Innocence Lost Chapter 2
written by:
skylinerider

Innocence Lost Chapter 2

This is Chapter 2 of a story about a young couple with strong family and religious values, feeling the tugs of early sexual arousals that cause conflicts and turmoil in both of them. They lived in a strong cloistered religious and ethnic oriented community that held on tightly to the values of old world European communities.

The couple surrenders slowly to their internal sexual drives while trying to find their way through their new and exciting sexual experiences. They find ‘devious' ways to keep what they are sharing both a secret from family and friends. The newly discovered sensations dominate their feelings and bring them closer and closer together and finally into each others beds.

I have tried to describe the feelings and turmoil of my early and insecure adolescent life. It was a turmoil that I thought was only being experienced by me while everyone else's life while growing up with girls and sex was blissful and secure. Little did I know how wrong I was in my understanding of everybody else's life.

Comments as to what your ‘blissful life' was like is welcomed at skylinerider80@yahoo.com

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Innocence Lost Chapter 2

April and I talked every day on the phone before her parents came home from work. They were very protective of April in a way that reflected their strong religious beliefs and personal ideas of when a girl should be allowed to go on un-chaperoned dates. April attempted to explain that her parents would not be very happy if they knew she was seeing a boy before they got to know him well. April had never been allowed to date a boy outside of an organized religious event or a structured party. I met her family's rules of ethnic and religious values on the outside but definitely would fail if they could see what I was thinking about on the inside. My inner thoughts were more in line with chasing her naked though the woodlands and catching her!!! Well..... those were the more sexually benign thought.... there were others not so benign but a hellava more exciting... at least to me. Hopefully, April had the same ideas....she just could not express them to me .....yet!

My desire to just see and hold her hand dominated my thoughts but there were school tests that I had to study for along with my part time job that kept me busy. I could not believe what this girl could do to me...the emotional turmoil she caused in me was so exciting. April confessed that she was in turmoil also but we kept our thoughts and emotional turmoil a special secret. We agreed that we had enjoyed our moment of fun and we would meet again as soon as possible.

A couple of days later, April was released early in the afternoon from her religious girl's school and appeared at the public high school I attended at release time. I saw April waiting at the edge of the parking lot some distance from the building before see saw me. I hesitated not knowing what I should do before deciding that I did not want to not walk home with my friends. I turned and walked back in to the school making an excuse that I forgot a book and proceeded to walk away from my buddies. I didn't want to put up with all the kidding and of course my buddies company that I would get walking a girl home from school. I waited for a minute, keeping close watch on April; I sure did not want to loose sight of her in all the kids leaving the school.

She blushed as she recognized me approaching. As she turned to walk along side of me, I asked her if I could kiss her hello in front of some of the kids leaving the school. With a look of complete panic on her face, she stepped away from me quickly with a "No" before she recognized my smile and that I was just joking with her. It was a joke.... I couldn't in my widest dreams ever think of kissing a girl in front of my school friends. I finally stopped her from walking and we just talked long enough to let most of the kids leave the school area.

Now we were separated from just about every body that had come out from the school. We slowly walked along now holding hands with both of us just sharing the enthusiasm of being together after so many days. I never was so excited being with a girl before. I never did understand why April so excited me and for no apparent reason except that she was very attentive to me as a person. I guess for a young guy that was enough. She sure seemed to be excited with holding and squeezing my hand. April would then just smile at me in what I guess was a confirmation that she liked what we experiencing together.

As I came upon a section of bushes along side of the bleachers in the football field, I led April into a section that was just a cubbyhole and very secluded. April took the lead and put her arms about me and pulled me close to kiss me. I cradled her little bubble butt in both hands and pulled her to me as I pressed my self against her. It was quickly obvious to April that I was hard as she started gently and cautiously rubbing and twisting her hips against me. Our hands were everywhere just touching, feeling and learning how to be seductive.

"I've been thinking about you all the time Bobby. I was hoping I would see you getting out of school. All I could think about was just kissing you like we did before."

She had her hands stuffed into the rear pockets of my jeans and was ‘helping' me to gently rub myself against her. With a myriad of kisses and murmurs of enjoyment it was a strong encouraging for me to rub against her body in cadence to her pushing against me. My now very stiff cock needed to be released from it's confinement in my tight jeans. I held one of her hands and attempted to move it so she could touch the bulge in my jeans. Being shy at this moment, she could not get herself to move her hand closer and touch me.

"I never have done anything like this with a boy before. I never touched a boy and never let anyone touch me where you have."

April then casually began inquiring if this is what I did with any girls that I dated. I could sense she was not very comfortable with what we had done together.

"You are the first girl I ever touched and kissed like I have you. I never did this before either. Maybe we should stop!"

April whispered a very seductive "No."

I was just talking to talk. I did not want to stop ... I wanted to do and feel more of April's body. I moved against her again. I needed to caress her tits as we kissed with April displaying her pleasure in being caressed. I wanted to continue but I soon became apprehensive with our location in the hedgerow since some of the students could possibly come along and see us on their way home. I took a deep breath.

"We better go before some one sees us in here!"

We scurried out of our secluded spot knowing that we could have been easily caught fooling around. We walked hand in hand through the edge of the field leading into the edge of a wooded area that was a short cut to the section of town where we both lived. April continued to squeeze and then relax my hand as we walked. I sensed something was on her mind. I looked at her and she felt my eyes looking at the side of her face. April turned to look at me ....blushing just a little while she continued to smile.

"What is it ?" "Nothing" was all I got back for an answer.

"Come on tell me..... there is something wrong! What is it?"

April just looked at the ground not saying a word as we walked, blushing and embarrassed. Finally I could see her eyes shift to the side and try to catch a glance of me quietly whispering as if someone was around and could possible hear...

"You got me all wet when you kissed me and hugged me back there. Now my panties are wet too. No one has ever made feel the way you do."

I could only utter a soft "Oohhh" as we walked with our arms around each other while trying to keep our book bags out of our way so we could be together. I guess I knew what had happened and I remained quiet. April was embarrassed and it was best to be quiet. I felt a little bit giddy inside. No girl had ever said anything like that to me and my friends had never mentioned anything like that when they had been with a girl.

We now turned on to my regular short cut home through the woods along a well worn narrow foot path. In certain areas, the woods were very dense and secluded with the canopy of trees closed over and up against the path. We came to an area that I knew came close to an old stream bed back from the worn path. I took her hand and led her down through the trees and down into a dry stream bed that was hidden from view. Now we were in a very secure place where no one could see and stumble on to us. We both knew we were going to ‘make out'. That's what she was here for.....and so was I. That's why I led her down to this very secure spot.

April leaned against a tree and we began kissing and hugging like young kids again. It was not going to be possible to wait and get to one of our houses and maybe into a safer location. We quickly went to more heated displays of excitement and it thrilled us both. I asked her if she like it when I touched and caressed her boobs.

April was excited to tell me "Yes." I asked permission to caress her again and was told "Yes."

We were now playful and getting hot for each other. I didn't really know just what I supposed to do. I cupped her tits running my hands over them and squeezing both gently. When I began to circle her nipples with one finger, she watched me closely and began to show signs of enjoying what I was doing. She was now looking into my face and breathing quickly along with me.

"Are you excited like I am Bobby? I'm getting all wet again down there."

I really could not explain what I felt. I did know that I wanted to see her tits.

"Will you let me see your boobs even for just a second?"

April at first hesitated but then she began to unbutton her blouse as she looked around apprehensively while asking...

"Can anyone see us down here from the path up above?"

"We don't have to worry down here. I've walked down this streambed many times and it is completely secluded from the path and kids above us.... We are safe from anyone seeing us. Everyone just stays on the path ...it's a short cut through the woods. We are far off the foot path and no one can even hear us talking down here. "

April reconfirmed that no boy had ever touched her any place on her body and of course no one had ever seen her boobs. In fact, she always tried to hide her now rapidly developing boobs from her mother when she was around. April was very shy and private up to that time period of her life. She did mention that her mother had been going to help her pick out a bra for the first couple of times. April was so shy and apprehensive by the situation that she now went by herself and her mother understood April's shyness and let her go by herself.

April displayed a sense of delightfulness that her boobs were growing so quickly that she had bought a few bras in a somewhat short time period. Her mother expressed some comment about April's rapid breast development into becoming a woman that April was embarrassed by her mentioning it. When alone April was elated that she was finally blossoming even though she thought that she was a little bit late.

April uncovered her bra with her new boobs spilling out on the sides. I was flighty with the excitement of what I was going to see for the first time. I never had seen a real up close tit or for that matter a real far away tit!

April coyly displayed her boobs with...

"Look at my boobs ....I need a bigger bra. My boobs are getting bigger everyday. Two months ago I didn't fill this bra now it's too small."

I was in a hypnotic trance just staring at her bra. Now I did not know what I was supposed to do.

April said "My mother has nice big boobs and my girl friends have told me mine will be big like my mother's too."

"Oh" was all I can remember saying again. It was my standard comment when I was flustered.

April was now showing just how nervous she was with what she was doing and thinking. She was looking around everywhere to convince herself we were safe from prying eyes. She placed her fingers under the bottom of her bra and looked straight at me.

"Would like to see my boobs Bobby?"

I was taken back with that surprised question and I must have said yes because she lifted her bra up and over her developing boobs exposing them with a petite pink pointed nipple on each one. Her bra was still on but just wrapped around under her neck. I remember thinking that nipples are supposed to be light brown!

"Bobby ! Would you like to kiss my boobs?"

I came out of a fog. I could not take my eyes off her tits. Then I came too...trying to really understand what she had just asked of me.

She was whispering again saying that her girl friends said that boys like to kiss girls boobs. She did say further that she did not think they had any experience in having their boobs kissed... it was just all talk.

"Well? Do you want to kiss them?"

With little quivering feelings everywhere, I leaned forward and kissed her nipple. It was a very emotional moment for me. The mental image that I still can recall to this day with smiles is April's nipple getting larger as I leaned forward closer and closer to kiss it.

April now mentioned her mother nursed her baby brother and she asked me to suck on a nipple so she could feel what a baby would feel like. I sucked very easy not knowing what to do or how hard. It didn't matter, April responded with a sigh that let me know I did it right for her.

I was just getting to feel that I knew what to do to please her when April called a stop to what we were doing. I think that she was scared not knowing what was going to happen if we continued or some one would come along. April said we had done enough for us to think over for a day or two again. April covered up quickly. I was still tingling with excitement. I could not get the sight of a pink nipple out of my thoughts..... never have accomplished that.

I guess I had turned to get our books thinking we were going to leave when April surprised me again by asking ......

"Is your thingy still hard?"

I nodded and whispered..."Yes"

With a little bit of an embarrassed smile, April looked about nervously ....

"Can I see it? I let you see my boobs!"

I slowly and hesitantly unzipped my fly and pulled my cock out of my pants as she mentioned she had never seen one except her baby brothers. I pulled it out and tugged on it to make it look longer than it was to impress April. I was smaller than six inches long at that time .... I was measuring it several times a week to see if it was getting any bigger with each time I jerked it off. It wasn't..... I pulled it hard now and tried to get it longer ....... but nothing more would get it longer. It was thicker that most other cocks on guys in the showers at school. April was excited to see it to say the least.

"You're thingy is big!"

I pulled on it again to stretch it to make it look longer. I was now displaying and enjoyed her comment as to my cock's size which in fact was not that big. Jokingly I questioned April on her knowledge of cock size suggesting that she had extensive experience to justify her comment. I knew she had no real experience.

"How do you know that it is big? Have you seen others?"

"You know that I have only seen my baby brothers thingy. I've never been with a guy before like I have been with you."

"Come on April ... you know I'm teasing you."

What ever April's preconceived image of my cock was going to be in the daylight hours, I must have surpassed passed her expectations..... most likely from her uninformed notions of cock size. I was not going to change her opinion of what she thought about my cock size. I tried to pull on it further to make it ‘bigger' but it was very hard to my touch and there was nothing left to stretch.

It now needed to be stroked ....I was too far along to just put it back in my pants without relief. I slowly caressed and stroked it as April looked on smiling and asking ...

"Are you going to make it squirt?"

"Do you want to help me? Take my hand and you can help me April."

At my request, April cautiously at first just touched my hand. Soon she took hold of my hand while we stroked it together for a short time. Quickly a few drops of precum were squeezed from my cock. The precum wetted the head of my cock as we played. April did not seem to know much about precum and she had to look at my cock as we spread it around the head. I wet my fingers in my mouth and coupled with the precum seeping from my cock resulted in enough wetness to have her hand slide back and forth over my cock.

I held her hand in mine and squeezed her hand to get the right pressure to maximize the feeling in my cock. There was a pressure building and fast. This adventure was just so overwhelming to me, never thinking this was going to happen on this day! April was enjoying her partnership..... first looking at my face and then my cock as she stroked me. I could not take her stroking much longer. I could feel myself getting ready to cum. April looked at me ...

"Tell me if I am I doing it right Bobby?...... Does it feel good.....Tell me!"

All I could do was take a deep breath and sigh "Oh April"

I pumped my hips strongly as she stroked me ..... She knew what she was going to help accomplished even though it was to be a first time experience for her.

Now April became very excited after I told her she was making me ready to squirt. She no longer just held my hand..... she took over slipping her hand over and around my cock as she slid her hand up and down my cock jerking it with enthusiasm.

"Like that ....like that ... am I doing it right?"

I flexed my back and sighed as I looked at her face and with a hoarse whimper said ...

"Look at my ‘thingy.'"

We had just enough time to look down as I came off in both our hands with April looking intently as each little squirt of my love juice as went into our hands while some fell to the ground. April excitedly remarked....

"It's warm and slippery. I thought that it was going to be different."

I sighed deeply and slumped against a tree and held on to a branch for support. This was definitely better than my lone effort at jerking off. She added another dimension to a hand job that was for sure. I would have to have April jerk me off again.

"I never saw a boy's thingy before and I never knew how you squirted."

She was embarrassed and now looking around nervously ... now satisfied that no one was near. She wanted to know what it felt like to squirt and did I just feel good in my ‘thingy' or other places too. The ‘girls' had talked about sex when they were together and a girl friend said that a guy has feeling all over his body sometimes and so do girls. She never had strong feelings all over her body but she did touch herself a little in bed, but it never felt like it was anything special. She was taught that masterbation was not nice.

April went on to say that when we were under the big tree the other night she felt a funny feeling in between her legs and in her belly and then on her 'bum.'.....April had experienced much more feeling when we did it together than when she touched herself and did it alone. April asked me if it felt good when she rubbed my ‘thingy' against her panties and her special spot between her legs when we were under the tree. I told her again that it was special for me and that she was the only girl that I had done that with.

I asked April "Would you like me to rub my thingy against you again sometime."

She blushed and looked down at the ground. Then I heard a quiet "Yes."

I asked really trying to be funny .... "Can I rub my thingy against you with your panties off?"

She looked up at me blushing like I never had seen anyone blush as red a color before. April came close to me and whispered close to my ear. She now could not look at my face any longer she was so embarrassed. April went back to my ear whispering as if some one could hear down here in the secluded stream bed.

"Only if you let me help you like I just did!"

My heart was beating very fast. I was beginning to feel hot probably from blushing too. I never expected a ‘yes' answer ....I was just babbling when I asked because I most likely couldn't think of anything else to say. We hugged for a while, each of us asking if we liked what we did! We had calmed down from a delightful warmness ....the sun was still warm but we were cool in the shade and every thing was just beautiful. We were all smiles and chuckling nervously when we looked at each other knowing that we needed to leave "our" little special place in the woods ....knowing what we had done was our very special secret.

Now it was time to go before someone noticed us in the woods. We were both very happy with what we had done and felt. We both talked about the tingling feeling in our bellies and how excited and hot we got and how it felt so good and different. We knew we were definitely going to get together again ....she asked me if I wanted to be her boy friend and I happily agreed.

I never had felt so excited to hear that she wanted to be my girl friend. We also had to agree that we needed to keep it a secret from everybody including our friends. April was worried that it would get back to her mother that she was seeing a boy during the daytime .... never mind in the darkness of the night! I commented that her girl friends would probably not be able to keep a secret so she had to stop talking about me. April agreed!

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A couple of months went by without any of our friends really noticing anything serious going on between us. We would chuckled when April said we had become the mistress and master of deception. The distance between our houses, different schools and of course different groups of social friends helped with our clandestine ‘romance'.

What was initially a bit of a titillation arrangement and a perfect romance for April's family situation was now becoming an annoyance to me. April had pangs of guilt with our previous sexual alliances and our getting together on dates went to being more spiritual and nonsexual. She was however very full of life and exciting to be with and I thoroughly enjoyed her company and friendship. I of course was always hoping to return to our ‘sexual' flirtations each time we saw each other. But April could be adamant on her refusals to play around sexually when she said "No".

I still talked ‘secretly' with April on the telephone every day. We always stopped talking on the phone before her parents came home so no one knew we were friends ...it was our little secret. April continued to not mention me to her friends.... She knew that it would get back to family. April, however, began to be very devious, always thinking of ways for us to meet in secret. We were once again getting very excited with talking about being sexual and what we would like to do together. Talking was an end in itself since we had little experience and knowledge of anything more than talk. There were a few videos we watched but they were more benign in sexuality.

April surprised me by bringing up the idea of staying home from school one day and fake being sick. She planned on calling her mother and telling her that she was sick and then staying home. That would provide an excuse if she was seen by any one and mentioning it to her family. I was to go over to her house during the day when her parents were at work which was about 25 miles away. Both of them traveled to work in car pools so there was very little chance of then coming home unexpected. They never left work early for any reason that she could remember and we would be safe if we fooled around.

We made plans for the day. Just being so devious was thrilling enough.... never mind if nothing else happened. We could at least kiss and show each other a little bit of our bodies and have the opportunity to relax and enjoy just touching and looking without the chance of being caught.

I went to April's house that was set back from the street and safe from anyone knowing who was coming or going during the day. April let me in through the back door and locked the door. We both were very nervous but also excited. This romantic encounter was not starting off like an easy going casual romp like we had anticipated in our planning. We went down stairs in her house to where there was a play room and a bedroom. There was a door on the lower floor that opened to the back yard for my quick escape if someone unexpectedly came home. April reaffirmed that neither of her parents had ever come home early. Her baby brother was at a baby sitter for the day as always and we would be alone.

It took us several minutes to calm down and not be nervous. Every little normal house noise raised our anxiety level. April continuously talked to me telling me no one was going to come to the house and we would be safe. She was really talking to herself trying to convince herself first and then me it was safe to play.

April finally kissed me but not with much enthusiasm ...we were just too jittery to quickly settle down. Finally we reach a point that we could kiss quite passionately and it had a settling effect on my nerves. April kisses got me warm and eager to move on now almost immediately. We were still learning how to get each other hot...... feeling the sensations in our body that ignited all kinds of new feelings.

April was keyed up.... she wanted to show me her new bra. She pulled up her sweater with her new bra now holding her two boobs without any part bulging over the sides like before. It was however a push up bra that just seemed to be a support and a display structure for her now delicious tits.

"Do you like it? I bought it buy my self and to show you. My mother would be angry with me for buying a bra like this. I have to hide it it my room.Can you tell that my boobs are bigger? I had to buy the next size bigger bra... I'm a B cup now but I think I will get bigger."

April's tits were really becoming some thing to be desired and admired especially on a slim and petite body such as April's. I could tell the difference in her tit size when I caressed and felt her up as we kissed. April told me her mother wore a D cup bra when she was not nursing her baby brother and her mother's boobs were bigger than D cup when she was nursing.

"I like your bra but I want you to take it off so you can show me your nipples again."

April turned to being seductive as she came close to me. She now wanted to know if I liked her a lot; and of course I confirmed that I did. April came very close to my face.

"Do you want to take off my bra for me?"

I never had to answer the question as April pulled her sweater over her head and stood in front of me displaying with just her push up bra covering her tits.

"Unhook my bra in the back."

I looked behind her and undid three hooks and the bra slid slightly forward with a relaxation on being unhooked. Damn this meeting was going far beyond what I had envisioned we would be doing this day and it was moving at a much faster pace than I had dreamed about. April stepped back and slightly extended her arms forward.

"Well you have to take it off if you want to see my boobs and kiss my nipples."

I took hold of her straps over her shoulders and started to slowly take them down her arms. She tucked her elbows against her sides catching the strap that had been around her back with her elbows and crossed her arms in a protective manner restricting me from easily seeing her tits. April was now smiling at me and she definitely was learning some little new paths of seduction for so young of a woman. We were both looking down at her boobs as they slowly became fully exposed as her bra was removed and dropped to the floor. My cock jumped to being hard at the visual stimulation of seeing April's tits so proud and pointing.

She was now naked from the waist up. April's tits were definitely changing shape as they grew in size. Her tits protruded and seem to sweep upward at the tips. They were the tits of a blossoming young woman and no longer the tits of a little girl. Her tits now were of a size and shape that they would wiggle and swing when she moved or walked. She knew she was beginning to have curves that were being noticed by the boys and she loved that they looked at her. Her conservative demeanor produced a level of embarrassment at times in her because she knew what they were thinking and wanting....it was the same thing I wanted.

I was so eager but always hesitant on what I should do next. April asked me to kiss her nipples like I did before. I cupped her growing tits in my hand allowing her nipples to stick out between my thumb and forefinger. She laugh nervously as I at first kissed and then sucked on them not really knowing just how.

Once again April let me know when it felt good. After a few licks, she told me to come with her and we went into the bedroom. I watched closely as her tits gently swung as she walked next to me. I was also noticing April was swinging her hips seductively as she looked back at me to see if I was watching her movements. She stood me in front of a mirror and took off my shirt and pants leaving my shorts on with a fine looking bulge in the front. She smiled as she looked at the bulge that I flexed outward with a great amount of pride. April touched my cock that was fully hidden in my under shorts and rubbed it a few times.

"It feels so hard ....Are you going to let me see it again?"

I then pushed down on the band of the shorts and my cock popped out and over the top edge and stood straight out. April now had a good full view of what my ‘thingy' looked like. April touched it and then held it firmly and squeezed it as she looked at me in the mirror. She now could not stand still as she played with my "thingy."

"Do you want me to take off my skirt?"

"Yes" was my answer. My mouth was so dry from exhilaration.

I took my shorts off while April just stood there in her panties. She wanted to hold my cock to just feel it and squeeze it.

"Does it feel good when I touch it and squeeze it?"

April looked at the tip and some precum was seeping from the tip and the tip was wet. April looked at it and then up at me with a wondering look.

"It's getting all wet and slippery at the end."

I told April that it does that when it gets hard and I play with it when I think of her. Now that brought a big smile to April's face. She thought that it signaled that I was going to squirt. I squeezed my cock and showed her another little drop of precum. We both rubbed it over the tip of my cock and April began to play with it once again. I told her it gets my cock all slippery and it helps when it goes inside a girl. I quickly had to explain that I did not know from doing it to any girl if that was true. I just was told that by the guys on the corner. April was blushing again with embarrassment. She looked just beautiful to me.

"April..... my thingy is getting all wet because I'm thinking of you now and where I would like to rub it against you like we talked about."

April quickly stopped playing with my cock and put her arms around my neck. I held her close to me with our bodies pressed together. We both were thinking of what we would like to do but still frightened of the unknown. We now were both looking in the mirror engrossed in the our reflection..... two young innocent and virgin lovers. I stared at April's little bubble butt in the mirror. It was the most erotic image that I could remember up to that point of my life and the details are burned into my mind. I still smile at the image when I call it to the forefront from my subconscious. April whispering in my ear startled me to begin to listen to what she was saying.

"My parents did not know that I could hear them talking one night. I heard my mother tell my dad that her honey bun was his to play with and eat anytime he wanted! I got all kinds of funny feelings in my belly when I heard them talking. I have the same feelings right now with you here."

She stopped looking in the mirror and looked into my eyes.

"Bobby.... have you ever seen a honey bun?"

I squeaked out a soft "No"

"You have never seen or touched another girls honey bun... never?"

I felt a pang of embarrassment in acknowledging my innocence. Her words seem to say that I was the only boy who was so innocent. In reality, April was convincing herself that that I was so special to her that she was going to let me see her flower of passion.

"Would you like to see my honey bun?"

Before I could get my dry lips and mouth wet enough to say yes, April had place her thumbs into the tops of her panties and was slowly pushing her panties down and over her narrow almost non-existent but now widening hips. I stared in awe as April was attempting to strike what I now can remember to be her attempt at seductive poses. I'm sure she was mimicking some erotic poses she had seen from movies or magazines.

What ever flaws were contained in her seductive movements it escaped my eyes because the insides of my body seem to quiver with the excitement. I'm sure there were no noticeable outward visible effects ... but internally I was a jumble of nerves.

I was breathing heavy, sweating even in the coolness of the bedroom, my heart was pounding, there was a slight tingling feeling in the back of my neck ...I was close to a feeling of panic. Never had I felt this excited before. Now I was highly over excited! Slowly April moved her panties downward delaying the exposure of her now wet pussy to my prying eyes. Her pussy now was almost completely uncovered with April's head tilted to one side as she struck another seductive pose just for my viewing. Her pussy seemed to be so small and with a diminutive amount of fine silky hair covering it. I had more hair around my cock and April made a point of saying I had more hair than she did and that it was stiff hair and not fine and silky like hers. Tthen she admitted with a smile that she had clipped some of the silky hair on her honey bun.

April now seemed so cool until I took her in my arms and held her close. I could feel my cock against her body just above her pussy. I could feel her belly twitch as my cock touched her body and now she was quivering with excitement. We kissed and then April slowly pulled away and tilted her head, smiled and led me to the bed. She climbed onto the bed and turned and held both of her arms out to me encouraging me to join her. I climbed onto the bed and lay down next to her with my head on her pillow and our faces so close to one another ..... our noses were just about touching. My insides were quivering strongly and I now knew this wasn't excitement..... I was scared... really scared! It wasn't supposed to feel like this.

April asked with the softest words if I liked her and being in bed with her. Once again I was only capable of another squeaky dry mouthed utterance of... "Yes." She started caressing my face and running her fingers through my hair while smiling into my face. She knew the moves to be seductive and projected being warm and loving......I was at a loss as to know what I was suppose to do to be gentle and loving.

April soon recognized my ‘dilemma'. She cuddled up to me and asked me to hold her close. I liked my feelings and I settled in to being sensitive to her wanting me to express myself with touching and whispering what I was feeling as we cuddled. April responded to what ever words I was whispering and she soon was kissing my face and cuddling close to show me her feelings.

I was sensing that April was now done with kissing and caressing my face. We lay side by side as I felt her hand searching and now playing with my cock. I was somewhat electrified with thinking that I was in bed with a girl. None of the ‘guys' on the corner ever said they had been in bed with a girl. Had I jumped past the experiences of my self appointed mentors? Now I really felt the power of this loving experience.

April was back to whispering ....to leading me as what I could do... and I did need to be led!

"You can touch my honey bun if you want too."

I was hesitant because I didn't know just what to do. She took my hand and we both looked at her honey bun as she placed my hand over it.

"You can put your fingers inside like this but be careful."

She took my fingers and moved them up and down between her pussy lips. April let go of my hand and spread her lips with a......

"Look Bobby... can you see what I look like!"

Oh my gosh, it was all pink and wet. The pictures that I had seen didn't show a woman's pussy that look like April's. She took my fingers and placed them near her clit.

"When I touch myself here I get tingly feelings sometimes and my honey bun gets all wet."

I slid my fingers over her clit and my heart jumped at her exclamation of "Oh -oh" as she pushed against my fingers. She helped slide my fingers down to the opening of her petite love tunnel. She moved my fingers around the opening while saying...

"I'm still a virgin and I still have my cherry. Do you know what that is?"

I amusingly responded with a "Yes." I was so informed !!!!!

"My girl friend said it hurts when a guy puts his ‘thingy' in side there for the first time and breaks a girl's cherry."

I was mesmerized and tongue tied while I watched us slide our fingers around in her now wet pussy. We now came back to her clit area and she once again trembled at my touching her there .........

"Oh-oh ...you make me feel much better when you touch me there."

I watch myself begin to make circular movements over her clit as April stopped talking and lay back on the bed with her eyes closed with her legs now spread wide open.

"Are you alright April?"

"Oh Bobby you are doing something nice to me right there! Just touch me easy ...right there...right there"

April's hips lifted off the bed. April's eyes were open and looking lovingly at me and it started me getting hot and eager to go further with this bed room activity again.

"I'm feeling funny in my honey bun ...Oh -oh -Bobby!"..... "Oooooooo Bobby I feel all funny around my honey bun and in my belly and bum." ...."Oooooo keep doing what you are doing!"

After a few more seconds of slow pumping April inhaled a big Ah-haaaa , grabbed at my hand as she crossed her legs and moaned that it felt so good. She turned her face into the bed and made noises like she was sobbing for a few seconds as her whole body seemed to quiver. Then she was all smiles as she turned back to look at me. April pulled me down on top of her while she kissed and hugged me... rolling us over this way and that way.

April rested for a while as I now understood that she had just experienced an orgasm. She then tried to tell me all about what it felt like to cum for a girl..... what the feelings were like and where she could feel them. She was so happy that I had been there with her and helped her when she had the special feelings .... I was now so special too!

I was not hot ....my cock was about one inch long and hiding. April wanted to see and play with my thingy. She touched it and pulled on it easy and it began to grow to her attention. She stopped and went to the bath room and came back with Vaseline lubricant. She put some on her hand and rubbed it over my cock and then started to jerk me off like we did in the woods. My cock grew very quickly both in length and width much to April's delight. She had never seen a cock grow from being tiny and soft to being longer and hard and she seem to be mesmerized by its changing size.

Now it was long enough that she could slide her hand up and down the shaft as it grew bigger. We both watched as she slid her hand up until the head would disappear into her surrounding fingers and then pop back out as she slid her hand all the way down the shaft.

"I like doing this to you. I was thinking about it all night!"

I had to lift my hips to her stroking and then began the uncontrollable systematic thrusting into the air with my hips off the bed as April continued with her stroking of my cock. She was smiling because she could sense that I was getting ready to cum. She increased the speed and the tightness of how she squeezed my cock especially over the head. I could not take the intensity of her jerking me off. I started to pump ...I could not just lay stationary on the bed ...

."Does it feel good? How about when I slide my hand over the tip like this?"

Sliding her fingers over the tip of my cock was too much stimulation to take. I continued to thrust against the open air April was at first kneeling along side of me and then hovering close to me as she jerked me with infatuation now. My cock was sticking straight up as I panted "I'm cuming". April was totally absorbed in her efforts.... her face hovering close to my cock while staring first here and then there watching my cock appear and then disappear into her hand. There was a great amount of precum following and couple with the Vaseline she had smeared over my cock it glistened as it appeared into view when she stroked down the shaft.

April put some tissues close to and under my cock to catch my cum. The first squirt was however so strong it shot straight out and passed over the tissues and hit April's neck and one of her tits right on the nipple. She squealed at I squirted my load of cum. The second squirt followed the first while the more benign third and fourth squirts fell for the most part on to her hand, the tissues and on to my belly.

April was delighted with me squirting on her chest and tit. There sure seemed to be a great more cum from my climax than when I jerked off. April must have brought my entire developing sexual prowess to its highest levels. She could not believe I could shoot my love juice so far. Neither could I!

"Look at what you did to me. Your honey squirted on my neck and my boob."

I liked what I had done ...in fact I was proud of my accomplishment. I took a finger and rubbed a little bit over April's nipple for a few seconds before she handed me a tissue to clean my ‘honey' off her tit and neck.

"Maybe next time we are in bed you will let me share my honey deep inside you some where else."

Now that statement and the mental image April conjured up in her mind got me a long and strong hug followed by a loving kiss. She was thinking and sighing to her thoughts.

I had to sit up on the bed and recover before we finished cleaned ourselves up. While I found my cum in several places, April had flowed heavily and had wet her crotch, my thigh and she had wet the bed. It was the first time I had seen just what was to happen when I began to play and then fuck April. She was to become a very passionate woman who did not squirt but she sure did soak the bed in our sexual romps.

April was enthralled with me for what we had done together. Now the anxiety of being caught descended quickly over us and we opted to stop and get dressed.

I kissed Aprils nipples as she placed them back into her bra and we got dressed. We both were very nervous that someone would come home and see us. Every little house noise seemed to signal the approach of some one in the house.

April wanted me to leave through the back door just in case someone was around. By the time we got dressed and arrived at the back door there were re-stirrings of feelings in both of us and a wanting to not end our little time of fun. I placed my hands on the wall surrounding April and pressed my body against hers. She loved the image, I guess, remembering it from some movie. She now was back to getting hot again. April was undoing my pants and her hands were groping inside my pants to get a hold of my cock. She pushed down my jeans and pushed down my underpants grasping my quickly growing cock in her hand. She just wanted to see it again for a minute. I lifted her sweater and bra and began sucking on her tits. I wanted to start a rerun of our earlier efforts but it was not to be. April was back to being nervous and she was done playing as fast as she had begun this parting endeavor. I then blurted out ...

"Do you want to kiss my thingy good by?"

April recoiled at the question.... The look on her face was not one of willingness and she shook her head with a strong objectionable look on her face. If there was ever a statement to cool a previously hot goodbye, it was that comment and mental image.

This however was a subject that needed further discussion .....but not just then. April regained her composure and gave my cock a loving squeeze before stuffing it back into my shorts. Our joint nervousness overwhelmed any new desires to start any new sexual activities.

"You had better leave now just in case some one sees you here. I'm going to call my mother and tell her I'm feeling better and I'm going into school for the rest of the day."

When I went to kiss April goodbye, she just about jumped on me wrapping her arms and her body about me telegraphing to me her enthusiasm and joy for the experienced we had just shared. It did a lot for my sagging ego as a young guy up to that time. It also relieved me of what I thought could have been a bad feeling with my suggestion of giving my cock a wet kiss goodbye.

I left before anyone saw me in and around the house when April was supposed to be sick. I could not focus on anything as I walked home. The mental image of her slightly splayed open pussy was overwhelming. I was oblivious to every thing around me... delighted with my bedroom experience.

I called her for a few minutes that afternoon supposedly about school work but we chuckled over the phone about me shooting my love juice on her nipple and boob. I now was continuously thinking about April's honey bun and how we could see each other and I could play with it again. And hopefully more!

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We tried to see each other almost every other day, even if it was only for a short time. Not having access to a car seriously impacted our ‘private time' together and elevated our sexual feelings for each other. I began to look around for an old used car. I needed one if I was to get a part time job and would need it to begin college the following year in the city about 15 miles away. My uncle who had contacts with a car dealer offered to help find a cheap ‘running junk.' When I mentioned my car hunting to April and jokingly mentioned that it would have big and wide seats for us to use when we were alone in the woods, she chuckled and gave me a loving punch in the arm. Several days later April dreamed we were in my car and we were just getting ready to ‘do it' when she awoke. She embarrassingly whispered she was all wet and horny and had trouble getting back to sleep.

We continued to steal away to be together as much as possible and be careful to not display that we were on our way to be sexually very intimate. We yearned for each other even when we were apart. It was the most exhilarating time to that point in my life. April dominated my waking thoughts and she was occasionally in my dreams. April was all I could think about; even in school. Everything was so new and exciting for us ....we tingled with each and every touch and kiss. Continuous stomach butterflies plagued us both even when we apart.....so many emotional rushes ...so many erotic thoughts... what a wonderful time of life for two young kids.

Anytime we would go to a place that was secluded when we went for our walks, we would fool around. Just touching each other in all the little spots that made each of us feel good and convey to each other that we had a secret. Whenever April wore one of her pleated full school uniform skirts, we would seek out a safe spot to play around. April would hold up the front of her skirt and I would slide my fingers under her panties and play with her clit until she reach an orgasm. I thought it was so thrilling to sometimes see April's knees buckle as she just about melted at times while she hugged me so tight and climaxed. There were a few times that April surprised me by not wearing any panties under her skirt. On those occasions, it was obvious to me that April was very sexually aroused even before we began to play. April was not satisfied to just climax herself, she needed rub my cock against her clit until she reach an orgasm and then jerk me off to see how far I would squirt or catch my cum in her hands always commenting on how warm and slippery my cum was to touch. Catching my cum in her hand and closely examining it held a fascination with April that always was a mystery to me. I finally accepted her fascination after thinking that she saw it somewhat infrequently, only several times a week, and I saw it many times a week when I would jerk off thinking about her.... sometimes more than once a day.

Several times we met under her tree castle and I rubbed her clit with my cock until she climaxed and I came off between her pussy lips and all over her thighs. Most of these encounters were when we felt very desperate because we had not been really intimate for some time. These joint climax always seemed to very intense for both of us. I assumed the reason for the intensity was our longer time of separation and of course the idea that we had climaxed right under her ‘mother's protective umbrella.'

Several more months had passed and we were still ‘hiding' out. April's Mom was growing suspicious that there was a boy in the picture because of the way April was behaving. April finally admitted to her mother that there was a boy who she like a ‘little' and talked too a lot. Sometimes he would come to her school and he would walk her home from school, but that was all to their relationship. April asked if she could bring me home some day for her mother and father to meet. Her mother was hesitant but not reluctant to April's suggestion. I practiced the right religion and had the correct ethnic genes.

April always wanted to jerk me off and watch the delightful display of how far I could squirt. I was continuously fingering her little pussy now knowing to linger more around her clit. She would hold me close until I could sense her belly tremble with her increasing emotional feelings. Most times she would emit a deeply sensual sigh and her pussy would get very wet; her love juices seemingly increasing in volume over time.

We were down by the river secluded by the under growth which was very dense and offered a sense of security and seclusion. April was whispering sweet nothings as we giggled about me kissing her boobs and how her boobs were always growing bigger in her bra. April was also growing noticeably taller although she was still shorter that I was. Her whole body physique was in a state of change ......April was a late bloomer in comparison to most girls ........but she was blooming fast to make up for lost time. She sure was in a sprouting state of her growth cycle.

She mentioned that her Mom had talked with her about what was happening to her body and she was looking more like a young and beautiful woman instead of a girl. April giggled saying ...

"Want to see something?"

April hoisted her skirt up and around her waist to show me that her hips were getting wider and her butt was getting bigger. I didn't notice anything dramatic in the widening of her hips but her butt was sure becoming more prominent with time. April was sure was excited with her body changes ..... so I went along with a "wow!" It was a nice butt though and I sure did give it a good looking over. I now began to give her a tap on her ass and give it a gentle squeeze now and then as we walked. She responded to my display by always giving me a smile and a hug. Yep, she was my one true love and I was hers!

I was in heaven as we walked to her house. I was looking at her pony tail swinging as we walked. We both didn't see her mother standing outside of her house. For some reason she was home early from work, first time ever April said later. Her mother was staring at me like I did something bad .... or did I have a guilty look on my face ... or was it that she knew what we were doing. April was cooler than me. I was introduced to ‘Mom' as the boy they had talked about. We sat on the porch with her ‘Mom' and I waited anxiously for what I knew was coming!

The inquisition was as expected ....about me and where I went to school and "yes" I was an honor student with good marks ....planning on college and so forth. My family .... how many brothers and sisters and finally we got around to the real question that the mother wanted answered. April goes to the Catholic school in town and the family goes to the church which is associated with the high school. I told her that I went to the public high school which got what I sensed was less than an enthusiastic response of "Oh". I continued that my family and I go to Catholic Church in the north section of town every Sunday. Now that was the right answer! April was smiling while standing slightly behind her mother. I also told her mother that I attended the religious doctrine classes once a week at night at the church. Another major scoring of points.

Now I was in with ‘Mom'. She didn't have to worry about her dear little innocent April being with a good Catholic boy holding her hand! Nope!

She didn't have to worry about April and I getting together undressed in the downstairs bed. Nope!

Didn't have to worry about me kissing her nipples or worry about April jerking me off to see how far she could get my cum to squirt. Nope!

Didn't need to have any concerns about me caressing April's stiff clit swimming in her wet pussy juices several times a week as I listened and watched April experience her deeply felt organisms. Nope!

Or worry about April loosing her cherry to me in the downstairs bedroom and us finally making love again and again ....YET ...

Nope she should not worry ...Nooooo ....she shouldn't just worry she should be in a complete state of panic because April and I wanted to make ‘love'. It was only for the lacking of the opportunity and the fear of getting caught along with her girlfriends talk about the pain when a girl looses her cherry that caused us to falter.

April's Mom also did have a lovely set of tits. Actually they were magnificent. I couldn't keep my yes from roving when I had the chance to gaze and wonder what it would be like to see her mother's tits without her bra on. If April's boobs were growing as fast as she said they were and they were going to be close to her mother's tit size, I couldn't wait ....they were going to be the yummiest. Yep!

Also the ‘older and supposedly knowledgeable guys' on the corner were always talking about eating pussies. Now that also sounded like it could me a yummy action to me also ....surely something to get April all hot and bothered. Yep! It surely was, because when I didn't get to see April every day I would need to get the Vaseline from the medicine cabinet after school, lay on my bed..... think of April's tits and wet pussy and jerk off.... watching how high I could squirt. Very few days went by that I didn't think of April and jerk off for relief if we didn't get together.

There were times that I could not control my feelings in school. I would get an excuse to go the ‘little boy's' room during my free study hour and jerk off in the toilet stall. I always looked under the stall to see if I could see any shoes just in case someone had quietly entered the bathroom. I always had to make sure I stifled my moan as I climaxed just in case some one was close by. April confided in me that she too was exploring her honey bun every night while thinking of me 'doing it' to her as she always referred to fucking . Actually April used a rationalization of fucking as what was done everyplace except in a bed ..... In a bed it was making love! She was getting to feel more and bigger sensations ‘down there' and in other parts of her body as she played with herself. She told me that she liked it better when I was with her and I played with her honey bun.

We both began to sense that we were close to being ready to ‘go all the way'. I know I wanted too and the subject was discussed in detail for extended period of time with April always confessing she was wet.

I needed to buy a car!!!!!! I could agree with April that being sexual in a bed was making love while everywhere else was fucking. It sounded like sixes to me but I could roll with her rationalization as long as we fucked. Yes, April was right!!!! And she definately liked just fucking!