Diary of a MILF: 17> Alex and heartache (last part)
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Chris-t6290

Wednesday 18 October: This being my day off, I invited Rick and in particular Mark over to share it with. Sarah and I had become quite fond of the two male strippers, enjoying their company together as a four-some or a ‘menage a trois'.

Interestingly enough it was Rick's birthday, and boy was I looking forward to giving him a nice surprise - me, of course. Spring maybe five months away, but I was most definitely full of something ‘spring' like. I felt very elated, as if I was walking on air and I hadn't even had a drink yet; it was still early morning, mind.

Having had a shower and dried myself, I applied some moisturiser to my silky-smooth legs. Then, putting my robe back on, I went downstairs and had my usual light breakfast: tea, half a red grapefruit and cereal. ‘Without a doubt, I keep reminding myself, these past 16 months have been quite eventful...happy memories, with more still to come,' I thought to myself, with a cheery smile on my face.

With breakfast over, I quickly did the small amount of washing up before returning to my ‘playroom' and getting dressed. Being somewhat daring for a woman my age (34 if you've forgotten), I recently bought a pair of black crotchless panties, which had a small red bow on the lacy material - such as there was of it - below the centre of the waistband. Before that, though, I first put on a black suspender belt and a pair of black silk stockings with a seam in them, making sure to get the line at the back straight. Then, having clipped them to my garter belt, I tantalizingly, for me, put my toes into my panties and pulled them up, marvelling at my reflection in the mirror, and, for a fleeting moment, thinking to myself how decadent I looked as I smoothed my hand over my lush naked pussy.

Sat at my dresser, which has an opulent oval mirror that can be tilted, I then applied my make-up - nothing too garish: blue eye shadow, a small amount of mascara, blusher for my cheeks and a non-smudge deep maroon lipstick. After that, I sprayed on some fine scent in all the usual places before completing my attire with a black dress, which has a plunging back that makes wearing a bra anything but noticeable, and a pair of black slingbacks with a 5-inch heel. Leaving my car, since we were going to a restaurant and would therefore be drinking wine, I ordered a taxi to take me there.

With Mark sat across the four-setting table from me, I had Rick sit to my left. Part way through the main course, which was a succulent lamb platter, when he moved to take a sip of the wine that Mark had specially ordered, I lightly placed my fingers on his hand and directed it under the table and onto my left thigh.

Taking the hint, and this was the first time I had ever done something like this, he slowly stroked the warm fingers and palm of his black hand along my upper thigh, all the short while with me smiling innocently, even when his fingertips touched my humid naked flesh.

"Happy birthday, Rick," I said joyously and with an air of innocence as he stroked my moist slit with his long fingers, his drink and meal momentarily forgotten. When Rick finally freed himself from inside the folds of my sweet moist cunt, he generously licked each one before continuing with his meal as if nothing had happened.

Both of them new I was up for a good fucking before this, however, during the taxi ride back to my place, I surprised myself, let alone them, by freeing both their cocks and slowly stroking them. "Emn, I don't know what's come over me, but I can't wait to get these two lovely specimens inside me," I rejoined unabashedly.

Presently closing the front door behind us, I lead my lovely two studs to the sofa and had them sit down. Knelt on the floor, inbetween them, I once more had their firm cocks out and in my hands; one white the other black, ‘what a lovely contrast,' I thought, as I slowly stroked their warm erections.

Moving closer to Rick, as I angled his magnificent black rod towards my mouth, I first kissed the spongy head of his cock before slowly gliding my tongue around it, tasting his sweet pre-cum, which had subsequently leaked out.

"God, I feel so fucking horny; you two make me feel horny," I exclaimed, before sucking on the head of Rick's cock monster while I continued to stroke my right hand up and down Mark's equally impressive erection.

Taking myself from him, I then motioned his cock back and slowly glided my tongue tip down and up the underside of his shaft a few times. I then licked around his scrotum, eventually taking one of his sizeable balls into my mouth, which I then gently sucked on before releasing it with a popping noise. Still holding Rick's cock, I slowly slid my tongue up his almost trembling shaft. When I reached the underside of his mushroom shaped glans, I wiggled my tongue tip around it before drawing him towards me.

"Are you going to cum for me, Rick?" I asked encouragingly as I reposed myself to devour his cock meat, motioning my lips and mouth straight down his lovely warm big black dick.

"Emn, emn," I murmured as I took inch after inch of his blackness into my mouth and soon my throat, feeling the head pop in and out as I moved my lips up and down the lower part of his tumescent rod, all the while using my tongue to tantalize his shaft and expedite his climax.

"Oh yes, Jane, that's it, more, like that, baby," gasped Rick hesitantly as he motioned himself up and down, fucking his black sceptre into my throat even as he fired his hot cum into me. Jet after jet of his warm sticky cock cream splashed against my mouth and throat; and there was quite a lot of it I noticed. Nonetheless, I managed to keep my lips closed around his pulsating shaft, feeling the hot liquid surge up it as I continued to swallow him.

Eventually stopping, his body, as with that of most men, juddered as I slowly drew my lips up his pliable erection in order to tease out the final vestiges of his warm cum. ‘What a lovely fucking slut I have become these past 15 months,' I thought to myself as I finally withdrew the head of Rick's dick from my mouth.

"Emn, that was lovely, Rick," I told him with a contented alluring smile before turning my attention to Mark.

"I want you to cum on my tits, Mark," I said huskily as I slid my dress off my shoulders and eased it down to my waist.

Presently taking Mark's cock into my mouth, the same, I bobbed my head up and down his lovely long erection until I sensed he was almost ready. Having released his turgid phallus, I then let some of my saliva drip between my spectacular 38DD breasts. Then, having nestled Mark's warm cock inbetween them, I motioned myself up and down, encouraging him to fuck my tits as I, with my mouth open, took the crown of his cock between my lips on the upward movement.

"Yes, that's it, cum for me, baby," I exclaimed as I sensed his balls start to throb, followed quite soon by the quiver of his cock inbetween my tits as his molten hot liquid raced up his shaft, delivering stream after stream of it over my breasts, chin, neck, lips, and inside my waiting mouth, which I soon clasped over it so that I could suck the rest from him.

"Emn, lovely and sweet," I extolled as I scooped his warm cum off my body, and then licked it from my fingers.

Still notably hard - both of them - I stood up and lowered my dress to the floor. Stepping out of it, I then picked it up and folded it over my arm, saying: "Let's go to my bedroom, guys, where you can really give it to me."

Having hung my dress up, I set about undressing my afternoon lovers, mouthing their warm bodies as I exposed them, and again sucking their lovely long cocks, encouraged by a hand on the back of my head.

After what had so far transpired, my body was hot while my pussy was wet and itching to have a cock inside her. "One of you fuck me, please," I somewhat pleaded before releasing them, and kneeling on all fours on the bed.

Moving behind me, I soon felt the birthday boy lurch himself into my wet cavern, filling me up with his black mamba which he jerked, repeatedly, into my cervix.

"Oh, fuck, yes, Rick, do it like that for me," I emboldened my black stud as his balls slapped against my clit.

Lowering my head towards Mark, knelt in front of me, he soon fucked his cock meat into my mouth and throat with long and determined back and forth strokes as he swung his hips in rhythm to that of Rick reaming my cunt.

"Emngh, emngh," I murmured my pleasure. Then moments later my body tensed up as my first orgasm ripped through me.

"Emngh, emngh," I moaned again as Rick gave my very wet pussy some additional jerks with the head of his cock, just towards the end.

Getting them to change over, I licked and sucked my juices from Rick's cum glazed cock while Mark, as always, gave my cunt a hard and resounding fuck, pulling his erection almost all of the way out and then slamming it back into me again, his groin slapping my buttocks as his scrotum hit against my clit.

"Emngh, emngh," I murmured throatily as I fucked myself back on his cock to facilitate my climax, which soon bubbled up from deep inside me. The fascinating thing about a woman's orgasms is that they are different in intensity throughout the duration of her being fucked, reamed, nailed. But, and for me, more intense when I have a cock in my cunt and ass.

With my black stud now led down, I, with my back towards Rick, squatted over him. Moulding my hand around his moist sceptre, I held it aloft and then slowly lowered myself towards him, nudging the warm puffy glans against my puckered anus. For some women, taking a firm cock in the ‘backdoor', as we American's refer to our ass, and without lubrication, can be a tad painful, however, I for one, thanks in part to Simone's would be rapists, quite enjoy the small amount of discomfort for all of the nerve tingling pleasure I receive as I soon get used to it, especially from riding up and down a long erect meat stick like the one I'm slowly feeding into my tight ‘backdoor'.

"Emn, huh," I breathed deeply as I took more of Rick's long black cock into my seemingly tight rectum. With the first three inches inside me, I just as slowly moved up and down it, taking a bit more inside my snug asshole with every other downward motion. Soon I had six inches inside me, the small amount of discomfort replaced by a feverish surge of adrenalin driving me to take his entire 10 inches deep into my anal dungeon.

"Huh, huh, huh," I gasped feverishly as I lowered my entire body down its warm black length, coming to a halt when I felt his firm black balls brush against my buttocks.

"Emn, fuck, Rick, that's so fucking lovely," I exalted as I gyrated myself around the hilt before commencing a leisurely up and down fucking motion. Beckoning Mark closer, I took his firm cock into my mouth, and while he somewhat steadied my head with his hand, I fucked my tight white ass up and down Rick's black dick and languidly sucked Mark's firm white cock.

Emngh, emngh," I continued to mumble, my cunt far from neglected as my black stud skilfully stroked and teased my stiff bulbous clit while Mark caressed my breasts in turn, pulling the nipple for additional sensation.

Before long, their combined attention set me on my way to a third orgasm. Managing to hold onto Mark's waist, I fervently sucked him, my lips gliding back and forth as I bounced my ass up and down Rick's cock.

"Emnngh, emnngh," I mumbled loudly, alerting Rick to slide his fingers into my wet cunt and fuck me off with them, which he did so fucking well, causing my body to jolt and spasm as a tide of euphoria swept through me.

Having remained still and until it was over and I had recomposed myself, I withdrew my mouth from Mark. Then, as I leant back, I opened myself - my thighs - invitingly to him and watched as he knelt over his fellow stripper and escort, and then slid his lovely firm cock into my cum soaked pussy.

"That's it, Mark, fill me up with your lovely cock," I appealed to him through eyes half glazed by lust and a need to be fucked, shagged, screwed even, even though I, myself, dislike the term.

Sliding his cock along my silky smooth passage to begin with, Mark added a pleasing inward thrust at the end, all of which drove me up on Rick's cock in my anus. "Huh," I gasped each time.

Building up the tempo of his fucking, my breathing presently became deeper and frenetic. "Huh, fuck me, emn yes, huh, Mark, fuck me," I exclaimed encouragingly as I felt another stirring deep inside me.

Once I had come down from the elation of yet another ecstatic orgasm, I motioned Mark from me, eased myself off Rick, and then, having turned around, I slid his cock into my moist sensitive cunt, my body quivering as the glans edged further inside me until I had consumed his entire length.

With me now leant forward, Rick took a hold of my breasts, and as he fondly massaged them, he sucked and licked each nipple in turn. Presently knelt behind me, I directed Mark to join his friend in my wet cunt, which I was slowly fucking up and down Rick's amazing dick. ‘Emn, I had definitely come a long way since I discovered Gavin in my closet,' I remarked to myself.

"Ooh, yes, Mark, all the way in, stuff your cock in me," I half drunkenly appealed to him.

Carried away on a wave of total sexual euphoria, I let my two lovely studs fuck me as they wished. My orgasms coming thick and fast as they continued to ravage the very depths of my cunt with their unerring fucking, while my obscene words of encouragement where all but incoherent: "Oh fuck, yes, me fuck your cocks yes fuck them ream me cunt yes more cunt fuck like that, emmmngh."

Moments later, Mark, of his own volition, moved his cock from my pussy to my anus. "Emngh, fuck my ass, Mark, fuck it, ram your cock in me, hard and fucking deep," I said in response. Ever since our first time together, I had become almost besotted with him.

Bracing my hands either side of Rick's shoulders, I hurriedly fucked myself back and forth on their well positioned erections. "Emgh, yes, fuck, fuck, yes," I hollered as my body once more quivered with the onset of another orgasm. And as I vented my pleasure, with both of them impaled inside me, they held me to them.

"Fuck, I'm almost shattered, guys," I appealed to them as I slowly withdrew myself from Mark and then Rick before slumping on the floor next to him.

Just as Mark went to lie next to me, the phone suddenly rang.

Getting up to answer it, I recognised the somewhat cheery voice on the other end as that of Alex, my ex'. Informing him that I had company, he said that he would like to drop by this coming Sunday, as he had a surprise for me. Wanting to get back to my patient and stoic lovers, I agreed without enquiring further, and quickly ended the call. ‘What could Alex have that would surprise me?' I pondered as I returned to the lovely Rick and Mark, the only men who mean so much to me nowadays.

"Don't ask," I said as I returned, and then knelt between them. "You've almost worn me out, guys. I have no idea where you get your stamina from, but I'm almost beat," I rejoined as I once more moved my hands to grasp each of their rigid cocks, both of which glistened from my cunt and ass juices.

"Emn, I love your cocks so much," I lauded wantonly, continuing to stroke each one with the same up and down rhythm.

Presently noticing Mark was close to cumming, I released Rick. Having engulfed Mark's turgid cock, I then used both hands to jack him off, his hot sticky spunk flooding the walls of my mouth and seeping down my throat as I continued to hold him while I bobbed up and down his erection, my lips pressed against his shaft so that none of his sweet salty cum escaped.

"Emmn, emmn," I murmured contentedly as I drained every last molecule of his warm sticky seed from him; finally releasing the tumescent head with a rasping ‘pop'.

Moving back to Rick, I directed him to stand up. Then knelt in front of him, I took both his big black hands and placed them underneath my hair at the back of my head. Looking up at him - man was he tall from this angle - I directed Rick to fuck himself off with my mouth. Although to some I may seem like a slut, I'm just a mid 30's woman who had discovered her true sexuality with quite younger men, and a very special girlfriend in Sarah.

"Emmngh, emngh," I murmured as Rick set about fucking my mouth with most of his length, working my head back and forth with a smooth direct rhythm.

"You want me down your throat, Jane?" asked Rick as he felt me relax and become more eager to take his entire black cock inside me.

"Emngh," I nodded.

"God, you're a lovely sweet feisty MILF," he said as he eased the glans past my epiglottis and into my throat.

"Gluh, gluh," I vociferated as Rick began throating me.

Moments later, and with his ‘MILF' remark consigned to the back of my mind, Rick gave one final deep thrust, and then jettisoned his warm ‘black' seed inside me, drawing his cock back with a body quiver as he released spurt after spurt into my throat and then mouth. ‘Emn, thick, sticky, warm, and yummy as always,' I regaled as he slowly and nervously withdrew it while still cumming.

Asking him what he meant by ‘MILF', as I ravenously licked his cock, Rick informed me the letters stood for: ‘Mother I Like To Fuck'; which, although they most certainly did enjoy fucking me, and as much as I liked them doing it, I wasn't anyone's mother.

As for Alex's surprise. In light of the MILF comment, it was somewhat devastating. With his new wife, they had what Alex had put off when we were married, a one month old baby boy.

No sooner had they left than I started crying. I felt empty, and more to the point alone. My mind was in turmoil. Had I actually wasted the last 15 months of my life on young men; not seeing beyond them and my feelings of motherhood. In need of friendly comfort, I turned, as always, to Sarah, who soothingly eased my worries by indicating I was still quite young.

On rare occasions when I had Mark to myself, our lovemaking was so intense that I wanted him to impregnate me; I wanted his baby, a feeling that us women get from time to time. ‘But would he go for it,' I intimated to Sarah. "Ask him, Jane," she replied.

Anyway, after talking it over and through, he willingly agreed, and not just to please me, mind. On the day, we made it quite special. Yes, I loved him, but it was more of a kindred love. And each time he filled me up with his fertile semen, I couldn't help but cry out: "I love you, Mark."

Nine months later, I gave birth to a baby girl and called her Sarah. Angela, my boss, was both understanding and pleased for me, and I soon returned to work. Mark and I had Sarah and Rick as our bonny daughter's Godparents.

For the first time in years, I felt complete with my close family around me, and although I continued to enjoy the pleasure of men, Mark would always be my one true love.

The end.