Innocence Lost Chapter 3
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skylinerider

Innocence Lost Chapter 3

This is Chapter 3 of a story about a young and naïve couple both with strong family and religious values, feeling the tugs of early sexual arousals that cause conflicts and turmoil in both of them. They lived in a strong cloistered religious and ethnic oriented community that held on to the values of old world European communities.

The couple slowly surrenders their religious and family values to their internal sexual drives while trying to find their way through their new and exciting sexual experiences. They find ‘devious' ways to keep what they are sharing both a secret from family and friends. The newly discovered sensations dominate their feelings and bring them closer and closer together and finally into each others beds.

Finally, after many early tries to over come all the guilt at putting aside their religious and family values, they succeed in ‘going all the way'...... well almost all the way. But whatever they did not accomplish because of April loosing her cherry with a bit of pain they knew tomorrow or maybe the next day was going to make everything a fulfillment of their desires and long suppressed dreams.

I have tried to describe the feelings and turmoil of my early and insecure adolescent life. It was a turmoil that I thought was only being experienced by me while everyone else's life while growing up with girls and sex was blissful and secure. Little did I know how wrong I was in my understanding of everybody else's life.

Comments as to what your ‘blissful life' was like is welcomed at skylinerider80@yahoo.com

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Innocence Lost Chapter 3

April and I continued with our secret encounters in an attempt to limit our visible meetings. All our ‘secrecy was in an effort to alleviate April's mother worries that her daughter was not getting too serious about any guy. April and I were however, ‘secretly plotting' when we could be together in a house and maybe a bed. April's mother coming home early for the first time ever, as far as April could remember, put a great fear in us. We felt that down going stairs to the bedroom in her house and fooling around completely nude again was too dangerous. It was ok for quick encounters but longer intimate sexual encounters were out of the question... we were both too nervous when we were down in the room. We continued to seek out a safe place to just be alone for longer periods of time. The anxiety of being discovered alone in the room seemed to reduce the level of sensations of any sexual contact. Our quick and frequent contacts became more intense but never going all the way as April would say.

While I was out hunting the previous year, I had found what appeared to be an abandoned private picnic area in a section of woods out side of town. It had a covered picnic table, benches and a fire pit. A small shed had been constructed to once upon a time probably hold chairs and other items to be used by the people on their cookouts. It was obvious that it had not been used in some time.

The construction of an entrance road to the interstate highway limited a safe access to this section of woodlands. The highly used roadway cut off the original access pathway to the picnic area from a housing development which was more a half mile away. April and I went to the area carrying sandwiches and drinks to just get away from everybody and have a day in the outdoors. There was an abundance of wild life, especially rabbits and birds, since they were no longer disturbed by people as in the past. April was thrilled by the seeing several rabbits. It was apparent that we would have the picnic area to our selves and then set off for a walk through the remaining portion of the large area of woodlands before returning to civilization and her house.

Several days later, April mentioned how secluded it was out there in the woods... so far away from people. She thought that we should go back on the weekend for an afternoon and use our back packs to carry everything including two blankets. Smiling, she thought we could use them if we decided to be ‘naughty'. We both knew what we were thinking as we walked on with our arms around each other. April would smile every once in a while and dig her fingernails into my side indicating she was having some of.... as she called them ... ‘impure thoughts.'

Saturday arrived with April explaining to her mother that we were going on a hike with friends and we would be back later in the afternoon. Telling her mother we would be with friends set her protective mother at ease just in case one of us would get hurt. We arrived at our secluded picnic area already excited as to the idea of having more than a picnic. We spread the table cover and arranged our picnic food on the covered table for easy access. We then went ‘exploring' the surrounding area to see the wildlife and pick some flowers for ‘April's table'. She was just joyful with the outdoor scene and being away from all the people.

After about an hour, the sky darkened and clouded over very quickly with an approaching rain storm. Our secluded picnic spot looked like it was going to get wet. We hustled back to the table, blanket and all the food. No rain had fallen and we thought it was possibly clearing a little as we hoped the threatening clouds cover would pass us bye. I cut the top of a soft drink can and April put her flowers in a can. She so enjoyed arranging all the food and goodies on the table around her flowers. I have to admit her exhilaration was contagious ....two young people feeling a sense of love all alone in the wilds.

Just about the time we were finishing eating and repacking the food backpack, a few rain drops started to fall. The loudness of the splattering of the drops down through the leaves on the trees gave an indication that the rain drops were large in size. It was now apparent that the black thunderclouds that had been hidden from our view by the tall trees were going to sprinkle more than a few drops of rain on us. It was too far to walk home in a rain storm so I looked in the storage shed to see if it was dry and rain proof. The roof was shingled and would possibly provide shelter in the storm.

With out warning, the rain came down with the thunder and lightening being a spectacular display much to April's dismay since she was frightened by all the lightening. We found the shed to be cozy and dry...just a little dusty from neglect. We brushed off the dusty bench that was attached against the rear wall and covered it with our table cloth. The bench was as wide as a small table and we sat on it with our backs to the wall. The wind and blowing rain was from the rear of the shelter so we left the front door open to watch what turned out to a strong thunder storm with enormous size rain drops and a great amount of lightening as a display.

April was unsure of the storm and got nervous as it increased in intensity. I was just worried the shed would start leaking...the thunder and lightning were not to be worried about in our little hide away. I retrieved one of the blankets from our back packs that we had carried with us and wrapped it around April .... more of a security blanket than for any other reason. After a short time, we concluded it was going to be an extended rain storm. April finally felt that we were safe and she settled in to ‘enjoy' our seclusion as we snuggled together in the safety of our shed.

All was quiet for a while until April commented that no one would be in the woods or come to this place in a bad storm like this. I turned and looked at her and she had a very sexy smile on her face!

"Go close the door just a little bit Bobby. Leave it open a little to let in some light so we can see."

I scooted off of table and closed the door some what, leaving it open to let in enough light to see adequately and not have complete darkness. When I turned around, April was stretched out on her back on the table. She had unbuttoned her blouse while under the blanket and now it was opened wide and her bra was bared with all to see. As I approached her, April was smiling...I was smiling.... I could see April's enlarged tits attempting to spill from the confines of her bra. It looked like we had found a place of security. April rolled on to her side with her back to me while supporting herself on one forearm. Looking back over her shoulder with a broad smile on her face she giggled out ....

"Help me.....undo the hooks on my bra strap."

I slid my hands under her blouse and undid her bra hooks. I knew that she did not need any help with removing her bra... it was a little attempt at being coy and seductive and it did stir my insides to let me be an accomplice to her seduction. April then sat up and removed blouse and her bra always keeping her back turned to me while sitting on the table. Then she slowly twisted around and sat on the edge of the table. She expanded her chest forward in an attempt to maximize the size of her tits that she had become very proud of and show she was a budding woman. April's tits had now obviously grown in size since we first met. Even I could see the changes in size and shape since we started dating.

April had the idea that since I was playing with her tits and sucking on her nipples all the time that I was helping her tits grow bigger. I did have similar ideas flash through my mind occasionally and I did not discourage her idea of my responsibility. I never had any doubt however that maybe her mother's genes, that allowed her mother's gorgeous tit size to develop, were most likely the cause of April's tits to grow in size and shape. It was just as April's girl friends had mentioned to April. What ever the cause, April was proud of showing them off and I was proud of April's new and growing body stature when we around my friends.

April's tits were now becoming objects of attention by many of the people when she was out in public. April's girl friends did not seem to be openly intimidated by April's quickly developing tits until she became the object of interest by all the guys in the group. There were a few girls who had bigger tits but not many. Their tit shapes were more like melons while April's tits seemed to be more protruding and pointing with her nipples some times visible through her blouse and bra when they were cold or when she knew they were being admired in the mall.... and April loved all the attention. I continued to comment when I could see the protrusions of her nipples through her blouse....It was a take off of a comment that I picked up from my mentors on the corner when they observed girls with stiff nipples....

"April..... you have your puppy dog noses showing!"

Now that always got me a jab in the ribs but I rarely ever observed an attempt to conceal her hard nipples and tits that were out there being displayed for admiration. Now this total change in self confidence was exciting for me to watch knowing she was ‘my girl'. These displays were out in the open and with confidence as long as we were far from possibly being observed by her mother or the nuns at school. The closer we got to her house the more reserved April became, with a total change in demeanor upon arrival at her house. The once upon a time, very conservative small tit mouse April personality emerged. She always smiled at me and squeezed my hand tightly before letting my hand go free just as we arrived at her house. I felt as if she wanted me to know that the conservative April personality that was about to emerge for her family viewing was no longer the real one .... the new and real sexy April that I had come to know recently was going back into hiding until we were alone again.

But now we were all alone in our dry and secluded shed. April could display with just a bit of residual shyness and uncertainty in our woodland situation. I gently caressed her tits and tweaked her stiff and erect nipples between my fingers thinking that was an erotic gesture.

"Easy Bobby.... Easy! Some times that hurts me."

I went back to just holding them in my hands as we both looked and admired her newly developing tits. I bent down and kissed them after whispering I was sorry for causing her hurt with my feeble attempts at being sensual.

"Do you like touching and kissing my boobs Bobby?"

April's uncertainties as to her budding sensuality and sexuality continued to show every once in a while. She never seemed to comprehend that she was my first and only totally sexual ‘woman' I had ever been with.

I made an attempt at a sensual moan and then ran my tongue around one of her tits from her chest out to her nipple where I remained for a few seconds just flicking at the tip of her tit. April loved to see me get flustered to her displays of sexuality. The coolness of the storm cause goose bumps on April and she wanted to put her blouse back on. She did comment that she needed to put her blouse back on in case someone came along in the storm. She lay back down and I kissed her on the lips as she whispered..

"Kiss me somewhere else."

A tingling sensation went down my back and goose bumps stood up on my arms when I heard her request. I went right to her nipples and she issued a soft and long ooohhh as I kissed each one. She was already excited which was heightened by the storm, our hide away and her lately ‘impure thoughts'.

When I went to undo her Levis she eagerly helped me by pushing them down to her knees. I grasped them by the ankles and jerked them off rather strongly in my excitement of the moment. I started to kiss her belly area and then kissed slowly down further until I arrived at the tops of her panties. I slowly tugged on her panties as April lifter her hips to ease their removal. My tongue chased the slowly uncovered area as her panties came down. April flexed her knees and her panties were now off and I placed them against the back of the table to keep them off the dirt floor of the shed.

When my tongue arrived at the top of her fur covered muffin, I kissed it. Not really knowing what to do I licked the area with my tongue and then inserted my tongue into her slit and felt her clit at the top. Now I was thinking back to page three of my notes from guys on the corner's map on how to kiss or lick or as they would say eat a hot girl's pussy.

April flexed her body finally recognizing where I was kissing and licking. Startled, she spoke out, questioning what I was doing. I ignored her questioning as I slid my fingers down along the closed slit in her pussy. When I reached the bottom end of the slit it was wet. I slipped my finger in and all the pink was very wet. I came back up with my finger slightly inside her wet pussy .... first sliding up to the entrance to love tunnel and gently circling my finger around and around the entrance and gently exploring a little deeper. April's hand stopped me from going deeper. She guided my fingers back to her little nub and slowly moved my hand in a circular motion over the area. She opened and closed her legs to my caressing her clit. Soft moans along with her saying that I was doing it right, further encouraged me to explore deeper. I stopped caressing her and took off my pants. I got on the table and between April's wide spread legs. I thought that we were going to ‘do it.' I thought that she wanted to have me fuck her that day. I was so excited yet so scared as to what to do. April however had different ideas as she took my cock and began to rub up and down the length of the split in her honey bun but lingering with more rubbing against her nub. She was lifting her hips and spreading her legs wide as she massaged her clit with the head of my cock. Oh so many new and exciting feelings ....the intensity of the feelings that she was producing in me as she rubbed me so roughly against her clit was almost overwhelmingly delightful. I wanted to go all the way ... slide my stiff cock into her virgin cunt and hold her so tight. She began breathing very heavily. It was now time to finally do it together. I whispered that I wanted to do it with her. She called out "No" as she then put my cock down between her pussy lips and tightly closed her legs together. I knew I wasn't going to be able to ‘do it' with her legs so tight together. I tried to spread her legs but she sensed my intentions and commented with a strong "No" again.

I relented to her comments of "No" and lowered my self as April guided my hardness down between the lips of her very wet pussy. I began to lift and then lower myself in an up and down motion. My cock easily slid down between the lips of her wet pussy. We were very wet and we pumped together. I knew I was rubbing my cock against her clit while April was panting while thrusting and telling me I was doing it right. I slowed down with my strong thrusting and moved very slowly with long up and down strokes. April at first questioned the difference in cadence. Very quickly her question turned to her deeply inhaling with a long inhaling hissing sound between her lips as I withdrew my cock over her clit and then to a loud sighed "Ahhhh" as I lowered myself and slid my cock back over her standing nub.

After about a dozen of long very slow strokes April was loosing control. She began to pump against me with her legs crossed at the ankles and locked together in an effort to not allow me entrance to her love tunnel and to maximize the pressure of my cock against her clit. I felt her finger nails of her free hand digging into my back as she told me it felt so good. She also whispered about the feelings that were starting in her honey bun and the cheeks of her bum. When she said her belly muscles were twitching and tightening with each stroke I began to feel the excitement in me now and my breathing grew rapid. April whispered

"You're breathing fast." She knew what she was doing to me. I hoarsely whispered

"Do you want me to squirt all over your honey bun?"

April growled in a sexy deeper tone "Please squirt on me. I want to feel you squirt your honey on me."

I could hear the soft slick sound of me sliding up and down between her wet lips and as always, it started a rush in me. I now felt myself loosing control and I moaned out I was cuming and I couldn't stop. My face and the back of my legs flushed and my toes curled as they had done before in climaxing. I was worried about flooding the entrance to her love tunnel with cum. I lifted my self as I began to squirt. I squirted on the top portion of her pussy just as April grabbed my squirting cock and pressed it back down and against her clit area. I continued to squirt on her clit and in the tightly closed slit between her pussy lips as April intensely rubbed my cock where she felt the most pleasure. After only a few strokes, my cock was released from her firm grip as she lifted her hips to insure my cock was firmly in place between the lips of her pussy. She was next to my ear with a barely audible....

"Oh please don't stop .... It feels so good."

Then April went quiet.... but her body tensed and she stiffened as I stroked slowly. Suddenly she startled me with a loud calling out of "Bobbieeee.... BOBBIEEEEE!

April just erupted with a climax more violently than at any time we had played around before. Her moans were soft but her strong convulsive thrusting against me along with her digging of her fingernails into my back said something as to what was happening through her body. April squirmed about on the table but still maintaining her tightened crossed legged stance never giving me any chance to try and get my cock deeper in her cunt. She soon relaxed and her arms left my back and thumped on the table top. We struggled to stay side by side on the small table top, holding on to each other for support.

Everything was quiet except for the rain and thunder. April continued to breathe heavy for a few minutes, the result of her dramatic climax. She wiggled around delicately to ensure we would not roll off the table. She looked into my face and then told me that it was so exciting to cum and that she had no control once it started. I explained that I felt the same way. Once I started to feel like I'm going to cum I can't stop pumping and stop it from squirting too. Now she returned to a little pony tailed girl looking so serious and beautiful. She kissed me right on the tip of my nose and asked me if I loved her. I honestly said I thought so. April confided that she really like me a lot and she thought that it could be real love. Then she went quiet again. She was whispering and it was hard to hear with the rain beating on the roof.

"I think I want to do it with you, all the way but I'm just scared. I want you to be my first lover."

When I told her that I wanted to do it right here in the shed she smiled and her only commitment was "We'll see."

We looked down and there was our mixed cum just about everywhere and it somehow was very funny to both of us. We cleaned up as best we could with all our picnic napkins but we did not seem to have brought enough napkins along with us. When we had used all of them we were still wet with cum on her legs and thighs and it started us chukling once again at our situation. April removed the table cover from the bench and finished drying the remaining cum her from her pussy area and her thighs as she joyfully commented on what we had done.

We stood naked holding on to each other. I opened the door a little to let cool air into the shed. We were covered with perspiration due to the high humidity that was the result of the storm. April's tits were shining in the subdued light ,,, both of then covered and wet with perspiration. We just about stuck together when we held each other close. We gently kissed each other as I cupped her butt against me telling her that she had the best bubble butt of all the girls around. April giggled and said.....

"My mother told my father once it was Ok to look but don't touch. So I guess that goes for you too."

"You are the only girl I want to touch..... you know that."

The coolness brought on with the storm was now beginning to seep into the little hide away. Now I heard the rain pounding on the roof of the shed as we stood naked with a blanket wrapped around us..... snuggled together and out of the storm. I slowly began thinking about my friends and then all the people in the town and every where else. I wondered if any of them were hiding in little places out of a storm ...naked and holding their girl close to them after experiencing all the feelings that were now slowly dissipating as we came down from climaxing together.

My fascination with hearing the rain falling on the roof of our secret hide away while I snuggled together with a woman was now taking shape and would continue to grow in intensity with each new encounter.

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I got a part time job in a luggage shop and that gave me a little money to now take April to a movie theater and out to eat. I got a small loan from my aunt and bought an old car with a radio that worked ......so every thing was looking up. The idea of April in a car with a boy all alone was keeping her mother awake nights. I had to file a minute by minute flight plan with her mother even in the daytime and always had get April home by midnight. Unfortunately, I was out of gas more often than not and we needed to walk most of the time. I think her mother was most relieved by my dilemma especially when the sun went down.

April's father was a little bit more liberal and tried to relive April's mother of some of her anxieties about April being in my car without a chaperone. After all, I appeared to be a fine and respectable Catholic boy. April heard them talking when they were alone and did not think April could hear. Her father reminded her mother that he had a car when they were dating and he always got her mother home on time safe and sound. April said her mother told her father that she remembered all to well the car and it was what went on in the car before her father got her home that was worrying her mother. April smiled when she was relating the story to me...I let my mind wander to just what would worry her mother that much. April's mother gorgeous tits came to mind and what her father probably had been doing with them ....and maybe more!

As soon as my brothers and sister got out of school for the summer, my parents would be going on their yearly trip up the coast to Maine for a week. My ‘job' was a good excuse not to go with them. April and I saw the advantages of no one at home at my house for more than a week and her parents at work during the day. The two week wait for my family to leave was almost unbearable. I would lay awake at night fantasizing at all the possibilities of our bedroom activities. I snuggled into my pillows anticipating my family's departure. April was giddy over the whole possibility of me taking her into my bed and not for a quick encounter.

The day finally arrived and my family left. April laugh nervously for two minutes after I called her and told her the news. We made plans to go to my house that evening after telling her mother we were going to a movie. One thing we already were doing was saying we were going to a movie that we had already had seen. We could pass the inquisition questions about the movie if necessary. This was an idea that April, the mistress of deceit, had conjured up when we wanted to be sexual instead of going to a movie. We walked to my house and went in through the back door to make sure no one saw us arrive.

April was nervous but ready to play. She took her bra off and made it a point to strut about showing off that her tits were something that she was proud of. April's tits definitely had changed shape .... a little more pointed as they were getting bigger every time she checked.... in fact each time I was now checking. I was now caught up with April in the fascination to see every little change in her tits. I now could now see that they were taking on a shape that was more like her mothers. The creamy whiteness of her tits in contrast to her slightly tanned body seemed to heighten my excitement of the situation. I looked about at school to see if I could see that apparent sprouting of other girl's tits in my classes. I could not see any rapid and apparent changes in the girls in my classes. I guess April was a late bloomer and she was changing fast to catch up in her development. I loved it.

April completed her little display of strutting about showing me that her tits jiggled as she moved about the room. I held out my hands in a gesture to have her come to me. "Come over here honey and let me see them."

I was continuously fascinated with how quickly her tits had been getting bigger and bigger these last many months.

"Maybe I should buy you one of those tiny bikinis for the beach. One of those tiny ones that just cover the tips of your boobs and nothing else."

"Bobbiieeee ..... my mother would kill me if I wore one of those..... even if she knew I owned one. I would be scared if somebody we knew saw me in one of those. I don't think I could wear one."

"What if we went down beach to the tip of the island where not many people go.....we would be all alone down there. Would you wear it for me down there?"

"I have a better idea Bobby... lets go down there and I'll go skinny dipping in the ocean at night with you? You won't have to buy me a new bathing suit."

April was now done talking. She did her best at coyly slithering up to me as I cupped each tit in my hands. I slowly caressed each breast every time April would let me..... which was now just about every day. April watched and then looked into my eyes ....she sensed that I was captivated by her body and as a guy, I desired to kiss and fondle her tits. Now that was the truth. April said she viewed and inspected every detail of her self in the mirror after waking in the morning, checking on the changing size of her boobs. I told her I wished that I could be there and help her check on them. April laughed quietly...

"I don't think you would just help me inspect my boobs... you would have other ideas on what we should do in my bedroom."

With a smile I started to kiss her tits as she guided me to sit in the bedside chair and then sat on my lap. I rubbed the slit in her panties as she sat on my lap while my other hand gently caressed one of her tits and with a wet finger I made little circles around and over her nipple until it stood hard, proud and pointing. April had to continuous shift her hips to the caressing of my fingers. April then stood up saying ..

"Let's me sit on your lap facing you."

She positioned her self on my lap with her legs spread over my legs. I could now kiss her nipples and tits while sliding my finger along the slit I could feel through her panties. Everything seemed to be moist and warm. I wiggled my fingers inside her panties and quickly found that little treasure of a clit with my fingers. April's eyes opened wide and she inhaled deeply to my intrusion and now my caressing of her clit. I gave her a quick kiss to her lips and then I sucked in one of her nipples while I strongly rubbed her clit with my fingers.

"Bobby I'm so excited and wet with what you are doing. I never get this excited by myself....Do you hear me?"

April continued to reinforce my impact on her sexuality and I had to admit it sure buoyed my self confidence as to being her hopeful lover. I murmured my contentment with her nipple in my mouth. April continued to bounce and wiggle about not being able to sit still. I rubbed her clit faster ...April was now moaning and uttering soft un-intelligible words at first and then she whispered to me ..

"I. think I want to try and do it with you tonight if you want to do it with me."

Now this is what I had thought about for two weeks. I took her by the hand, led her to my bed and pulled down the bedding. She was smiling and I could tell this is what she had been thinking about for so long also. April however, left on her panties and climbed into my bed. Seeing a girl under the sheet of my bed brought on a new heightened level of excitement. I was a little bit terrified.

We talked about if some one came home unexpectedly we could hide under the bed! That showed just how naive we both were. I opened the window next to the bed and adjusted the slats of the blind to let the early evening light come in but hide us from any prying eyes. I was worried, very nervous, and perspiring. The cool gentle breeze that seeped through the slats in the blind through the open window was definitely refreshing. I was giddy with the anticipation of just holding her close and feeling the warmness of ‘my woman' next to me. April seemed to be calm and in control... until I cuddled against her. She was far more nervous with the situation than I was.

At first we just lay facing each other on my pillows, our faces almost touching. We were both really still scared. I took a deep breath and tried to calm down. No words were being spoken or needed to be spoken as we smiled and gently touched each others faces with our finger tips. I told myself ... No need to hurry, no need to worry that anyone was going to interrupt us. It didn't help .... I was terrified.

April put her arm over me and I pulled her close as we kissed very gently. We both commented that we were tingling with excitement. We had learned a few things during our many months together but we still had so much more to discover. I caressed the cheeks of her butt that now was definitely developing into a well rounded but petite bubble butt. It stuck out so beautifully in her slacks or tight skirts. Her butt was changing shape from looking like a young girls butt to a young woman about to bloom. I loved to pat it and rub it as we walked along always making sure no one was ever around to see. I'm sure her mother really was concerned about me always being around April ..... like a honey bee is to a budding flower... always checking in to see if this was the day the blossom would open.

April circled her fingers around and over my nipples. I could feel they were standing erect, hard to her touch and very sensitive. She slid down and began to lick and gently suck on one of them and my cock stiffened. Everything that we were trying to do to each other was so new and so exhilarating to see and feel. Our clandestine viewing of videos at another friend's houses was our real time road maps of what hot people do during sex.

I asked her to come up and be next to me so I could hold her close. She wiggled around under the sheet and removed her panties showing them to me as she swung them around on her finger and dropped them over the edge of the bed and onto the floor. My cock was now close to her pussy as she was moving and helping to get it close without using our hands. But something was different as I felt the swelling shape of her pussy. I looked at April and she was smiling because she could see I was noticing something. I lifted the sheet and pulled it back slightly to see her crotch in the light of the room as she lifted one leg and spread open her crotch area to allow me a better view of her almost clean shaved pussy. She was creamy white except for a line of fur on each side of the slit that was the separation of her love tunnel. I pulled the sheet off of us. It was April's little attempt at some drama and it was a good one for a young guy and his first time in bed with a girl and a understanding we were going to try and make love. The night turned out to be something to remember.

"I think my mother shaves her honey bun for my father. I caught a glimpse of her once coming from the shower to her bedroom. That's why I told you I heard her say to my dad he could eat it anytime he wanted."

As I looked back up at her she touched my face and saw that I was sweating. She touched my face with the bed sheet to wipe the sweat while giving me a big smile. I was dry mouthed and didn't speak.

"Have you ever kissed or tasted any other girl's honey bun?"

April knew I never had ...she was teasing me and I was overwhelmed with anticipation and she looked so cool. She came along the side my face and whispered in my ear

"Do you want to taste my honey bun again?"

That question cause a tinging sensation that started in the cheeks of my ass for some reason and spread just about everywhere .... then there were the goose bumps on my arms and the funny sensation on the top of my head. I was trying to wet my lips to speak ....I think I was more scared in my excitement not really knowing what to do. I finally whispered a faint "Yes."

Sure I had quickly kissed her pussy in the shed, but it was a very quick kiss and a lick. I had never lingered or spent any time licking and eating her honey bun like I heard the guys on the corner talk about.

April, the sweet young innocent pony tailed Catholic girl was on a definite well planned seduction. I didn't have a plan for the bedroom ....all I had was some fuzzy idea of trying to imitate what the ‘corner guys' said they would do if .... and then there was the video we had watched. I know I was immobile for a few seconds ...just stunned .... not really getting the full picture. I guess I never had any idea this girl would say things like she did .... I thought that I was supposed to say something like that and then do it. I went to kiss her as a ‘What should I do now' thought crossed my mind. April asked of me...

"You know what else I was thinking? I'll bet that your honey that you would squirt inside my honey bun tastes good too. If I let you taste me .... can I taste you?"

I was now completely and emotionally flustered ...I thought I knew what I would do under this situation..... I was wrong. I was having trouble getting started ... possibly all out of an in-depth worry of doing something wrong and looking foolish to my ‘girl' who seemed to know a lot more than I did. She had played with my thoughts, my emotions. She didn't learn those moves in school from the Catholic nuns or from the girls at school. We thought that we were doing things that her girls friends just whispered about but never had done. Where did it all come from? All I could think about was the porn videos.

Later, April continued to tell me just about every time we met some little tidbit of a story she could hear her parents discussing or acting out while her mother and father were making love. When she suspected that they were horny and would be screwing in the night, April would be so excited she could not sleep and she would lie awake and listen since their bedrooms were only separated by a wall. They had no idea that she could hear. She just had to be very quiet and close to the wall while in her bed. She was embarrassed to tell me until she got to know me better. Oral sex seemed to be a significant portion of their love making. It was exciting to them and they were very vocal about what they felt as they played. She was mimicking them .... and they knew how to make their bed bounce.

April gently pushed me on to my back and crawled over me slowly smiling as she cupped one of her boobs in her hand and placed it into my mouth. I had to look up over my forehead to see her face as I began to suck her nipple and some of her tit. I could no longer take her entire tit in my mouth.... It was definitely bigger. It was so soft ....so smooth .... and I loved her for letting me do this to her. Her head was back and swaying and her eyes looked closed when I caught a glimpse of them. She was in a euphoric state ...I started to feel good .... I suppose it was a little bit of self confidence coming back ....I'm doing it right and April loved what I was doing!

I now felt her hips and crotch sliding against my hip. She was wet and smearing some of her wetness on my hip. My confidence was up along with another item on my body. I released her tit and began to wiggle downward along April's belly, kissing as I went. April knew where I was going. I was just accepting her invitation to taste her honey bun. She moved up the bed until her head was against the head board. Just as I reached April's area of opportunity, I bent my head back to see April watching me just under and between her dangling boobs. She was smiling broadly and it gave me the little boost of encouragement that I needed. I now looked at her little slit that was between her lips to see where I was to go. She lowered her hips down closer to my face again. I pushed aside her lips a bit with my tongue and licked the inside of her pussy as April lowered herself just a little more so I did not have to strain to reach her. She was watching every move I was making.

The first few licks were nice and April whispered that it felt good. Then I found the little protruding nub of a clit and licked it. April jumped at the lick with an exclamation of ahhh! I thought that I was at the right place and reached around and grabbed each cheek of her butt and pulled her hips down into my face as I went to her clit area with a passionate tongue. Licking her clit and the sucking on her nub and pulling away with a sucking movement while licking produced the most rapid of body motions. April could not pull away as I had a grip on her cheeks of her ass and pulled her hips into my face. She was moving against my face while sighing and exclaiming

"Ah -huh, ah- huh, ah - huh .....oh honey!"

She then whispered that she wanted to turn over and on to her back. April kissed me quick and flipped over on her back. She spread her legs wide and lifted her knees a bit giving me a full view of her shaved pussy. I turned on the small lamp on my night table with April flashing me a smile of approval. Now we both could see better and learn together. I went back to where April wanted me to lick. She guided me .... holding my head .... now caressing my hair .... whispering to me when I was doing something special to her. My mouth was no longer dry .... may be I was drooling ...April was very wet on her own. I was more than licking and sucking ...I was eating .... Noooooo.... devouring her pussy. I was excited beyond any level of excitement of feelings that I thought that I would experience in bedding ‘my woman'. I made sucking and slurping noises as I tried to taste her and lick up all the wetness. I did not know just what I was supposed to do but April responded to my actions with excitement .... smiling .... deeply moaning ....then sighing .... then whispering ... encouraging me to keep doing what I was doing. I tried sticking my tongue into her tunnel but I got more reaction in staying on her clit and licking it with fervor with my tongue. I was now pumping my cock into the bed sheets as I ate everything I could. I could not control my desire to rub my cock against the bed sheets. It sure felt better trying to screw my bed sheets with my face buried in April's wet pussy than when I screwed the bed sheets all alone in the darkness of my room late at night. And it tasted a lot better too.

April was now pumping slow long trusts into my face as she held on to my hair. She was panting, sighing, inhaling loudly and then holding on to my hair while she held her hips high; not moving and then exhaling as she began pumping against me again. Without any warning she exploded in a short convulsive climax. Then she called out to me and exclaimed a very long and loud

"Ahhhhhh" with her hips held high.

She collapsed on to the bed while squeezing my head between her legs, moaning a long.....

"Ohhh Bobby" and kept me there for a short time!

She finally pushed me away and grabbed at me as I crawled up to her and hugged her. She had me a vise grip of a hug and started to whimper and then sob. I was frightened not knowing what I had done. All she sighed was....

"Oh Bobby .... Oh Bobby."

She was covered with beads of sweat over her face and especially between her nose and upper lip. I dried her with the end of the bed sheets as she smiled at me finally giving me some comfort from my anxiety .... still not knowing exactly what I had done. We lay there for a few minutes before she told me that it was so beautiful of a feeling when she came. The feelings seem to rush every where.... in her honey pot .... on her bum ...... up her back and on her face and the top of her head.

"It feels like each time you play with me I can relax more and the feelings are stronger. It was so different again....... I got a little bit scared at first for a second as it started to happen. Then it was a really good feeling."

Now she wanted a drink of Pepsi ...she was so thirsty. I got out of bed to get some thing to drink and April came with me ....holding my hand and smiling....both of us stark naked. I watched her boobs jiggle and now swing as she walked with me. I told April her April's tits were scrumptious and bigger ..... they were big enough to swing even when she just walked because of their size and shape. I could not take my eyes off of April's tits as she walked to the kitchen and she knew it. She walked with her chest flexed outward in an exaggerated display of sexuality... coyly twisting her body from side to side as she puffed out her lips in a pouting gesture . April was excited and very proud of her tits and I told her that I though that she looked just beautiful that night. With a "Thank you ." April said she was my girl and everything I could see was just mine alone. Then with a smile...

"Do you know that you have seem more of my body than even my mother has seem of me."

I felt things beginning to stir inside of me. April finished her soft drink and hugged me close in the kitchen. I looked down at her and then at her tits that were flattened against my chest. She looked down at her tits all flattened and coyly murmured....

"You like looking at my nice titties don't you?"

I nodded and squeaked out a faint "Yes."

I never before that moment did I hear April refer to her tits as anything but boobs. April now leaned back on her forearms arms on the edge of the counter top ...her chest pushed outward......her tits now stiff and her nipples pointing forward. April looked down at her ‘titties' and then up at me.

"You like kissing my titties too don't you?"

I just murmured a contented "Yes" once again.

April leaned forward to get a better view of her pussy. She looked down and then at me staring at her pussy still a little wet from me eating it.

"Did you like kissing my honey bun tonight? I liked what you did to me. You did something that I will always remember.... it felt so good. I don't think the girls that I know at school ever had a boy do what you did to me."

I shrugged my shoulders in a non-committal gesture.... But I thought that April was right especially with the continuous guidance of the nuns in school as to things good girls do not do.

"Come here" as April stood on her tip toes to whisper in my ear while pressing her hips against my body.

"You know what? I think it's time for us to go back to bed and play again."

She took my hand in hers and towed me back to my bed ......I liked those suggestive words I heard April whispered ....

"It's play time... again!"

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I was led maybe even towed back into my bedroom. I did not resist, grinning about what may be April's intensions. She laughed nervously as I faked stumbling along as she pulled me by the hand. I turned on the small desk lamp after I closed the blinds so we would be unseen to the outside world.

April was so excited to see me all flustered as she twisted me around her little finger...innocently playing with my mind and emotions. She had all the confidence. I was still bumbling along trying to think of what I should do next to show my expertise ..... which was in fact nonexistent. I was instructed to lie down on my back as April slowly caressed the insides of my thighs and then casually moved up to my really hard cock standing tall and straight without any support. April wet her finger as I stared at what she was doing. Deftly she wet just the tip of my cock and rubbed the tiny opening at the tip. Precum began to seep from the tip immediately and Angie spread it over the hard pink head with her thumb. She was watching all the movements of my body as she played with my cock.

"You know that your thingy is just another part of your body!"

I at first didn't understand what she meant.

"Would you like me to kiss it?"

With a slightly choked "yes" from my lips she kissed my head a couple of times as I watch spellbound. I had asked April long before if she wanted to kiss my cock good night and she recoiled with my suggestion. Now there was no hesitation to do something that to my knowledge she had never done with anyone before. This change in attitude I came to believe was a result of knowing her parents practiced oral sex and therefore what she was going to try doing was something good and not bizarre. She then licked at my precum saying......

"You taste good."

Feeling her tongue go around and over the head caused me to inhale deeply. I involuntary attempted to move away after I took the deep breath but then settled down and watched. I whispered to April where it felt so good for her to touch me and lick me with her tongue. When she flicked her tongue under the head just where it becomes the shaft, I felt a rippling of tingling that was almost too much to let her continue doing it. April was now taking more of my cock in her mouth as she gained confidence in what she was doing. She started to stroke the shaft while asking if she was doing it right! I didn't know if she was doing it right but what she was doing was more than I would be able to take for very long. I told April so. She started squirming around on my bed enjoying the sucking in her own way and knowing she was pleasing me to the point that she was in charge of this moment.

April began sucking real hard while making a smacking sound as the head of my cock slipped between her lips and came out of her mouth. April came up to me and kissed me while whispering that she liked kissing my thingy. When I said I loved her doing it, she went right back down and started again without the least bit of hesitation. April was sucking and stroking as I watched her closely. She was now making all the wet slurping sounds that I had been making a while ago. I felt the pressure to climax building and told her to get ready to catch my cum in a tissue. She seemed to know just when to pull back from sucking my cock as I squirted several times into her napkin. The first squirt almost going over her hand held tissue. April giggled at my involuntary body flexing and pumping as I uttered a deep moan as I came.

"I could tell when you were getting ready to squirt Bobby. I could feel your balls and your thingy begin to wiggle inside and you lifted your bum off the bed."

There was a joking tone to her voice as if she was now somewhat experienced and knowledgeable in giving blow jobs. All I could remember in reflecting on the experience at a latter date was that she may not have been experienced but she sure did start out with giving me a good blow job once I had more experience to make a more valid judgment.

April was looking at all the love juice she had caught when I mentioned to her that there was a little more that could be coming with a little bit of coaxing of her mouth and tongue. April returned her attention to my ‘thingy' and it responded by getting ready to squirt almost immediately. I softly spoke that I was cumming. She stayed licking and sucking until the last second and then caught a little more of my cum in the tissue again. I slouched down on the bed... starting to rest with the end of my strong climax.

Then to my surprise April continued with paying further attention to my cock. Instead of wiping the head clean she sucked up a little dribble with a delightful little smile. I now could not stand to have my cock touched so soon after she sucked up the last drops she squeezed out. April came up to me and said she had swallowed the little bit of lingering cum that came out. She would like to do it again if I liked what she did. I loved it and I gave her a kiss to show my appreciation. We snuggled under the covers like two newly wed lovers and we dozed off for a little while.

I awoke feeling how soft and smooth she felt, especially the smoothness of her ass. I was absolutely fascinated with holding and fondling her butt. I went to touching her face and her hair as she opened her eyes. For a second she was startled with being in bed with me, but she quickly smiled and then giggled telling me what had just happened to her as she awoke. I was excited feeling her nakedness next to me.

"Are you happy you took me to your bed tonight?"

I murmured to show my contentment. We went back to just snuggling.... content with the moment.

"You know that I'm glad it was in your bed and not the one downstairs in my house. Going into my bed upstairs would have been fun too but this was better."

She exhaled with a big sigh and went quiet. Her hand was now moving along side my body very slowly. It went up and over my hip and down onto my soft cock and balls and she felt all there was to feel. There wasn't much to play with after her very first and accomplished blow job. Then with a gentle squeeze and a caress of my cock it started to lengthen and swell to size. I was surprised that I could begin to get hard so quickly after cumming so strongly before.

April never said anything. She turned on her side and began to rub the hardened cock around and in her still wet slit. She was looking at me as she placed it down passed her clit and I could feel her pushing ever so easily against the head. I quickly became focused on where April was rubbing my cock. The head was definitely going into a deeper and sacred location if she continued to press against my cock. She was smiling as she asked me...

"Do you want to do it with me tonight? If you want too, we can try."

I took her hand that had encircled my stiff cock. She had a strong grip of everything around the forward end of my cock with only the pink head protruding from her fist. She was protecting herself just in case she wanted to stop. I told her to hold it like that and we could see if it would go in alright. April placed it at the opening to her love tunnel and I slowly press forward again. The smile quickly turned to a more startled look with a bit of a frown. She whispered...

"I'm scared ........It's hurting a little Bobby."

She was gently moving my cock around as I pressed forward again. It was going just a little bit deeper this time. April inhaled with a long sucking hissing sound between her lips as I stopped .... I sensed I was hurting her.

"Wait Bobby... wait. Let me do it."

She took over the initiative and was now gently pushing against me. April once again inhaled with a hissing sound as the inhaled breath passed between her lips. I no longer was enjoying this new adventure. I had no idea of April's level of pain and I was loosing interest in continuing... and it was showing in the apparent hardness of my cock. This was not what I had dreamed about in taking a girl to bed. My level of anxiety increased dramatically and it was quickly beginning to not be fun any longer.

"I think we should stop for a while April."

In reality I was making an excuse for my anxiety and the softening of my cock. I sensed I was going to be embarrassed for my failure to be a ‘lover' if I continued. April sensed I was scared... she was too... but she touched my face and kissed be gently on my lips as she held my half stiff cock that was just a little inside her pussy with her free hand. Quietly and assuredly April whispered.....

"No don't stop Bobby... I'm alright...it's not that bad... I'm just nervous. I want you to be my lover. I wanted to do it tonight. Just let me do it to you and it will be alright. Just go slow and easy Bobby."

Just as she finished her encouragement to me, she increased pressure with her hips to bury my cock into her pussy. Now I could tell ‘we' were making progress... at a faster pace. April was very tight possibly due to her tenseness and pussy size. I also did not know that my cock was thicker than average and our combination resulted in the level of discomfort in our first time together. That was a conclusion that had to wait until a later time period and more experience. At the time we were together, my cock and her cunt were a tight fit and we were always more than excited with how and what we experienced as we fucked .... And we did with every fuck session being a hot and joyful occasion. It had to be because we convinced ourselves as all young and innocent couples do ..... this was true love.... And we were the only ones in the entire area who were like this .... no matter what anybody could say or do to convince us otherwise. We were unique.

I could feel my cock going in as I was holding on to April's hand. Soon half of my cock was inside her love tunnel, more than enough to have done all the damage that was require de-flowering her. Her eyes were water filled but she was smiling at the same time. She knew what only half a cock outside her pussy lips meant.

I sensed that April was hurting...

"I think I should take it out"

Her eyes opened wide as she replied with a quick and stern....

"No".

April inhaled again and pushed her hips against me and my cock went in a little further. We had to take our hands away from between our hips now to allow my cock to penetrate all the way. I flexed my cock muscles and April smiled and chokingly whispered ....

"I felt that."

I pushed the last little bit of my cock into her as I told her only my balls are now outside. She had me in a hugging vise grip again and I did not move. I could feel all her muscles in her body and love tunnel were tensed up and tight. She gripped my arms tightly and pulled her hips away from me a little and then pushed against me slow and easy. She wanted to move and make love but she was too sensitive. We lay together until I softened and I came out with April not too happy with her performance.

"I'm sorry Bobby. It really hurt quite a bit."

Now it was my time to be gentle. I knew what to say and what to do as April's eyes filled with tears. I kissed her eyes and the tears that ran down her cheeks. I saw that in a porn video about two kids just like us. April was surprised that I was so understanding and gentle after our ‘failure' to experience a bed bouncing fuck session like her still cherry girl friends had talked about but never experienced. She now felt relieved to hear my words of admiration and how attractive she was to me. I knew that some girls hurt the first time and I told her it was nothing to worry about. I was so excited that she was my lover. I convinced her that ‘We did do it' and we could try again when she did not hurt. We held each other for a while ....the tensions left her and she became a little giddy realizing that we in fact had ‘done it' together and we had mad love . We had filled her dreams and her desire that we would be first time lovers together. Having been lovers in a bed.... my bed... and not in the back seat of a car was also special to April. April had been made love too and not fucked.... She of course never said fucked when she talked about it in much detail.

I knew she was delighted with the rapid changes she was seeing and feeling in her body. I could not see or feel all the significant changes in her body that she did. I played to her feelings about herself and told her I could see the out side changes of the woman blossoming in her. Her body was just beautiful for me to look at and hold close to me. Of course she was the first and only girl I ever had been with. I asked her to hold me for a few minutes as we lay together not speaking any more.

It was just about time for the movie to be over in the theater. We needed to leave to walk to her house arriving just about the time we would have if we had gone to the movie. My money for the week had been spent on car insurance and I was too low on gas to chance driving my car.

April got out of my bed to pee before we got dressed. She walked like she was walking on thin ice and I could see she was hurting a little. I helped her with the bra ... kissing each nipple before they disappeared into her bra which was followed by her putting on her panties. I stared at April's body English that consisted of wiggling her hips as she pulled up her panties. She caught me staring and with a little bit of embarrassment, April turned her back to me. In actuality, turning her back to me and having me see the swinging and wriggling of her bubble butt was more of a turn on for me.

April put some tissues in her panties with an excuse of "Just in case". I almost asked why before I remembered our sexual education class explaining what could happen when a woman was ‘deflowered'. I turned away with my embarrassment not really knowing what to say.

Damn I was so excited over what had happened in my bed that night ....excited for both of us.

It took a little longer for me to walk April back to her house. April had to walk slowly due to her discomfort. Her own excitement for her accomplishment that night did however help put her pain into the background. Tomorrow was going to an exiting day. We were excited as we walked ever so slowly, hugging each other closely when we could not see anyone on the street, always letting go of each others hand when people were approaching. With the exception of a meeting people on the street we never lost contact in touching each other for the entire walk to her house.

It looked like every light that could be turned on outside of April's house had been turned on in anticipation of our arrival. She giggled knowing the reason for all the lights. She gave me a peck as a kiss good night before we entered into the glow of the outside house lights just in case her mother was standing guard. What her mother could not hear though was April's whisperings that she wouldn't be able to sleep that night just thinking of us together again but in her bed sometime soon!

A questioning comment from me of .....

"When?... How about tomorrow?" got me a finger jabbed into my ribs. I did not hear a rejection of my picturesque idea though!!!

I left for home knowing it was going to be a long night of tossing and turning ...of wanting to not be alone ..... of the long waiting for the coming of morning to see April.