No one can know... 1
written by:
jwdoney

This is a work of fiction that is intended to be a romantic erotic story with themes and situations that could make some people uncomfortable. This is just a story, and I do not condone any of the thoughts or actions described and they are used for story purposes only. This part and some future parts will be romantic and sensual but may not have alot of actual sex, so please enjoy the overall story and the sex will come, let me assure you. Any people, places, names, products or events mentioned are done so without permission or endorsement.

My name is John and I am 18 years old, finishing my senior year of high school, and really just hope to enjoy the summer before I start college. I am active and athletic, stand 6' with a toned body, short black hair and a great sense of humor. I am also shy and still a virgin mostly because the last girl I dated acted like it was some kind of curse and didn't want to cure me of it. Her words, not mine. This all culminated very recently in a surprising situation that I hoped for, but didn't expect or see coming... resulting in an affair that I will never forget. Sometimes when you say the sky is blue, the grass is green, the water is cold and the sun is hot... that's exactly how it is. Unfortunately, there will be someone who doubts it. We all know someone like that, it's a fact of life, and we all accept it and try to move past it. My point is we have a neighbor that is beautiful and everyone lusts after, and while everyone else whispers, stares and hopes, I saw her as Amy and we became friends despite the age difference. Amy is in her early 30's, divorced and single, and lives alone and keeps to herself. She's not weird or strange or different, and she doesn't have any cats, she just doesn't date much after her ex-husband abused her. She finally left him, took her savings and bought her house, and has slowly renovated it in her free time over the last couple of years. At first I was like everyone else who stared, whispered and hoped, because Amy is absolutely gorgeous in every possible way.

Amy is about 5' 10" with long blonde hair, a shapely body, amazing smile, long legs, a perfect ass and large chest that I would have to guess is 34D. Amy is funny and friendly, but guarded and keeps to herself, the only way we even broke the ice was my friend Bruce threw my baseball over her fence and I had to go ask her for it. She gave it back with a lecture that if I wanted to talk to her or look at her I had to be honest and not sneaky. I went home blushing and excited because the skimpy red bikini she had on that day barely covered any of her amazing body. Since then she became friends with my mom and suddenly I was stuck helping her with yard work, renovations, and more importantly... anything technical. All this time I was 16 and then 17, and Amy thought it was great to tease me, get me excited, and send me home hard and frustrated. By the time I was 17 and about a month from my 18th birthday, Amy and I were openly flirting, hugged all the time, and the kisses on the cheek were getting closer to the mouth everyday. I imagined all kinds of scenarios where she would be my first and she constantly tells me to cool it, but just being around her excites me to my bones. My friends, family, any girls I dated, even Amy's friends and family all think it's cute how close we are. At this point I am beginning to realize my lust and excitement for Amy is just that and nothing more. She likes the attention I give her and I like that she lets me think I have a shot. The truth is, even if I was 18... she was way out of my league.

I never once wondered why she didn't have a boyfriend...

One week before my 18th birthday I was over at Amy's house setting up her new wifi and connecting her devices to it, including the brand new Xbox One that we both know she only bought so I could play it. My mom came in and smiled at me, gave Amy some paint samples, then asked her "Is he behaving himself?" I glared and said "Really mom?" Amy laughed and said "As always he's the perfect gentleman" and she and mom laughed. This whole routine never got old... in other words it was very, very old. Mom said "I wish I could get him to be this helpful at home" and I sighed and pushed Amy's laptop aside and started on her tablet. Mom said "From now on, if you're not coming home you need to call or let us know". I huffed "Oh my God would you let it go? We fell asleep watching a movie". Amy said "For the third time in two weeks. I must be really boring" and they laughed again. I got mad and said too much when I blurted "Is it a crime to want to be with you?" I blushed and put my head down on the table and Amy came over and rubbed my back and said "No baby it's not. We've talked about this and it doesn't matter what others think or say. We know what really goes on and that's all that matters". Mom said "I have to assume he's eating dinner with you Amy. Is tonight another movie sleepover or can I expect him home at some point?" I was boiling and Amy whispered "Calm down. You need to chill" and she rubbed my neck then said "He can stay with me and I'll bring him home before I go to work tomorrow. We both know he'll stay as long as I let him so why pretend?"

Mom left and Amy said "So I want you to go home and get something to wear to sleep and I'll order dinner. You need to stop getting so worked up or someone will start the rumors about us again and neither of us needs that". I stared at Amy and she smiled sweetly and said "Don't give me that look, we've talked about this honey, it can never happen. I'm flattered and I know how you feel, what you want, and what you hope for. You should be hanging around with your buddies and chasing girls your age but we both know over here is where you'd rather be". I set Amy's tablet down and stared at her and she sighed and smiled at me, then she brushed her hair back behind her ear and came closer. My heart was racing and my mind was clear of everything except Amy as she took my hand and asked "Are you ever going to give up?" I thought of the first time I tried to kiss her and how patient she was with explaining it could never happen. I also thought about how lately we would snuggle, hold hands, and flirt... and I was confused. Amy stared at me intently, glanced at the front door, then stared at me again and asked "Hypothetically... what do you want from... no... what do you hope for between us?" I blinked rapidly and Amy gasped softly and held a hand in front of her mouth and whispered "You haven't thought it through. You just... you just want to be with me... you don't even care what that means... do you?" I shook my head and Amy moved away and she seemed confused and distracted. She muttered "Go get... go... get something to wear to sleep and I'll... we can..." and she sat at her counter and stared out the side window. I got up and went over to her and she turned slowly and whispered "How can I be the one to break your heart? I can't... I won't be... I... I need to think. Go get your stuff and we'll order some food... okay?"

I stared into Amy's eyes and she whispered softly "No" but I tried to kiss her and she exhaled and let me kiss her lips softly. It felt like electricity jolted me and Amy pushed me away and said "That didn't happen. Go get your stuff and let me think". I went home, got my sweats and a t-shirt and mom said "Hold it, come here" and I did. She stared at me and said "Man, you've got it bad. Sit". I sat at the table and she glanced out back to see dad mowing the backyard and sighed. Mom said "Don't interrupt me and just listen. What you hope for can never be baby. She's an adult and you're a child and all the fantasies in the world don't actually come true except on TV and in books". I sighed and said "I know" and mom asked "Then why do you put yourself through all of this?" I shrugged and mom said "You hope when you turn 18 something will change and she will fall in love with you. I'm not stupid honey, I've had crushes before too". I sighed and mom said "You need to get this out of your system. She knows you like her and... honey, a blind person from a different state would know you're in love with her. Tell her how you feel, let her break your heart and move forward. Nothing good can come of this John, just be happy to be her friend". I hugged mom and said "There's no one else like her" and mom sighed and said mostly to herself "Yeah, I thought the same thing" and she was staring out at dad when I left.

I got back to Amy's and she said "Okay, we need to talk and then we're going to pick up dinner from Outback". I stared at her and she smiled and said "Relax, it's not bad, we just need to get something clear". Amy shut the door and led me to through the house to her back yard and the patio. I stared at her perfect ass in her tight shorts the entire way and she stopped once we were on the patio. Amy narrowed her eyes and said "You don't even try to be discreet anymore". I swallowed and she said "Sit with me and listen, don't interrupt or get defensive, just listen". Amy stared at me with a serious look for a long time then she exhaled and looked slowly around her yard and I was beginning to think she wasn't going to talk. Finally she sighed and looked at me with a soft smile and asked "You're in love with me, aren't you?" I blushed and looked away and Amy said "I thought so. John, look at me... John..." I did and she smiled and said "For the life of me I don't understand why when you could have the pick of any girl, you have your mind set on me. More importantly, you have your heart set on me. I am guilty for flirting with you, possibly even teasing you, and for letting you think it could happen. That's my fault and I'm sorry". I couldn't breathe and my heart pounded and I just wanted to leave but my body felt like cement. My eyes began to water and I started to shake and Amy said "This is what I thought would happen. God John, this can't... we can't do this. I'm almost twice your age and have already been married and divorced. You don't want me, you just think you do and Heaven only knows why".

I got up and glared at Amy and the words came out before I could stop them as I said "I hate you and I never want to see you again". I stood there but my body wouldn't move and Amy just started to cry softly as she stared at me. I wanted to say so many things and I wanted to leave but I also wanted to apologize and I really wanted to hold her. Instead I stood there motionless and watched Amy cry as she stared at me sadly. Amy sniffled and asked "Do you mean that?" I shook my head and said "No" and we stared at each other as she continued to cry and I just stood there useless. Amy asked "If I gave you what you wanted... then what? Do you even know what you want from me?" I shook my head and said "All I can think about is you. Every minute of everyday. I just want to be with you Amy, I don't care what it means". Amy seemed to stiffen and she inhaled slowly, exhaled the same, then she held out her arms and said "Come here". She stood and pulled me into a long, warm embrace and she put her face in my neck and we just held each other for who knows how long. When we finally parted Amy held my hands and said "Nothing happens until you turn 18, are we clear?" I blinked and asked "What?" Amy said with a smirk "Don't what me, you heard what I said. Nothing happens until you turn 18. You need to be crystal clear, rock solid about that or I change my mind right now". I was still confused and asked "What's happening? Change your mind about what?"

Amy pointed to my chair and I sat as she wiped tears and makeup from her eyes and sniffled "So here's what I'm thinking. You have no intention of giving up until you wear me down or I hurt your feelings... am I right?" I swallowed and "No... yes... I'm not sure". Amy smiled for the first time since I upset her and she said "Two... no... three things. Nothing happens until you turn 18. Nothing, especially nothing sexual or romantic. Zero. This is not open for discussion. Secondly, nothing changes between us, and that will make sense soon enough, but if... if John... if I date you, we're friends first or it's over before it starts", I couldn't believe it and I was shaking I was so excited and then Amy blew me away with what she said next. She said "Third and most important, no one can know. Not about us, what we do, when or how we do it. At this point everyone who knows us has finally accepted that you and I are friends and we can use that to our advantage because many, many people will take issue with our age difference". I couldn't think... at all... and Amy crossed her arms and asked "Well?" I really couldn't think and all that came out was "I love you" and she smiled and said "I know that, I love you too baby. What I want to know is if you can do this or should we forget the whole thing? It has to be all or nothing John. If you want me and want to date me and it's not a secret that you want to sleep with me... if you want all of that.. You have to agree and promise".

I don't remember much else aside from trying to kiss her and getting another short kiss on the lips and then a stern look. We went to pick up the food from Outback and she held my hand and it confused me. Amy pushed her sunglasses up onto her head and stared at me before asking "Didn't we just talk about this? You can't start acting differently around me or with me. Just relax and act like you always have". I nodded and took her hand and she smiled and we went into Outback and the server stared at us and asked "Just you and your son?" I let go of Amy's hand and she smiled sweetly at the server and said "He's not my son, he's my boyfriend" and everything went dark. When I opened my eyes I was in Amy's car, I could smell steak, and my head hurt. She was grinning at me and said "You fainted like that" and she snapped her fingers and laughed softly. I blinked and said "You told that lady I was your boyfriend" and Amy seemed confused and asked "And?" I stared out the windshield and Amy started the car and drove home. When we passed my house, I stared at it as if seeing it for the first time. Amy sighed and said "Something's wrong, tell me what it is" as she pulled into her driveway and shut off the car. I turned to look at her and fell in love for the millionth time and sighed. Amy smiled and said "That never gets old. I don't know what you see when you look at me, but you can't fake that look of complete devotion".

We went inside and Amy said "Okay, now without fainting tell me what's wrong". I said "It's not that something's wrong, it's more like... too good to be true". Amy set the bag down and handed me two plates, some silverware, then started to unpack the bag. She asked "You graduate in a couple of weeks and you turn 18 next week. Besides me, so please don't say me, what do you want for your birthday". I said "You already buy me whatever I want Amy" and she blushed and said "I admit I spoil you. I think I liked the attention as much as you liked giving it to me". I set the plates down and moved closer to her and she sighed and said "We need to wait. You have to understand why. Do you understand why?" I nodded and she said "Kissing leads to more kissing then clothes come off and things get put in places and..." Amy blushed and I laughed and asked "What?" Amy smiled and said "My point is the natural course of things means we need to wait before we do something we really shouldn't. Until you legally turn 18 according to the state of Florida, these clothes stay on". I gasped and asked "So you plan to sleep with me?" Amy ignored me and carried the food to the table and asked "Why should I think that if we kiss that's all it would be? How can I know that kissing is just kissing? For that matter, now that things have changed between us, should I really let you sleep here tonight?"

I sat down and said "I don't understand, what's changed? Am I really your boyfriend?" Amy stared at me and said "That depends" and I asked "Depends on what?" She smiled and said "That depends on whether you're gonna faint again or not". We sat down and Amy waited with a soft smile until we both had our food and she finally said "On your birthday, if you ask me out, I will say yes. So you have a week to show me that this isn't a crush, a faze or lust, because I don't have time for games and over the past two years I have more than proven that to you". I started to eat and asked "Then what are we now?" Amy smiled and winked "Friends, like we always have been and hopefully always will be". We ate quietly and Amy sighed two or three times and then when she sighed a fourth I laughed and asked "What?" Amy said "I had gotten used to you following me around lovestruck" and I blinked and stared at my food. Amy said "No one finding out about us is important, waiting until you're an adult before we do anything is vital, but my concern is that you'll act differently, treat me differently... and that worries me". I continued eating and thought about it and finally said "No" and she tilted her head and asked me "No?" I said "The knowing that we can be together is a relief, but that doesn't change how I feel. You're beautiful and gorgeous and sexy and I can't wait to kiss you, but just being around you fills me with happiness and..." Amy's fork clanked on her plate and she was staring at the table open mouthed and seemed dazed.

I said her name and asked "Amy? What's wrong? Are you okay?" She looked up at me, closed her mouth, swallowed and said "I... um... yeah... I'm fine. You said... you said... you can't wait to kiss me?" I nodded and she asked "Why?" I stared at her and she blushed and said "I mean... I know why but... of all the things you could want to do to me... sorry... with me... why is kissing at the top of your list?" I was confused and said "I don't have a list" and Amy laughed and said "Bullshit" and stared at me. I set my fork down and said "I don't have a list. I want to kiss you, why is that so wrong?" Amy narrowed her eyes and asked "So you don't want to take my clothes off or see me naked? You don't want to touch my body and you don't want to have sex with me?" I gasped and blushed nervously and mumbled "Well yes but..." Amy asked "Yes but what?" I looked at my plate and said "I just never thought those things could actually happen". Amy gasped and got up from the table and went into the kitchen and paced. Her hair seemed to float and she was really the most beautiful person I had seen in my whole life and I wanted to tell her that. Instead she stopped pacing and said "My God, you really truly are in love with me, aren't you?" I shook my head then nodded and said "We already talked about this out on the patio". Amy said "No... yes... well sort of... John, honey... what do you want from me baby? Tell me. Say it and know that I would never laugh, insult you, or do anything to hurt you. Tell me what you want from me".

I got up and went over to her and said "I don't know how to say it Amy. I want to be with you all the time and eat with you and sleep with you and just do things with you. I just don't... I just... there's not any other girl like you and I like everything about you and you're beautiful and funny and..." Out of nowhere Amy pulled me to her and we kissed... our first real kiss... and it was warm and deep and slow and incredible. Her tongue danced with mine and she held my head and neck gently and it was romantic and exciting. Amy was wild eyed when we parted and she whispered "We cannot have sex until your birthday and I know I don't have to explain why". I stepped back, nodded and looked down and she whispered "Hey... hey... you wanted to kiss... we can kiss... it's only a week baby... it's one week". I sat back at the table and started eating again and Amy blinked and said "Oh... okay... are we done talking?" I smiled and said "Let's finish this food and then do whatever" and Amy blinked and said "Now I'm confused. Are you mad at me?" I shook my head and said "No, no way. I just got everything I ever wanted, why would I be upset". Amy stared at me for a long time then sat down slowly and exhaled, glanced at her plate and then smiled at me. I smiled at her and she said "I just don't even know what to say. You really are that in love with me aren't you?" I smiled, nodded, and continued eating and Amy sighed and said "Oh boy".

After we finished eating, we were cleaning up and Amy was acting different, there was no doubt about it. She was anxious, nervous, hesitant, and she continuously glanced at me then looked away the entire time. I closed the dishwasher and Amy touched my arm and then held me and asked "What do you want to do?" I held her tightly and said "It doesn't matter as long as it's with you" and she laughed and said "Ok Hallmark, how about a movie?" I let go of her, smiled, and went into the living room to turn on the TV but Amy said "No, I don't think so" and I stopped and stared at her. She glanced down the hall towards her bedroom and I swallowed, my heart raced, and my brain was suddenly clouded. Amy said "I have to work early tomorrow and we'll probably be up late talking, kissing and fooling around... so let's just skip a step and watch the movie in the bedroom". I couldn't believe it and stared down the hall at her door and thought how all the other times we had fallen asleep watching a movie, it had been curled up on the couch. Her inviting me into her bedroom seemed like a huge privilege... at least to me it did. Amy went down the hallway and stopped, smiled at me, and asked "You coming?" I grinned and chased her and she shrieked and ran until I caught her and we fell onto her bed laughing and kissing. Amy was atop me and we were kissing passionately when she eased back and said "You make me feel so good about myself and I love you for it". I stared at her and she blushed, tossed her hair, then sat up still straddling me and asked "Why don't you have a girlfriend?"

I held her hips and she glanced at my hands then smiled and asked "Well?" I said "I do" and Amy smiled and tilted her head and said "You do, that's right, but why not before me?" I was getting hard and there was no way she couldn't feel it or notice it. I said "The last girl I dated said I was too needy and she just wanted to go out all the time. Sometimes I like to just hang out and chill, other times I like to go out, but not every single night". Amy shifted around and it caused her to grind against my trapped erection and she definitely knew I was hard. She blushed and asked "You okay? You need me to get off?" I said "I'm fine. I'll be fine". Amy closed her eyes and then opened them and said "I hope you understand why we can't, not until next week. To be honest kissing and you sleeping over could get me in trouble if the wrong person got bent". I didn't really know what to say and it just came out "You know I'm still a virgin?" Amy slid off me and took my hand and said "I didn't but it doesn't surprise me. They broke the mold when they made you sweetie, I don't think there's even an ounce of malice or deceit anywhere in you". I sat up and said "Can I ask you a question?" Amy still held my hand and said "You can say anything and ask anything baby, you should already know that?" I smiled and asked "What does this mean?" Amy rolled her head and neck slowly and her hair danced and further excited me as she thought about her answer.

I moved to the pillows and then Amy came over and sat in front of me so I could hold her and it was very romantic. She shifted around and said "That's not going away is it?" I blushed and whispered "Not with you around" and Amy turned and kissed me softly and then she shifted so that I was holding her and we kissed full on for a while. Time passed and we kissed for what felt like forever and then Amy eased back and said "It's hard to answer if I don't know what the question really is. Are you asking if we'll have sex? How much time we're going to spend together? When and what we'll tell people? What are you asking me baby?" I said "So do we sleep together every night like a couple?" Amy pushed off me but took my hand to let me know she was just moving so she could sit and see me. She tossed her hair and then said "I'm not sure if you want me to be honest. Your mom is not dumb so tonight could be our last night together until you turn 18. She could overreact and forbid you to see me or she could support the whole thing, I honestly don't know what to expect. I'm 15 years older than you and this is a huge thing because society doesn't really accept the age difference John. This isn't a movie or TV show so there will be alot of resistance and negativity from pretty much everyone. I need you to realize just how much went into the decision that I made to see you. People will give you a hard time but I can assure you I will get the brunt of it and being called a cougar will be polite compared to what some people will say".

I was gentle about it but I pushed Amy away as I got off her bed and she stared at me intently and asked "What? What's wrong?" I said "I can't do this, it's not worth it, not if you get hurt, I just... I can't do it". I was down the hallway and in the living/dining room when Amy caught me and said "Don't do this John. I'm part of this and I get a choice too". I was confused and my heart ached and Amy said "You wanted this, maybe for a while now, so don't just give up, fight for us... fight for me". I pulled Amy into a kiss and held her through a long, deep kiss until she eased back gasping "Wow, now that's a kiss". Things sort of blurred after that because we went into the bedroom and kissed for a while. It felt like hours and it may have been, but I was so hard I thought I might pass out. Amy rolled away and she was frazzled, her hair was a mess and she was breathing deep and hard as she stared up at the ceiling with a huge smile. I sat up and she said "We need to... let's go lock up and turn everything off" but she was staring at the bulge in my pants and said "That cannot be... there is no way that's comfortable". I blushed and she said "So um... what did you bring to wear?" I looked towards the living room and said "Sweatpants" and Amy tapped her fingernail against her teeth and said "So I was thinking..." but she trailed off and stared at the door. Amy got up and said "Take off your pants and get under the covers and I'll go lock up and stuff" and she left the room before I could ask did I hear her right.

I struggled my jeans off but my underwear got tangled and my cock sprang free and I got twisted in my pant leg and stumbled. I fell and banged against a chair and it made alot of noise and now my head hurt and I lay there for a second gathering myself. Amy came running in asking "What happened? What was... holy crap..." and she whispered "Damn". I realized my underwear were tangled at my knees, my pants were off except for one foot and my cock was free and the hardest I can ever recall it being. Amy tore her eyes from my cock and helped me up and by the time I was sitting on her bed my pants and underwear were on the floor. Amy gasped "We shouldn't be doing this" but I was confused because we weren't doing anything. She stared at the wall for a long moment muttering to herself and even I don't know exactly what she said. Amy said "Just... just get into bed and we'll... I..." and she left the room again before I could say anything. I got under the covers and my head hurt and she came back a minute later with Tylenol and a soda and she gave both to me and then kissed me softly. She gathered my pants and underwear and put them on the chair I had knocked aside then she started to undress as if I weren't even in the room. I stared past my headache and blinding arousal and watched as she took off her pants to reveal smooth, beautiful legs and soft, pink panties. She adjusted her panties with a snap then fiddled under her blouse until she unclasped her bra then did that trick where they pull it off out an arm sleeve.

Amy glanced at me with a shy smile before she went to a drawer and pulled out a t-shirt, set it on the dresser, then stripped her blouse off. I didn't actually see anything, but Amy was naked except for her panties until she put the t-shirt on, pulled her long hair out and shook it, then came and got into bed with me. Amy stared at me and said "This was not my plan. To be honest none of this was my plan but this has been a day to say the least. However, I did not plan for things to go this far this fast so we need to slow down before we end up in trouble. We can't do anything until next week and..." I said "You keep saying that but what have I done? What have I said or done?" Amy blinked and said "You're right, it's me. I won't ever lie to you and the truth is after all of this, after the things you've said today and the way you treated me... after the way you've treated me for the last year... John... if you were 18 right now... we would be having sex".

It felt like a ton of bricks crashed on me and while it was great news knowing Amy would sleep with me, it didn't make sense. I asked her "I don't understand. What happened to make you feel like this? Yesterday you tolerated me and today we're together and talking about sex". Amy sat next to me, held my hand, then asked "Have you ever wanted something but told yourself ‘I can't afford it' or maybe thought ‘There's no way I'll get that' or something like that?" I said "Every day for the last 2 years" and Amy blushed, smiled, brushed her hair back and then exhaled before she said "Well then I think you know what my point is. While you were following me around and trying to get my attention, did you ever once stop and ask yourself if you had it and didn't realize it?" I stared into Amy's eyes and my heart swelled and my eyes watered as I asked "So you... you knew how I felt and you let me chase you and hang out with you?" Amy nodded "Because the interest was there... pardon me... is there, I just told myself that it would never work because of your age and I shut that door and just enjoyed the attention".

I gasped and asked "So you... you want this?" Amy laughed and said "John, where are you right now?" I blinked and said "Right here with you" and she smiled and said "Yes, but where are we right this moment?" I looked around, smiled, then said "In your bedroom" and Amy smiled and nodded and said "Not only that, but you're naked and extremely excited and I'm not wearing a whole lot. Honey, the only reason we are not having sex right now is your age and next week when things are different... we won't be talking... trust me". I touched Amy's arm and asked "What can we do?" She exhaled slowly and said "That depends on if we're able to stop once we get started" Amy laughed, pulled back the covers to look at my still very hard cock and said "You're already started". I touched her stomach through her shirt and asked "Can I see? Your body?" Amy stared at me and said "Here's the thing baby. Once I'm naked there's not much left to stop us from going all the way and it may only be a week... but it's still the law". I laid down and Amy said "I give you my word that on your birthday we will have sex... and probably everyday after that..."

Amy grinned at me and I blushed and said "This feels like a dream" but Amy said "Remember a few hours ago I asked you what you wanted? Is it sex? Do you want a full on relationship?" I said "Really all I ever wanted was to be with you and hold your hand, kiss you and know you loved me. I won't lie, I've imagined your body and prayed to sleep with you, but even if that never happens I..." Amy interrupted and said "It will". I smiled and held her hand as I finished "Even if it never happens, I could go to Heaven right now having just kissed you and..." for the second time that day Amy was all over me kissing me furiously and I realized saying romantic things what what she liked. We were kissing and I took a chance and slid my hands down her body but when I touched the waist of her panties she froze, tensed, and pulled back from the kiss. Amy stared at me blank faced and said softly "No". I swallowed and pulled away and Amy continued to stare at me as I lay there looking at her beautiful face and gorgeous hair. Amy lay next to me, snuggled close, and slid her leg on me and my cock throbbed. She stared into my eyes and said "It's going to seem like punishment and torture, but it's only a week and it will be worth it... I swear".

Her body was warm against me and I could feel her nipples pressing against my skin through her t-shirt. I pulled at the shirt and she stared at me the entire time even as I pulled more and more until she finally shifted so that I could pull if off her body. Over the last two years I have seen Amy in tank tops, loose blouses, tight blouses, a bra a couple of times and several different bikinis. Now I finally saw her full, firm, naked breasts and it felt like I got harder as they were better than any picture or porn I had ever seen. Amy blushed and moved to lay on her back as I touched her chest hesitantly. I cupped and held her boobs and her nipples were thick and stiff. Amy swallowed and whispered "We need to... my underwear has to stay on... okay?" I got out from under the covers and Amy stared at my cock and asked "Are you okay?" I said "It really aches. I don't think I've ever been this hard for this long" and Amy grinned then forced a straight face and got this serious look as she stared at it. Amy asked "Do you want a few minutes to um... relax?" I blushed and moved closer and Amy breathed "Babe, we can't..." but I got between her legs and she held me as I lay against her with nothing but her soft pink panties between us. My cock was pressed firmly against Amy's pussy and I could feel her warmth as she held me and tried to focus past her very obvious arousal.

Amy was dead serious and said "You need to listen to me John. No tricks. Getting me worked up and hoping I give in is wrong. You've wanted me for nearly 2 years and in one week you can have me, but not tonight. I need your word you won't trick me". I moved off Amy and she exhaled and said "I've never lied to you and I won't start now. The only thing keeping me from doing this is the law and your age. Please don't push it or we'll do something we shouldn't". I stared at the door and the hallway and said "I can go get my sweats and put them on" and Amy sighed "Probably a good idea... but..." She touched my cock and her warm fingers felt amazing as she grasped my throbbing cock and said seductively "It wouldn't be right to leave you this hard and all excited..."

...................... To be continued ...