want". I moved between Marti's legs and she guided me into position and inside her warm, wet, tight pussy. It felt incredible to slide into her warmth as I sank to the hilt and began to stroke slowly. I had been hard for maybe a half hour, possibly longer, and I was sure I would blow in no time. To be honest, I had to concentrate because it felt so good inside Marti that I just wanted to relax and cum, but I knew it wouldn't be fair to her. Marti touched my face and kissed me softly as she asked "What are you thinking about?" I asked "Can I cum inside you?" Marti blinked and seemed surprised, but she nodded and then held my sides as we began to move together. We had only been doing it for a couple of minutes... I think... and I was trying to hold back and last... but Marti was panting and gasped "It's been a while so I might..." and she blushed and got quiet.

I'm shy and usually don't ask certain questions, but something was bothering me and maybe asking it would prolong the sex. I asked Marti "How long have you been trying to uh... tease me? Did I imagine all of it or... how long?" Marti was panting heavily and gasped "After... I'll... ohhh... Godddd..." and then her body writhed beneath me and she gripped me tightly. Marti screamed and her body bucked beneath me and I lost it and exploded deep inside her in a blinding climax that dimmed the lights and confused me. Sex with any of my sister's friends never felt like this and I could barely breathe or think. It was a struggle to finish as I spurted inside Marti and pumped into her with the last of my strength and energy. I lay atop Marti spent and exhausted, my heart was pounding, my vision was blurry, and it was a struggle to breathe. Marti said quietly "I will never lie to you Alex, I promise, and to start I want you to know that was possibly the best sex I have ever had". I stared at Marti and she asked "How do you feel?" I said "I can't think but I know it felt great". Marti said "To answer your question, for a couple of months. I knew you would never make a move, that I would have to, but I didn't realize just how shy and decent you are. I was running out ideas so I bought that bikini a couple of days ago. I'm glad it worked because the only thing I had left was to use the tried and true towel drop".

I stared at Marti and asked "That's a real thing?" Marti said "Any woman in a towel is not accidental, and if that towel drops, you're getting laid. It's a universal sign". I smiled and Marti said "We can play that game another day, I have one request". I nodded and Marti said "You can come see me anytime you want and we can do this, but please... don't use me. If you come to have sex, talk to me, spend time with me, never just get what you want and leave... please?" I shook my head and said "I would never do that" and Marti said "I don't think you would, I just had to make it clear. Discretion and respect are my only rules, other than that, my house and my body are yours". I sighed "Wow" and Marti said "Pretty much. One other thing, and you need to listen to me so there are no hurt feelings later. Are you listening?" I nodded as I eased out of Marti and we sat up and cleaned up using a towel from who knows where. Marti said "In public, especially around your parents, we're friends, nothing more. If you slip and act affectionate, I have to play it off and you can never get bent out of shape if that happens. I will never be rude Alex, but it's to protect you whether you realize it or not". I said "I understand. Our feelings alone are different that in public".

Marti shook her head, touched my chest, and said "No. Our feelings... my feelings are the same no matter where we are. I have to act casual in public, but I have feelings for you Alex, especially after this. I don't sleep around, this was a choice I made to sleep with you, and a choice I'm making to keep doing it. I am well aware no matter what we say that feelings will build and we will feel love, but for now, let's try to keep it private, discreet, and in check". I asked "What happens when I love you?" Marti sighed and said "Well, then we decide what we want and at that point we take our relationship public, but for now, please do this my way... for now?" I asked "How old are you Marti?" She blushed and said "Don't you know it's not polite to ask a woman her age?" I shrugged and said "It's different. You're my girlfriend and we just had sex, I can ask you that". Marti stared at me and said "I'm 39 Alex, twenty years older than you are". She asked "How much effort did that speech just take?" I smiled and said "Alot. It's not fair that you know how I am". Marti got up and took my hand and led me into the bathroom. She said "I have to work all week, but I wonder would you like to spend the night with me Friday?" I stared at her and she smiled then said "You have to figure out what to tell your parents. We'll have a nice dinner, lots of sex, and you can see what it's like to fall asleep with someone who loves you. There's nothing else like it in this world Alex, trust me".

We took a shower and Marti was very attentive, kissed and touched me alot, and after she washed her hair she asked me "How much do you know about sex and dating?" I stared at Marti and she said "You kiss nice and that sex we just had was memorable, let me assure you, but we have been naked together for over an hour and you've only touched me once. Is that hesitance, respect or fear?" I said "I don't know. I didn't know I could just touch you". Marti said "Try not to take this the wrong way Alex, but my son was like you growing up. He wanted and wanted and wanted certain toys, and then once he got them he would just stare at the box like he was afraid to play with it, like he wasn't sure he had actually gotten what he wanted". I nodded and Marti said "That's what I thought. I would prefer not to be pawed like a cat tree, but you can touch me, especially if it's curiosity, lust or excitement". We kissed slow and soft and Marti said "I get off at 4:30 tomorrow. Come see me around 5 and I'll show you something that I think you'll like". We got out of the shower and Marti stood in front of the mirror naked and brushed her hair while I dried off. I said "You have a nice body Marti, I've always wanted to tell you that". Marti set her brush down and asked "Will you do something for me?" I said "Anything" and Marti smiled and walked into the bedroom and said "Listen very carefully to me". I waited and Marti said "Fuck me".

I stared at Marti until she said "Stop thinking about it and do it. Take what you want. I told you I was yours, time for you to realize what that means?" I wanted her, my swiftly rising cock proved that, but I asked "What does it mean?" Marti said "It means as long as you don't hurt me and are never rude, you can do anything you want. You forget, I get something out of this too" and she pointed a well manicured fingernail at my hard, swollen cock. I pushed Marti onto the bed and engulfed her large breasts, savoring her firm flesh and nibbling on both nipples. Marti writhed beneath me and her hands found my cock and pulled me to her. I stared at her and she said "Next time we can make out, I promise, but I want you... I need you inside me". I gasped and plunged deep inside Marti's tight, warm pussy and it felt even better than it had earlier. Marti said "I don't like to cuss, but I want you to fuck me. Fuck me like it was our last time, fuck me like there was a time limit". I gasped and began to stroke hard and deep and Marti spread her legs wider and moaned as I drove into her. I was incensed and my blood felt like it was boiling as I pounded Marti fast and hard. I had never done it like this and it was hot and intense and my mind reeled as I stroked harder, faster into Marti. She held me, panted and gasped, and her head rolled on the bed, her eyes were wild.

I have no idea how long we did it, while it felt like hours it was probably minutes, and my cock began to ache and throb. I held my breath and drove deep into Marti and her eyes crossed, her body tensed, and then she screamed and thrashed beneath me with a vivid orgasm. I exploded deep inside Marti and pounded into her with all my excitement as I spurted into her deepest recess. I thought I had enjoyed sex with my sister's friends but either I wasn't doing it right or maybe there were no emotions and feelings like with Marti. Either way, twice now and the sex with Marti had been mind blowing and exhausting. Marti held me and we lay quiet for a while until she kissed me softly and said "Let's get cleaned up. I have some stuff to do and we're going to see each other tomorrow... right?" I nodded and eased out of Marti then we cleaned up with our towels from the shower. We got dressed and kissed a few times but she said "By the way, most of things I had you fix? Those were excuses to get you over here... you had to know". I stared at Marti and she sighed and said "Wow, you didn't know. I have a lot of work to do sweetheart. I'm going to mold you into a strong, confident young man that any girl would be lucky to have". I sighed and Marti asked "Those girls Rachel sets you up with? Are any of them a prospect? Are you interested in any of them?" I froze and swallowed but Marti said "Sweetie... your mom knows what's going on and I'm her best friend. Do you like any of them?" I said "Cindy, but she doesn't like me like that. It's odd though because she's the only friend of Rachel who actually slept over with me and it's happened a couple of times now that I think about it".

Marti said "You mean slept in the bed with you after sex? Slept with you all night?" I nodded and Marti said "You might not understand this, but that's a sign of affection. Did she hold you? Did you hold her?" I nodded and said "Yeah, Cindy is the only one who kisses and hugs me and she seems to be coming over alot now that I think about it". Marti said "Ask her out". I blushed and coughed and Marti said "Alex, ask her out. Do you have her phone number?" I shook my head and Marti said "Call Rachel and ask her for it. Trust me". I stared at my phone and Marti asked "Did you get what you wanted today? What you wanted but never thought you could have?" I nodded and Marti said "Then trust me, call Cindy". I said "I'm not clear where that leaves us". Marti said "That leaves us exactly where we are, the only way we end is if you end it. You know my terms. Discretion and respect... and eventually love. Those are my terms and they will not change, Cindy or not. You have me as long as you treat me respectfully and act discreetly". I sighed and called Rachel, and my sister answered "Hey bud, what's up?" I said "Hi beautiful, I need a favor". Rachel said "No problem, Kelsey is coming over later, you're all set". I sighed because my sister was my pimp, it didn't make sense... not really. I said "Okay, sounds great, but that wasn't the favor. Can you text me Cindy's number?" Rachel was quiet and said "She thought this might happen. Are you going to ask her out?" I asked Rachel "You don't think I should?" Rachel said "Not even close bud, I think you should, and she's been hoping you would. Cindy said this morning she dropped several hints to you before she left?"

I thought about it and it all sort of made sense the way Cindy has been acting lately, like she wanted more than sex. I sighed and said "Rachel, you know how I am, I didn't realize. What should I do?" Rachel said "You should trust me to always do what's best for you Alex" and she hung up. I stared at my phone and Marti was wiping her counter off and asked "What happened?" I said "I don't know". My phone rang and it was a number I didn't recognize so I answered "Hello?" Cindy purred "Hi Alex, I hear you want to ask me something". I swallowed and Marti said softly "You can do this, be confident". I said "Cindy, I was wondering if we could go out?" Cindy said "Yes. Where are you? Come meet me at my house. You know where it is right?" I said "I think" and Cindy said "I'll text you the address, but you came here swimming with Rachel a few months ago, it's where we first kissed". I said "I know, it was a great kiss" and Cindy said "Thanks. Come get another one, I'm waiting" and she hung up. I stared at my phone. What was with everyone hanging up on me today? Marti said "I don't need constant attention, but you can call, text or come by whenever you want, you know where and when I work, all I ask is don't break our dates. We have two, tomorrow after work and Friday night, please be honest with me if you break them?" I said "I will, and I won't break them, no matter what". Marti held me and said "We'll see. Go have fun with Cindy, is she the blonde?" I nodded and grinned "She was a cheerleader". Marti rolled her eyes and said "I'm a MILF, I'd like to see her top that".

I gasped and stood there staring at Marti and blinking. Marti smiled and said "Well I am, and you just remember I gave myself to you, that's alot of responsibility". I stared at Marti and she smiled and said "I'm teasing. Go see Cindy and I'll see you tomorrow". We kissed and Marti whispered "All I can think about is you inside me". I gasped as Marti pushed me onto the porch and shut the door behind me. I drove to Cindy's and parked in the driveway but realized there was a $50 and a note in my pocket that said "A bonus for the extra effort" and I blushed and shoved the money and note in my pocket. Cindy stood on her porch and I had to close my eyes and look again to be sure I wasn't imagining how great she looked. Her long blonde hair was blowing in the slight breeze, her face as beautiful as ever, and she was wearing tight blue running shorts and a sports bra style jogging top. Her skin was tan and she was just perfect and Cindy smiled and said "Get over here and kiss me before you pass out". I walked up to Cindy and she said "I don't know where the confidence came from, but I like it. You know you can't sleep with the other girls now, you're all mine?" I said "I'm fine with that" and Cindy said "No, let me be clear, we will have lots of sex, it's just going to be you and me though. None of Rachel's other friends". We kissed and then Cindy said "Alex, we sort of skipped several steps, but I don't really like to play games, so we can just continue from where we are, is that okay?"

I said "Cindy, both Tina and Leslie treated me more like a friend than a boyfriend, so I don't really know how to be a boyfriend". Cindy said "Keep treating me like you have, but with more kissing, and the rest will just happen. You're fine". I said "So I want to be honest from the start because I would like to date you for real and don't want to ever lie to you". Cindy said "This sounds huge. Are you asking to keep sleeping with the other girls?" I shook my head and said "No, but before I asked you out, I made plans with Marti for dinner tomorrow and to stay over Friday night". Cindy stared at me then took my hand and led me to the sidewalk away from her house. Cindy asked "Your mom's friend Marti? The 911 Dispatcher?" I said "Yes, she's working with me on my confidence and it's because of her that I asked you out". Cindy said "This is confusing. Isn't she like old? So your sleeping with her?" I sighed and asked "Are you breaking up with me already?" Cindy said "No, I'm looking for clarification. So how long are you planning on seeing her?" I said "I have to keep my promise for tomorrow and Friday, other than that I will devote every waking moment to you". Cindy said "I'm not upset Alex, I slept with you in a rotation that was comparable to Glavine, Smoltz, Maddux and Avery. No one who wasn't involved could understand. By the way, which one was I?" I said "Maddux for sure, the star of the team" and Cindy kissed my lips, smiled, then said "Okay, you have to promise me no one else, especially not Kelsey who would love to steal you away from me, and I would like if you could end it with Marti because I was planning on this being serious". I said "It will be, and I agree to everything you said. Cindy, I have liked you since school, and of all my sister's friends that she set me up with, you were the only one to treat me nice and not like a hook up".

Cindy said "Because you were more than that to me. Just pay attention to me and maybe don't give me any details about Marti, I'm fine because I was hoping for a while you would ask me out. This will all be fine. Uh... did you shower? I was planning on us... uhmm...". I said "Let's go to my house then and I will, but I was hoping we could go on a date first. You deserve it". Cindy smiled and said "That was sweet. You were already getting some, but that was sweet. Go home and shower and I'll get dressed and come over and you can bet that I'm sleeping over tonight". Cindy kissed me passionately then said "I want this Alex, I want you. Go get cleaned up and I'll see you in about an hour. Oh, where are we going to go?" I shrugged and said "You decide, I'm happy to just be with you". Cindy sighed and said "I changed my mind, come inside with me, your getting laid". I said "That's awesome, but let's wait until after our date, or at least until I have a shower. If you get to my house and still want to do it, we can, but let me go clean up, you deserve that". Cindy stared at me for a long moment then said "Maybe you should keep seeing Marti for a while, this newfound confidence and flattery is awesome". I sighed and said "The best part was I got you out of the deal". Cindy pounced on me and kissed me furiously then gasped "If you don't stop saying stuff like that we might have sex right here on the sidewalk. God your making me hot".

I said "It's hard to improve upon perfection, but you should go dress up pretty so everyone can see how lucky I am, and I'll head home and get cleaned up". Cindy was practically vibrating and her eyes were wild with excitement as she whispered "You... need to go... before I melt down... go..." and she was breathing deeply and staring at me intently. I got into my car and waved as I drove off and she just stood there on the sidewalk staring at me. I got home and Rachel was sitting on the front porch with her boyfriend Matt who said "Hey Alex". Rachel said "Hey bud, we're trying to decide where to go eat, any ideas". I asked "Who picked last time?" Matt pointed at Rachel and said "Who always picks? You know I can't say no to her". I smiled and said "Rachel, let Matt pick and have fun". Rachel said "Matt, you pick" and then she asked "So Cindy huh? Where'd that come from?" I said "She treated me good and wanted more... so did I". Rachel said "Cool. Mom wants to talk to you about something, she said it was important. She's in the garage painting her newest birdhouse". I went back to the garage and mom smiled and hugged me then asked "Are you sure this is what you want honey?" I asked "Marti told you?" Mom said "Honey, besides your father, you and Rachel are all I care about in this world. You don't think I know how she has felt about you all this time?" I considered that and asked "Are you upset? I didn't even know how she felt, it was kind of a surprise. I thought it was all me liking her and one sided". Mom asked "You understand why this can't become a thing, right?" I asked "The age difference?"

Mom sat at her bench and showed me her newest birdhouse then said "You are an important factor in this baby, but Marti would be shunned or possibly even shamed for carrying on with you, she's almost 40 honey". I sighed and mom said "If you listen to her, be respectful and discreet, she will make sure you both get what you need, and it will be in a loving and safe environment". I blushed and said "I need to take a shower, I have a date" and mom stared at me intently and asked "Oh? With who?" I said "Cindy. Marti convinced me to ask Cindy out and she said yes". Mom blew out a long breath and said "Oh boy, you need to be careful, even though it's a really dumb saying, you can't have your cake and eat it too". I said "That never made sense mom. What is the point of having cake if you can't eat it?" Mom sighed and said "Just be careful those two worlds don't collide" but I glanced away and mom sighed and said "You know I'll find out, so just tell me". I said "I told Cindy the truth about Marti and she's strangely okay with me seeing her as long as I put her first". Mom blinked then clarified "As long as you put Cindy first?" I said "Yes" and mom sighed and said "I hope you know what your doing baby, most people don't run a business the day they get hired". I didn't get that meaning but I hugged mom and said "I have to get ready. Where should I take Cindy?" Mom said "A gentleman lets the lady pick" and I smiled and said "That's what I said... sort of".

Mom said "have fun honey, and be careful. Oh... is Cindy spending the night?" I nodded and mom said "I like her you know, she was always respectful. Some of the other girls Rachel brought around weren't, but Cindy always was". I went inside and Rachel and Matt were gone so I took a shower and was in my room drying off when Cindy came in and said "Hi babe, I... wow..." I wasn't hard for any particular reason, but Cindy said "Damn, that's what I call happy to see me" and she started to strip and said "Forget going to dinner, we can order something after. I can't wait any longer, let's have sex".

..................... to be continued...

I realized after I had finished this, there are similarities to STEP KIM and ALICIA, please ignore those and enjoy this story and let it play out.